CanRay
@canray.bsky.social
I'm me. Level 46. Trying not to let my poor self-image come out online. Very fragile and easily hurt.
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CanRay
@canray.bsky.social
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Sorry everyone. Been under huge stress. Brain fog, autism, and ADHD have taken completely over. And I'm undercaffinated these days.
I'm sure I've said and shared stupid things, and should know better, and that when I'm like this I shouldn't talk.
But nothing ever shuts me up. It's a problem. 😭
I'm sure I've said and shared stupid things, and should know better, and that when I'm like this I shouldn't talk.
But nothing ever shuts me up. It's a problem. 😭
Why can't I write?
no idea
December 8, 2025 at 4:07 PM
Why can't I write?
Something like this is why Turbo Bunny had to pay for The Sheep in Shadowrun.
December 8, 2025 at 4:04 PM
Something like this is why Turbo Bunny had to pay for The Sheep in Shadowrun.
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And with this final part of Robert, Mandy and Courtney, I can finally start winding down on #dispatch art. It's been real fun, but I need to take a break, and start going back to gobbos and orcs
We'll still return to more Blonde Blazer and Invisigal in future!
#dispatchfanart
We'll still return to more Blonde Blazer and Invisigal in future!
#dispatchfanart
December 7, 2025 at 5:16 PM
And with this final part of Robert, Mandy and Courtney, I can finally start winding down on #dispatch art. It's been real fun, but I need to take a break, and start going back to gobbos and orcs
We'll still return to more Blonde Blazer and Invisigal in future!
#dispatchfanart
We'll still return to more Blonde Blazer and Invisigal in future!
#dispatchfanart
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Glad to see people talking about Penn Jillette. The 2024 interview was done by me. I found him to be a refreshingly reflective, self-critical individual who has remained curious and willing to evolve.
December 8, 2025 at 5:03 AM
Glad to see people talking about Penn Jillette. The 2024 interview was done by me. I found him to be a refreshingly reflective, self-critical individual who has remained curious and willing to evolve.
Feeling quite alone tonight. Wishing I had someone in my life, but know why I shouldn't.
Wish I could just sleep.
Wish I could just sleep.
December 8, 2025 at 1:05 AM
Feeling quite alone tonight. Wishing I had someone in my life, but know why I shouldn't.
Wish I could just sleep.
Wish I could just sleep.
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Our modern subscription hellhole is aggressively anti-ownership and the kids know it
December 7, 2025 at 8:40 PM
Our modern subscription hellhole is aggressively anti-ownership and the kids know it
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I dunno man the concept of actually owning something you pay for must be like a drug if you're under 30
Why do Gen Z have a growing appetite for retro tech?
Why do Gen Z have a growing appetite for retro tech?
Gen Z are going retro, with studies showing a resurgence in people buying tech in the modern age that can be dated back decades.
www.bbc.com
December 7, 2025 at 6:57 PM
I dunno man the concept of actually owning something you pay for must be like a drug if you're under 30
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Supposed to go grocery shopping in a bit. Putting it off till after dinner. I have less than half a tank of gas, and $22 in my bank a count after rent and other bills clear. I need to pick up at least 2 weeks worth of food, and am hoping its not gonna be a case of Top Ramen.
Im hoping to go grocery shopping Sunday, but after paying bills and stuff, I'm pretty tapped. Could really use some cash to buy a couple weeks of grub and gas, if anyone can help out. Probably need about $100 total.
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www.paypal.com/paypalme/bul...
Pay Steven Ratkovich using PayPal.Me
Go to paypal.me/bulldrek and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.
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December 7, 2025 at 9:04 PM
Supposed to go grocery shopping in a bit. Putting it off till after dinner. I have less than half a tank of gas, and $22 in my bank a count after rent and other bills clear. I need to pick up at least 2 weeks worth of food, and am hoping its not gonna be a case of Top Ramen.
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Everyone has been waiting patiently, but chummers... it is time!
#Shadowrun Anarchy 2.0 is now fully available on GameOnTabletop! You can get it on its own, or as a part of a late pledge pack!
Play a game of Shadowrun Anarchy 2.0 and let us know what you think!
bit.ly/SRA2-CGL
#Shadowrun Anarchy 2.0 is now fully available on GameOnTabletop! You can get it on its own, or as a part of a late pledge pack!
Play a game of Shadowrun Anarchy 2.0 and let us know what you think!
bit.ly/SRA2-CGL
December 7, 2025 at 3:00 PM
Everyone has been waiting patiently, but chummers... it is time!
#Shadowrun Anarchy 2.0 is now fully available on GameOnTabletop! You can get it on its own, or as a part of a late pledge pack!
Play a game of Shadowrun Anarchy 2.0 and let us know what you think!
bit.ly/SRA2-CGL
#Shadowrun Anarchy 2.0 is now fully available on GameOnTabletop! You can get it on its own, or as a part of a late pledge pack!
Play a game of Shadowrun Anarchy 2.0 and let us know what you think!
bit.ly/SRA2-CGL
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More recently, Shadowrun's Japanese Publisher, RoleandRoll, also put out a series of "Replays" (リプレイ): which are basically TTRPG Actual Plays, transcribed and cleaned up into a sort of light novel, often with illustrations.
It's taking ALL my willpower not to grab a stack of these off Mercari.
