CN Lester 🏳️‍⚧️
@cnlester.bsky.social
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Multi-genre musician: voice/piano/composition/improvisation Artistic Director Transpose PhD on Barbara Strozzi - interdisciplinary work is life ’Trans Like Me’, ‘Furies,’ various critical intros, 2 current trans historical WIP they/them www.cnlester.com
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cnlester.bsky.social
I'm working so hard on letting other people see me again after some very hard years of fighting the need to defensively hide.

It means so much that I can actually see myself in my new headshots.
A black and white photographic portrait of CN, a white genderqueer trans person, looking up and away from the camera. They have short dark hair - the photograph is deeply shadowed. A black and white photographic portrait of CN, a white genderqueer trans person, looking up with their eyes closed. They have short dark hair - the photograph is deeply shadowed. A black and white photographic portrait of CN, a white genderqueer trans person, looking straight to camera. They have short dark hair falling in waves across their forehead - the photograph is deeply shadowed. A black and white photographic portrait of CN, a white genderqueer trans person, with their eyes closed as though thinking. They have short dark hair - the photograph is deeply shadowed, which highlights their lashes.
cnlester.bsky.social
I still have the letter I got back from William Hague when I wrote to him as a queer teenager arguing for the end of Section 28 and the equalisation of the age of consent - he confidently asserted that Section 28 would never be repealed and age of consent never equalised.
nateo.bsky.social
Not once have I seen an explanation for why teenagers must hear things that upset them in virtue of the unspecified speech-acts being upsetting, nor have I ever seen an explanation for why teenagers will be forbidden to express displeasure with upsetting things.
William Hague: Why I’ll banish ‘safe spaces’ at Oxford
The new chancellor tells Cheltenham Literature Festival that there will be no ‘cancel culture’ and students should expect to hear things that upset them
October 14 2025, The Times
The new chancellor of Oxford University has said there will be no safe spaces for students and warned would-be undergraduates that they will “hear things that will upset and offend them”.
cnlester.bsky.social
That actually made me tearful - this is how you do it
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markharris.bsky.social
Mamdani talking lucidly and passionately about trans rights and history in a video that should frankly shame every politician who has hemmed and hawed and triangulated and said, "Well, but sports..." It's not that hard to tell the truth and stand for what's right. www.youtube.com/watch?v=bEvV...
Until It's Done: Sylvia Rivera
YouTube video by Zohran Mamdani for NYC
www.youtube.com
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cnlester.bsky.social
Just back from an ten day writing retreat in Paris, thanks to the kindness of people who love books and their authors. No social media, no news - just writing and music and asking myself 'what would Camus do?' Very hard to come back.
CN Lester, looking down, in a sunny square in Paris. They're a white genderqueer person with short brown hair, large square black glasses, and dark eyebrows. A view of the Pont des Arts from the furthest point of the Île de la Cité - the sky is opalescent and the river is grey - the view is framed by willow leaves.
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cnlester.bsky.social
Stopped doomscrolling, took myself on a walk with the amazing new episode of @ologies.bsky.social and learnt about revolutions - and even for someone who's done a fair bit of activism, there were vital new things to learn. Feeling grateful for all the other people who give a fuck and make it count.
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discoelysiumbot.bsky.social
And above all, you let life defeat you. All the gifts your parents gave you, all the love and patience of your friends, you drowned in a neurotoxin. You let misery win. And it will keep on winning till you die -- or overcome it.
cnlester.bsky.social
Stopped doomscrolling, took myself on a walk with the amazing new episode of @ologies.bsky.social and learnt about revolutions - and even for someone who's done a fair bit of activism, there were vital new things to learn. Feeling grateful for all the other people who give a fuck and make it count.
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jamellebouie.net
regular reminder that "he wants" ≠ "he will"
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jamellebouie.net
the president of the united states wants to use the american military to kill american citizens on american soil. that's the whole story!
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dov.bsky.social
