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Toxic Slutch
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Salem. 28. 🌈♂️ (he/it). Artist + linguist + UTAU user + VTuber + cat dragon vampire thing. 少し日本語OK. ♑🌞♊🌚♏⬆️. IS/NTJ. AuDHD. Multifandom. Sometimes suggestive. https://felinewasteland.neocities.org
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Okay I'm going to bed now. Goodnight gamers
Me age 18: I hate my boobs they make me so dysphoric
Me age 23: Hmm actually I don't hate my boobs I just hate how they make people perceive me
Me age 28: They could be bigger honestly. I'm not breasting boobily enough.
The only things my body being the way it is is good for is that I have nice tits and one day I can get mpregged in real life
Welcome to I'm procrastinating going to bed so I'm oversharing about my dysfunctional endocrine system
Like don't get me wrong it does come w drawbacks (mainly, my periods are irregular and can be quite painful, plus lingering psychological problems from going through not only wrong puberty but WEIRD wrong puberty, etc) but like it can't even fully do its job so I have to supplement it with HRT smh
I can't even reap the full benefits of hyperandrogynism I just got this half-baked shit. Walmart brand masculinizing hormones.
It's kind of fucked up like my body makes "too much" testosterone but not enough on its own to lower my estrogen production or whatever so whenever I'm off hormones it just means my mood goes fucking crazy and I still have to cramp and bleed. At least I'm naturally deep voiced and hairy ig.
For clarity I take gel not injections so its a daily dose rather than a weekly dose
When I first got on T (a bit over eight years ago now, wow) I had to sign smth acknowledging all the effects and one of them was possible infertility but like I still get a period if I miss too many doses so I think I'm more than okay on the fertility front
ALSO I've forgotten to take my hormones for like five days in a row and I can feel my body threatening to menstruate
Also while I'm bitching about IRL stuff my apt changed management again and they keep emailing me saying they're going to come to do a unit inspection during X time block and then they don't show up.
All my uni's shit is online and the online service has been down all day so I wasn't really able to get work done

Which you'd think would be a good thing but monday is when I get all my grading done so now I have to do it on wednesday instead ugh
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Wow I can't believe Miyamoto said this during a recent interview.
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Listen to me. Listen. If you're making images that will only be displayed on screens, YOU HAVE TO LET GO. You can calibrate your screens perfectly, but then 25k people will see it on their shitty $50 monitors or cracked phone and its out of your hands. Don't think of it. Achieve enlightenment.
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happy none pizza left beef day!! it's been 18 years and is now old enough to vote
TRUE I honestly hadn't thought of that
Like I feel like I can put a funny spin on a lot of stuff that's happened to me but there's a difference btwn telling a funny anecdote to friends and doing it on stage lmao
My toxic trait is that sometimes I think about doing standup and then I remember I have performance anxiety and I'm bad at telling jokes
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The decline of third spaces and hangouts, such as malls, video rental places, arcades & skate parks has been a direct result of the rise of convenience and has also been objectively bad for society as a whole. Its not that everyone HAS to socialize, but having no option to without bars is a failing.
Do you have any extremely niche, but serious, ethical stances?
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