Sylvia Meretrix 🏳️⚧️
@estrogenandspite.bsky.social
Mid 30’s trans woman, she/her, author of tentacle smut and other things, chaos but not in the edgy way as in I lost my wallet again way.
NO MINORS AT ALL
NO MINORS AT ALL
The modern era is so wonderful. Any time I look something up, I can get: A random number generator giving me incorrect information, an advertiser trying to sell me something, a link to a 10-year-old thread about a different version, and no relevant information! Isn't technology amazing?
December 1, 2025 at 6:38 PM
The modern era is so wonderful. Any time I look something up, I can get: A random number generator giving me incorrect information, an advertiser trying to sell me something, a link to a 10-year-old thread about a different version, and no relevant information! Isn't technology amazing?
I've been thinking about this a lot lately.
I have been paralyzed for a bit by the fear of the other shoe. I am only now realizing that I need to stop that before it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.
If the other shoe drops, fuck it, it drops.
I'm gonna live my life until it hits the floor.
I have been paralyzed for a bit by the fear of the other shoe. I am only now realizing that I need to stop that before it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.
If the other shoe drops, fuck it, it drops.
I'm gonna live my life until it hits the floor.
What if the other shoe never drops?
Do you think you'll spend the rest of your life flinching at every movement?
Do you think you'll spend the rest of your life flinching at every movement?
December 1, 2025 at 6:27 PM
I've been thinking about this a lot lately.
I have been paralyzed for a bit by the fear of the other shoe. I am only now realizing that I need to stop that before it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.
If the other shoe drops, fuck it, it drops.
I'm gonna live my life until it hits the floor.
I have been paralyzed for a bit by the fear of the other shoe. I am only now realizing that I need to stop that before it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.
If the other shoe drops, fuck it, it drops.
I'm gonna live my life until it hits the floor.
I am very upset at Past Sylvia right now.
She made a calendar for the week, with an hour by hour breakdown to motivate us to get stuff done.
And now.
I have to actually do it.
Fucking bullshit.
She made a calendar for the week, with an hour by hour breakdown to motivate us to get stuff done.
And now.
I have to actually do it.
Fucking bullshit.
December 1, 2025 at 2:10 PM
I am very upset at Past Sylvia right now.
She made a calendar for the week, with an hour by hour breakdown to motivate us to get stuff done.
And now.
I have to actually do it.
Fucking bullshit.
She made a calendar for the week, with an hour by hour breakdown to motivate us to get stuff done.
And now.
I have to actually do it.
Fucking bullshit.
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Hey, writers:
Share a line you’re especially proud of, and where people can see more of the story it’s from.
Can be from a short, a novella, or a full novel.
Just something you want to show off.
Share a line you’re especially proud of, and where people can see more of the story it’s from.
Can be from a short, a novella, or a full novel.
Just something you want to show off.
November 30, 2025 at 3:21 PM
Hey, writers:
Share a line you’re especially proud of, and where people can see more of the story it’s from.
Can be from a short, a novella, or a full novel.
Just something you want to show off.
Share a line you’re especially proud of, and where people can see more of the story it’s from.
Can be from a short, a novella, or a full novel.
Just something you want to show off.
No but I used to *hate* ”enemies to lovers” but then someone walked in and scribbled a little ^ and the word “Yuri” over it and I went “I’M ALL IN MOTHERFUCKERS”
December 1, 2025 at 1:44 PM
No but I used to *hate* ”enemies to lovers” but then someone walked in and scribbled a little ^ and the word “Yuri” over it and I went “I’M ALL IN MOTHERFUCKERS”
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What do you get if you take the Magical Girl genre and dip it in the black oily mess that is the Dark Fantasy genre?
You get: The Plight of the Last Paladin in a Heartbroken World!
www.patreon.com/collection/1...
You get: The Plight of the Last Paladin in a Heartbroken World!
www.patreon.com/collection/1...
December 1, 2025 at 7:20 AM
What do you get if you take the Magical Girl genre and dip it in the black oily mess that is the Dark Fantasy genre?
You get: The Plight of the Last Paladin in a Heartbroken World!
www.patreon.com/collection/1...
You get: The Plight of the Last Paladin in a Heartbroken World!
www.patreon.com/collection/1...
... the missed opportunity to call it Party McPartyface
Its sort of fascinating that no one ever learns the don't let people name it it will inevitably be a variation on boaty mcboatface lesson.
November 30, 2025 at 6:22 PM
... the missed opportunity to call it Party McPartyface
I used to think there were a lot more kinks I went into until I was exposed to those same kinks, but in the context of them being consensual and temporary. Then I realized that I'm very into a lot of these. It's just when it's portrayed as non-consensual or permanent that I bounce.
November 30, 2025 at 6:20 PM
I used to think there were a lot more kinks I went into until I was exposed to those same kinks, but in the context of them being consensual and temporary. Then I realized that I'm very into a lot of these. It's just when it's portrayed as non-consensual or permanent that I bounce.