Britain invested a /lot/ of energy into telling the world that's what it is. That's the purpose of soft power institutions like the British Council - selling a Cool Britannia of Bend It Like Beckham, Blur versus Oasis, Amy Winehouse and green and pleasant landings.
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dov.bsky.social
The tragic thing about the nativistisation of UK politics is that it is the direct opposite of how Britain sells itself - /mostly successfully/ - to a huge chunk of the world. If you go to /even many former colonies/ of this island youll find they genuinely roughly believe in London Olympics Britain
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davidallengreen.bsky.social
Sums up this most dismal moment.
jasonv.bsky.social
Absolute all-timer sentence in today's @nytimes.com
"some legal experts have called it a crime to summarily execute civilians" says today's New York Times, continuing their long tradition of whitewashing fascism
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juliusgoat.bsky.social
Don’t worry, once we’ve helped them come for immigrants and trans people, they’re sure to be appeased and dedicated to solidarity in our great big tent and not come after anyone else, as history teaches
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juliusgoat.bsky.social
We need a bigger tent, that’s why we must betray and expel the following types of people:
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bencollins.bsky.social
Any of those public figures who say the words "Western civilization" all the time now should be immediately disregarded and also has a type of porn on their laptop that cannot be legally described in any known human language.
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meidastouch.com
It certainly appears the United States murdered an innocent fisherman who was a husband and father to four children, claimed he was a "narco-terrorist," posted a video of the execution, and then made jokes about it
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olufemiotaiwo.bsky.social
when he's right he's right
whstancil.bsky.social
it’s certainly true that PEOPLE haven’t changed - we’ve always wanted to be validated, we’re always enjoyed having our prejudices and resentments confirmed, we’ve always liked to be told our social or political enemies are responsible for everything. but the information economy has changed, a lot
cnlester.bsky.social
London people - on October 16th I'll be talking to the phenomenal author @bschillace.brandyschillace.com about trans history, fighting fascism, and what happens when you shine a light on the research the Nazis tried to burn. Could you help us to spread the word? www.waterstones.com/events/the-i...
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rincewind.run
we should take away all their money so they can’t do this
robertscotthorton.bsky.social
Larry Ellison envisions a surveillance state in which techbros rule. '“Citizens will be on their best behavior, because we’re constantly recording and reporting everything that is going on,” Ellison said in an hour-long Q&A during Oracle’s Financial Analyst Meeting last week.'
Larry Ellison predicts rise of the modern surveillance state where ‘citizens will be on their best behavior’ | Fortune
Oracle's Larry Ellison believes citizens and police alike will be under constant surveillance of each other.
fortune.com
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coachfinstock.bsky.social
In case we forget because so much happens every day, I think it's pretty clear they knew EXACTLY whom they blew up because Vance said as much and I hope someone will report on this
cnlester.bsky.social
As an addendum to Mallory's excellent thread on therapy: it's essential for me that my therapist understands what it's like to live under real threat. I'm incredible lucky to have that, and also had to go through a lot of bad therapists before I found her.
tressiemcphd.bsky.social
It’s really hard to find a therapist who can counsel people with actual real threat scenarios, like this one.

For example, I don’t think I have “haters”. I have actual coordinated attacks on my safety and wellbeing, sir or ma’am.

Same with political conflicts like these.
emericanjezebel.bsky.social
was going through the covid/blm era with my therapist, mostly about how many friendships ended during that time, and she said "I'm sensing a pattern here" and I'm just like...ma'am, a bunch of people in my life openly said they hated Black people and didn't care about spreading a deadly disease.
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sexabolition.blog
Often one complaint won't be enough to stop a but a therapist that treats you like this will hurt others, and if enough people complain the complaints will be taken seriously eventually.
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sexabolition.blog
If the therapist or counsellor has a professional licensing or accreditation body they will usually publicly have a code of conduct. Many ban this kind of behaviour and you can write to them to complain.