Zaozao @ LotusCarp Studio
@lotuscarp.bsky.social
Yu Zaozao (she/they/他) is a disabled nonbinary lesbian writer. LotusCarp is where their stories live. Occasionally NSFW. Minors DNI, you scare me.
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We were denied financial assistance for my mom's life-saving treatment despite the yearly cost exceeding my family's ENTIRE ANNUAL INCOME by over $50k. The amount we need is so high that I feel absurd even trying to ask for help, but it's my mom. I have to try ko-fi.com/lotuscarp
What if new year's eve
The scene where Zhang Chenghua aborts a plant demon and then fucks her patient immediately is going to be released as a free preview for Part 3. I'm just not sure how much longer I want to hold on to it. It might slip out of my sinful hands any day now
December 23, 2025 at 9:20 AM
What if new year's eve
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Why the fuck is a pheasant native to China and Myanmar named after a white person. Imagine if everyone in the Philippines went to Britain and killed and displaced and enslaved everyone and started calling native birds shit like Datu Puti's Ptarmigan. Youd be mad as hell all the time too
December 23, 2025 at 7:59 AM
Why the fuck is a pheasant native to China and Myanmar named after a white person. Imagine if everyone in the Philippines went to Britain and killed and displaced and enslaved everyone and started calling native birds shit like Datu Puti's Ptarmigan. Youd be mad as hell all the time too
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Chronically ill and in pain. Looking for work anyway because my mom's life-saving treatment isn't fully covered. Next year they want to charge us $144k. If you like my gay girls and want to throw me a tip, anything helps
lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
1000 Lotuses Part 1 - Feather Lotus by LotusCarp
A lesbian focused queer fantasy inspired by China in the 10th century.
lotuscarp.itch.io
December 22, 2025 at 5:42 AM
Chronically ill and in pain. Looking for work anyway because my mom's life-saving treatment isn't fully covered. Next year they want to charge us $144k. If you like my gay girls and want to throw me a tip, anything helps
lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
The memes about Miyazawan yuri led me to believe that Otherside Picnic was going to be way less blatant than it was but no they really did do Sex 2: Electric Bluegaloo
December 22, 2025 at 6:41 PM
The memes about Miyazawan yuri led me to believe that Otherside Picnic was going to be way less blatant than it was but no they really did do Sex 2: Electric Bluegaloo
Stress is making me feel sick. The only reason I can still write despite everything is bc my mom said she wants me to :((((
December 22, 2025 at 4:58 PM
Stress is making me feel sick. The only reason I can still write despite everything is bc my mom said she wants me to :((((
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It's almost christmas 🙏
December 22, 2025 at 2:37 AM
It's almost christmas 🙏
Nothing yet. I'm looking for jobs. Even if I got the highest-paying job that I can reasonably qualify for, my parents would have nothing left for bills after covering the rest
We were denied financial assistance for my mom's life-saving treatment despite the yearly cost exceeding my family's ENTIRE ANNUAL INCOME by over $50k. The amount we need is so high that I feel absurd even trying to ask for help, but it's my mom. I have to try ko-fi.com/lotuscarp
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December 22, 2025 at 2:07 AM
Nothing yet. I'm looking for jobs. Even if I got the highest-paying job that I can reasonably qualify for, my parents would have nothing left for bills after covering the rest
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We were denied financial assistance for my mom's life-saving treatment despite the yearly cost exceeding my family's ENTIRE ANNUAL INCOME by over $50k. The amount we need is so high that I feel absurd even trying to ask for help, but it's my mom. I have to try ko-fi.com/lotuscarp
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December 19, 2025 at 6:39 PM
We were denied financial assistance for my mom's life-saving treatment despite the yearly cost exceeding my family's ENTIRE ANNUAL INCOME by over $50k. The amount we need is so high that I feel absurd even trying to ask for help, but it's my mom. I have to try ko-fi.com/lotuscarp
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Fans who can't/don't want to draw have also just given me stuff they plugged into meme text generators and it's silly but it makes me laugh from my gut, genuinely. As long as no AI is involved I will cherish it whatever it is
Fan art of your characters is sort of the greatest motivator in the world, ngl. If you wanna draw a character, you definitely should (and tag the author when you do!)
I really can't express enough how much Magica Riot fan art makes me happy 🥹
December 21, 2025 at 9:59 PM
Fans who can't/don't want to draw have also just given me stuff they plugged into meme text generators and it's silly but it makes me laugh from my gut, genuinely. As long as no AI is involved I will cherish it whatever it is
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#hourly #wah https://api.tinyfox.dev/hourly/wahs/photo_17@28-06-2019_02-49-11.jpg
December 21, 2025 at 3:00 PM
#hourly #wah https://api.tinyfox.dev/hourly/wahs/photo_17@28-06-2019_02-49-11.jpg
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I'm gonna stray off the beaten path here a second and add that this is why it makes me so irritated when non-white people are queerphobic or transphobic. It was not made for you VRO!!
December 20, 2025 at 6:42 PM
I'm gonna stray off the beaten path here a second and add that this is why it makes me so irritated when non-white people are queerphobic or transphobic. It was not made for you VRO!!
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"Trans and gay were cooked up by white people" no brobro, other way around. they cooked up the fear of those things to attack you actually.
December 20, 2025 at 6:42 PM
"Trans and gay were cooked up by white people" no brobro, other way around. they cooked up the fear of those things to attack you actually.
