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disasters are just another star falling in my yard

erin | she/her | queer | mi/nd | ♎︎☉ ♎︎☽ ♐︎↑

https://ruined.carrd.co
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this is the kind of talk im here for
McIVER: Do you consider yourself a religious man?

LYONS: Yes mam

McIVER: How do you think judgment day will work for you with so much blood on your hands?

LYONS: I'm not going to entertain that question

McIVER: Do you think you're going to hell, Mr Lyons?
February 10, 2026 at 5:38 PM
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true story
February 12, 2026 at 6:21 PM
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Same.

And all politics aside, what king of person lacks the common human decency to even turn their head to acknowledge the victims of childhood rape?

Sickening...

#AccountabilityIsComing
February 12, 2026 at 10:04 PM
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discord lied. don't give them your ID or a facial scan. don't trust them with your ID or biometric data.
February 12, 2026 at 7:55 PM
psychiatrist: so how have you been coping?
my wishlist:
February 12, 2026 at 10:42 PM
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Found an additional graphic that gets even more of these quotes together.

I've kept "I hate myself, I hate clover, and I hate bees" pinned above my desk since I first started studying evolutionary biology as an undergraduate. So relatable to get extremely frustrated with your study system.
February 12, 2026 at 7:19 PM
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Hey, while I'm working on this: if you have any kind of medical Weird and are trying to gather evidence to demonstrate to a doctor how bad it is, allow me to introduce you to the best clinical measurement for "how fucked up are you", the Karnofsky scale. www.mdcalc.com/calc/3168/ka...
Karnofsky Performance Status Scale
The Karnofsky Performance Status Scale determines ability of patient to tolerate therapies in serious illness, specifically for chemotherapy.
www.mdcalc.com
February 12, 2026 at 4:18 PM
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We have a federal administration led by idiots and criminals.
February 11, 2026 at 1:49 AM
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lore runs deep and snow just keeps falling
November 11, 2024 at 9:08 PM
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Where are you?!

#svsss #moshang
February 10, 2026 at 2:03 AM
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This is the aftermath of an ICE kidnapping a few blocks from my home in St. Paul—an hour ago. A quiet street full of broken glass and at least three wrecked cars. The target of the kidnapping was taken away by ambulance. He was on a stretcher and covered by a sheet, though a cop said he was alive.
February 11, 2026 at 4:46 PM
a taskbar can say a lot about a person 😭
February 11, 2026 at 7:09 PM
there's two terms i've heard being used more in the mental health field to describe how the problems are due to societal neglect, capitalism, open violence, and fascism

"shit life syndrome" and "human devastation syndrome"
Studying psychology in the US has gotta be wild. Turns out the people being repressed are depressed. The people being brutalized are traumatized. No you cannot remove the cause of this.
February 11, 2026 at 7:03 PM
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and, I can’t believe I have to say that: queer kids need online community, because they are far more likely to be isolated, get bullied and harassed in real life, so isolating them even more is -not protecting them-.
this is also -the point of age verification-.
"Don't worry about the Discord thing, it's only NSFW servers and channels that will require age verification! :)"

I could remove every speck of risque imagery/topics from my community and there's still a 50% chance we'd get flagged just because we're openly queer.

It's not actually about the kids.
February 10, 2026 at 8:23 AM
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🆘 Read this thread and then help Ang and their sister.

Kyle Carrozza, the person who accused Ang, harmed real kids with CSEM. He hid behind fancops to destroy Ang’s life and career over fictional art.

Ang is NOT the predator here and never was!

Help Ang, please!🧵

💸💕
#CriticalEmergencyMutualAid
youtu.be/8bnV3g0SAKs
I am Kyle Carrozza (tvskyle) and Vivziepop’s @vivziepop.bsky.social entire social circle’s victim and I want way more value than what they all did to me. I have way too many unshared stories. You’ll get them. I’m ready to talk. #kylecarrozza #hazbinhotel #vivziepop #helluvaboss
I AM Kyle Carrozza's and Vivziepop's Victim (The Animation Industry's Dark Truth)
YouTube video by Angela
youtu.be
December 27, 2025 at 4:57 PM
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Please read, I am in immediate danger and don't know what to do. I am about to lose my housing and die due to kiwifarms and stalkers who permanently ruined, and now they are coming after my home address AGAIN and I am getting physical letters about planned attacks. (1/2)
January 30, 2026 at 2:51 AM
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Epstein survivors raise their hands to signal they've been ignored by Trump's DOJ as AG Pam Bondi refuses to look at them

(Roberto Schmidt/AFP via Getty)
February 11, 2026 at 5:46 PM
every semester i try to sneak in a photo of my cat when i email each professor at least once. i call her my assistant
February 11, 2026 at 6:58 PM
therapist: oh so he's the one you go for
me: happily married for seven years but i also extensively mod my game so i have a harem. sebastian's the alpha partner
therapist:
my therapist: so, have you been using coping skills?
me: ...i started playing heartopia
her: oh i play that too! have you played stardew valley?
my itabag, sitting right next to me: [has a heart shaped sebastian pin on it]
February 10, 2026 at 10:08 PM
my therapist: so, have you been using coping skills?
me: ...i started playing heartopia
her: oh i play that too! have you played stardew valley?
my itabag, sitting right next to me: [has a heart shaped sebastian pin on it]
February 10, 2026 at 9:52 PM
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I have had the same discord account since 2017 that should be age verification enough ffs
Discord will require a face scan or ID for full access next month - all accounts set to "teen-appropriate experience" by default www.theverge.com/tech/875309/...

discord.com/press-releas...
February 9, 2026 at 5:19 PM
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someone in a nail polish subreddit created a shade that matches the one in this photo and is selling it on etsy so she can afford to buy her boyfriend a bulletproof vest to wear while doing ICE watch at home depot. we live in hell but we are going to fucking win.
the nail polish girlies are going absolutely feral and it’s so good
January 25, 2026 at 7:26 PM
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"I'm sorry," Xie Lian said. "Something like this has to be made clear."

Happy New Year!!!! Last drawing of 2025 :D
#TGCF #hualian
January 2, 2026 at 3:31 AM
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you have to keep going ok.......... for your oc
May 29, 2025 at 3:52 AM