OH FUCK! I'M JEALOUS.

Yeah! And she was trying to come from a place of just "I'm suffering right now, and I don't want you to suffer." But I'm not suffering... I'm taking care of my body and I'm fine.

God I'd make her so mad. But I won't do it cause she has a thyroid problem and I KNOW she can't lose weight very easy because of it. But God fuck if that wasn't horrifically insulting to me and my own image.

AUAGHHHHH That conversation REALLY steamed my broccoli.

I'm strong, and I'm cute as fucking hell. I'm continuing down this path with no regrets.

My mom tried to talk to me about my weight (215 lbs.) saying that I'm not healthy when I'm literally trying to bulk and weight train??

Fuck you?? I'm not losing weight. I'm the happiest I've been.

A Long Fall? World of Warcraft could NEVER.

So I got back into World of Warcraft. It's been a long time and I'm having a fun time! But something that always keeps me coming back to FFXIV is that the music will ALWAYS FUCKING SLAP.

WoW's music is so booooorrrrriiiiiing. 😭

Miss Major Griffin-Gracy passed away today according to the House of GG. She was a veteran of the Stonewall rebellion and a lifelong organizer for the safety and dignity of trans people, sex workers, and the incarcerated. She came from the same generation and milieu as Marsha and Sylvia. She was 78.

As much as I'd like the idea, it might be too simple. However, it could be time for hot cocoa? OR frosted glasses.

Pffft. like Spike?

TBH tho like... sometimes I get worried about that thought 'cause damn, if that's a hard thing to maintain in every day life.

When I envision Kine, I always saw him as passively emitting radiation that makes the surrounding 15 feet diameter like... pretty warm, and he melts the snow that comes into contact with this bubble of heat. So things don't stay frozen around him for long unless he consciously stops radiating.

I do occasionally get asked, "How do you remember phone numbers??" but like... It's because I looked at them, and made a sequence in my head that corresponded to rhythm, like any decent person with ADHD. It's ez.

I used to have a little pocket book where I wrote down my favorite friend's numbers. But more than anything, I hate talking on the phone.

I do remember using Yellow Pages a lot.

We gotta keep calling. While we're at it though, please bring up that why is censorship the answer, when we continue to let AI continuously lie and be spread across social media platforms, and threaten our resources, and they choose to do nothing about it.

Let me reiterate: that shit ain't real.

www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/wome...

This is "debanking", and its a problem that has plagued sex workers for decades. It isnt right when its targetting sex workers and its not right when its targetting game devs and creators either.

Give paypros and your givt reps your grievances and demand that debanking of adult content stop

Yes, I'm asking y'all. I'm genuinely curious. 'Cause winter is my favorite time of year for how cold it gets, and I get outrageously warm.

Fall has Sweater Weather. What should Winter be? And what should Kine be doing? I was thinking he would be in a hotspring surrounded by snow, but that's not a great indicator of winter consistently around the world... Should it just be a snow man or something?

I'm still working on two pieces that I want to put out, but I have definitely not been in the mood lately. I have my seasons pictures. The first was summer. Second was spring. Third is Fall. For winter though, I was trying to think of the last phrase...

Yeah, fuck that. You think a piece of paper is going to make me spill garbage?

And what do you even gain by doing this?

I fucking hate headspace. It is such a dogshit app. It literally does NOTHING for someone with ADHD.

All it does is tell me that I need to calm down. How do people like this fucking app??

God, I'm so fucking mad, I'm crying.