You'd think that itchio's text editor would like, work? But it doesn't. Wild
December 20, 2025 at 8:43 AM
You'd think that itchio's text editor would like, work? But it doesn't. Wild
We were denied financial assistance for my mom's life-saving treatment despite the yearly cost exceeding my family's ENTIRE ANNUAL INCOME by over $50k. The amount we need is so high that I feel absurd even trying to ask for help, but it's my mom. I have to try ko-fi.com/lotuscarp
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December 19, 2025 at 6:39 PM
We were denied financial assistance for my mom's life-saving treatment despite the yearly cost exceeding my family's ENTIRE ANNUAL INCOME by over $50k. The amount we need is so high that I feel absurd even trying to ask for help, but it's my mom. I have to try ko-fi.com/lotuscarp
The scene where Zhang Chenghua aborts a plant demon and then fucks her patient immediately is going to be released as a free preview for Part 3. I'm just not sure how much longer I want to hold on to it. It might slip out of my sinful hands any day now
December 19, 2025 at 4:01 AM
The scene where Zhang Chenghua aborts a plant demon and then fucks her patient immediately is going to be released as a free preview for Part 3. I'm just not sure how much longer I want to hold on to it. It might slip out of my sinful hands any day now
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there is no begging for a "please grant me the right to exist", there is only a statement of "i will not only exist, but i will thrive in the face of your attempts to exterminate me. and you are far too weak to stop it" - and i think more trans people are starting to understand and accept this.
December 18, 2025 at 6:25 PM
there is no begging for a "please grant me the right to exist", there is only a statement of "i will not only exist, but i will thrive in the face of your attempts to exterminate me. and you are far too weak to stop it" - and i think more trans people are starting to understand and accept this.
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I talked to my friend Soso on Whatsapp today. She and her family, including two young children, are about to face winter in Gaza without new blankets or warm clothes. It would mean a lot to me and Soso's family if you could send them a little help! gofund.me/52ef85905
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November 10, 2025 at 11:13 PM
I talked to my friend Soso on Whatsapp today. She and her family, including two young children, are about to face winter in Gaza without new blankets or warm clothes. It would mean a lot to me and Soso's family if you could send them a little help! gofund.me/52ef85905
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the developer of Calibre has doubled down on this nonsense after encountering user criticism and getting mad about it
definitely don't update, and maybe regress to a version before ~8.11
there are forks in development right now, so this won't be the only software in the ebook management niche!
definitely don't update, and maybe regress to a version before ~8.11
there are forks in development right now, so this won't be the only software in the ebook management niche!
December 19, 2025 at 12:36 AM
the developer of Calibre has doubled down on this nonsense after encountering user criticism and getting mad about it
definitely don't update, and maybe regress to a version before ~8.11
there are forks in development right now, so this won't be the only software in the ebook management niche!
definitely don't update, and maybe regress to a version before ~8.11
there are forks in development right now, so this won't be the only software in the ebook management niche!
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"BDSM stands for Buddhism": the webnovel, part 2, is now available! lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
1000 Lotuses Part 2 - Seamstress by LotusCarp
A lesbian focused queer fantasy inspired by China in the 10th century.
lotuscarp.itch.io
November 29, 2025 at 6:39 AM
"BDSM stands for Buddhism": the webnovel, part 2, is now available! lotuscarp.itch.io/1000-lotuses...
Friedrich Engels: “There is no workers’ party…the workers gaily share the feast of England’s monopoly of the world market and the colonies.”
Let's say there's a huge blue wave in 2028 that ushers in an era of unprecedented queer and trans acceptance in the US. And? The goal of Dem elites is to preserve the imperial war machine. It is our duty to soundly reject their offer to give us a seat at that table. Our goal is to smash the table.
December 18, 2025 at 6:30 PM
Friedrich Engels: “There is no workers’ party…the workers gaily share the feast of England’s monopoly of the world market and the colonies.”
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what I want trans kids, queer kids, and gender nonconforming kids to know:
you are loved
you are so much more powerful than the ghouls using your healthcare as a political pawn, and you WILL outlive them (they know this, and it is why they're attacking you)
you are loved
you are so much more powerful than the ghouls using your healthcare as a political pawn, and you WILL outlive them (they know this, and it is why they're attacking you)
December 18, 2025 at 5:16 PM
what I want trans kids, queer kids, and gender nonconforming kids to know:
you are loved
you are so much more powerful than the ghouls using your healthcare as a political pawn, and you WILL outlive them (they know this, and it is why they're attacking you)
you are loved
you are so much more powerful than the ghouls using your healthcare as a political pawn, and you WILL outlive them (they know this, and it is why they're attacking you)
If your activism is focused around The Spectacle of Trump the Dems are using you. They're jingling keys in your faces and you're falling for it. When they get back into power and neglect to reverse his policies, they're going to keep jingling keys until you forget about migrants and trans people.
December 18, 2025 at 6:13 PM
If your activism is focused around The Spectacle of Trump the Dems are using you. They're jingling keys in your faces and you're falling for it. When they get back into power and neglect to reverse his policies, they're going to keep jingling keys until you forget about migrants and trans people.
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“AI is ok as long as it’s not taking anyone’s job” and whose work is it trained on. Did you forget that it’s a bunch of stolen fucking shit? Are we moving the goalposts already? “it’s sticking around so you have to get used to it, be realistic” no I don’t. Eat my shit and hair
December 17, 2025 at 7:51 PM
“AI is ok as long as it’s not taking anyone’s job” and whose work is it trained on. Did you forget that it’s a bunch of stolen fucking shit? Are we moving the goalposts already? “it’s sticking around so you have to get used to it, be realistic” no I don’t. Eat my shit and hair
I do post my opinions here sometimes and sometimes those opinions are angry but if this ever becomes a discourse account, I've lost my way as a writer and it's time to delete
December 18, 2025 at 6:00 AM
I do post my opinions here sometimes and sometimes those opinions are angry but if this ever becomes a discourse account, I've lost my way as a writer and it's time to delete