It's taking ALL my willpower not to grab a stack of these off Mercari.
December 7, 2025 at 4:01 AM
More recently, Shadowrun's Japanese Publisher, RoleandRoll, also put out a series of "Replays" (リプレイ): which are basically TTRPG Actual Plays, transcribed and cleaned up into a sort of light novel, often with illustrations.
It's taking ALL my willpower not to grab a stack of these off Mercari.
It's taking ALL my willpower not to grab a stack of these off Mercari.
When the funny men get serious, things are going to go very, very badly.
We got Weird Al out here singing Killing In The Name, the time for moderation is over
December 6, 2025 at 7:25 PM
When the funny men get serious, things are going to go very, very badly.
I have over 1K followers. Why are you people following me? I don't do anything.
December 6, 2025 at 3:39 PM
I have over 1K followers. Why are you people following me? I don't do anything.
So, what is being said is, I have to get back into Pokémon?
December 6, 2025 at 2:28 PM
So, what is being said is, I have to get back into Pokémon?
Read the Alt Text.
Mirrors aren't my friend, either. And I've done this too many times.
Mirrors aren't my friend, either. And I've done this too many times.
December 6, 2025 at 9:53 AM
Read the Alt Text.
Mirrors aren't my friend, either. And I've done this too many times.
Mirrors aren't my friend, either. And I've done this too many times.
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Oh my god, she is gonna absolutely WRECK a dumpster later! :D
Well, it’s official. I have a fursona now.❤️
Well, it’s official. I have a fursona now.❤️
December 6, 2025 at 7:15 AM
Oh my god, she is gonna absolutely WRECK a dumpster later! :D
Well, it’s official. I have a fursona now.❤️
Well, it’s official. I have a fursona now.❤️
I was going to freak out, but it's just the stockpiles, which won't be replaced, and will be going to charity.
winnipegsun.com/news/usa-tra...
winnipegsun.com/news/usa-tra...
USA trade-war booze returns to Manitoba shelves
Manitoba will release a large stock of U.S.-made alcohol that has been sitting in storage since the province joined a multi-province trade dispute.
winnipegsun.com
December 5, 2025 at 11:22 PM
I was going to freak out, but it's just the stockpiles, which won't be replaced, and will be going to charity.
winnipegsun.com/news/usa-tra...
winnipegsun.com/news/usa-tra...
To look up later.
I have the DVDs.
I have the DVDs.
On this day in 1987, The Real Ghostbusters episode "The Copycat" first aired!
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BUY THE REAL GHOSTBUSTERS ON DVD: amzn.to/4mbjeAI
December 5, 2025 at 9:22 PM
To look up later.
I have the DVDs.
I have the DVDs.
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"the media loves to draw pictures of a white man waterskiing with a happy family after he kills a bunch of people"
The other side of this coin: the media loves to talk about what was a school shooter's favorite videogames and music after they release a manifesto about killing people of color.
The other side of this coin: the media loves to talk about what was a school shooter's favorite videogames and music after they release a manifesto about killing people of color.
The thing you have to understand about Columbine is that Klebold and Harris were in tune with the White Nationalist 'Militia Movement' sweeping the nation in the 1990s (they were common, garden neonazis masquerading as Freedom Seekers, much like the Red Magas of today).
They were blamed for Columbine, because the shooters liked the band. Blaming artists for “inciting violence” is a game the authorities have been playing for as long as societies have existed.
December 5, 2025 at 4:29 PM
"the media loves to draw pictures of a white man waterskiing with a happy family after he kills a bunch of people"
The other side of this coin: the media loves to talk about what was a school shooter's favorite videogames and music after they release a manifesto about killing people of color.
The other side of this coin: the media loves to talk about what was a school shooter's favorite videogames and music after they release a manifesto about killing people of color.
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December 5, 2025 at 1:04 PM
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They're not coming for me, I make horny content not porn.
They're not coming for me, I'm gay not trans.
They're not coming for me, I'm Asian not Latino.
They're not coming for me, I have ADHD not autism.
"First they came for..." You're on the list, they're just not checking you off quite yet.
They're not coming for me, I'm gay not trans.
They're not coming for me, I'm Asian not Latino.
They're not coming for me, I have ADHD not autism.
"First they came for..." You're on the list, they're just not checking you off quite yet.
A lot of creators essentially saying "My work might contain nudity and sexual situations, but it's NOT porn. My work is important and artistic, while their work is dirty, which is still okay to hate and censor." But guess what! The purity squad makes no such distinction.
December 5, 2025 at 11:26 AM
They're not coming for me, I make horny content not porn.
They're not coming for me, I'm gay not trans.
They're not coming for me, I'm Asian not Latino.
They're not coming for me, I have ADHD not autism.
"First they came for..." You're on the list, they're just not checking you off quite yet.
They're not coming for me, I'm gay not trans.
They're not coming for me, I'm Asian not Latino.
They're not coming for me, I have ADHD not autism.
"First they came for..." You're on the list, they're just not checking you off quite yet.
Oh, and how new consoles aren't selling.
Since genAI has completely fucked the market for home computers, I guarantee there'll be an article complaining that people are playing older and less resource-intensive games and how this is killing the AAA gaming industry
December 5, 2025 at 11:23 AM
Oh, and how new consoles aren't selling.