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Everytime i see new ads for the upcoming avatar movie, im thibking about this
November 30, 2025 at 4:41 PM
Everytime i see new ads for the upcoming avatar movie, im thibking about this
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only then am I reminded / that even grief is bound to the wane of the church bell / and in the morning / we are forgiven
November 30, 2025 at 4:51 PM
only then am I reminded / that even grief is bound to the wane of the church bell / and in the morning / we are forgiven
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“To fuss over the details and timing is more trouble than it’s worth. I have found that it hurts less if I look back at myself through the perspective of how I wish to present and be pleasantly surprised by the me that shines through.”
From the T4T bath sex in Depths of Promises Sworn.
From the T4T bath sex in Depths of Promises Sworn.
November 30, 2025 at 4:52 PM
“To fuss over the details and timing is more trouble than it’s worth. I have found that it hurts less if I look back at myself through the perspective of how I wish to present and be pleasantly surprised by the me that shines through.”
From the T4T bath sex in Depths of Promises Sworn.
From the T4T bath sex in Depths of Promises Sworn.
How many times do we gotta teach me this lesson?
Me: spending time on social media makes me depressed. I should do it less.
*does it less, feels better.*
Me: I’m gonna scroll for a bit.
*Feels depressed.*
Me: what a shocking discovery.
*does it less, feels better.*
Me: I’m gonna scroll for a bit.
*Feels depressed.*
Me: what a shocking discovery.
November 30, 2025 at 4:30 PM
How many times do we gotta teach me this lesson?
The one downside to quitting smoking is I will never have someone walk up to me while I’m smoking and ask “hey do you know [deadname]?” So I can take a long drag, exhale a cloud of smoke, and say “I haven’t heard that name in years” while staring into the middle distance.
November 30, 2025 at 4:25 PM
The one downside to quitting smoking is I will never have someone walk up to me while I’m smoking and ask “hey do you know [deadname]?” So I can take a long drag, exhale a cloud of smoke, and say “I haven’t heard that name in years” while staring into the middle distance.
Okay seriously, why do so many cis people think it’s okay to ask about my genitalia? Like in what context is that okay? Do they go to the office and be like “hey Bob, have a good weekend? How’s your cock?”
November 30, 2025 at 4:20 PM
Okay seriously, why do so many cis people think it’s okay to ask about my genitalia? Like in what context is that okay? Do they go to the office and be like “hey Bob, have a good weekend? How’s your cock?”
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Should have named myself Eileen given how badly I want people to come on- *Sylvia is abruptly pulled off stage.*
September 16, 2025 at 3:28 PM
Should have named myself Eileen given how badly I want people to come on- *Sylvia is abruptly pulled off stage.*
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November 30, 2025 at 3:48 PM
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[Medicine 30/50] 17Β-Estradiol... was that some kind of pre-War combat stim?
archiveofourown.org/works/723209...
archiveofourown.org/works/723209...
archiveofourown.org
November 30, 2025 at 3:36 PM
[Medicine 30/50] 17Β-Estradiol... was that some kind of pre-War combat stim?
archiveofourown.org/works/723209...
archiveofourown.org/works/723209...
I’ll start.
The line: “Hope is a poison but it is so sweet when you’re licking it off her cock.”
The short story: pony.social/@estrogenand...
The line: “Hope is a poison but it is so sweet when you’re licking it off her cock.”
The short story: pony.social/@estrogenand...
Hey, writers:
Share a line you’re especially proud of, and where people can see more of the story it’s from.
Can be from a short, a novella, or a full novel.
Just something you want to show off.
Share a line you’re especially proud of, and where people can see more of the story it’s from.
Can be from a short, a novella, or a full novel.
Just something you want to show off.
November 30, 2025 at 3:25 PM
I’ll start.
The line: “Hope is a poison but it is so sweet when you’re licking it off her cock.”
The short story: pony.social/@estrogenand...
The line: “Hope is a poison but it is so sweet when you’re licking it off her cock.”
The short story: pony.social/@estrogenand...
Hey, writers:
Share a line you’re especially proud of, and where people can see more of the story it’s from.
Can be from a short, a novella, or a full novel.
Just something you want to show off.
Share a line you’re especially proud of, and where people can see more of the story it’s from.
Can be from a short, a novella, or a full novel.
Just something you want to show off.
November 30, 2025 at 3:21 PM
Hey, writers:
Share a line you’re especially proud of, and where people can see more of the story it’s from.
Can be from a short, a novella, or a full novel.
Just something you want to show off.
Share a line you’re especially proud of, and where people can see more of the story it’s from.
Can be from a short, a novella, or a full novel.
Just something you want to show off.
server I helped run at one point had these rules
A) No politics. Lots of people use this space as a way to get away from the stress of politics.
B) Statements like these are allowed (list of leftist positions) these are morals, not politics.
Nazis always self-reported.
A) No politics. Lots of people use this space as a way to get away from the stress of politics.
B) Statements like these are allowed (list of leftist positions) these are morals, not politics.
Nazis always self-reported.
Scare Nazis; be openly leftist. Tell your chat how much you love the idea of UBI for all and how much you hate ICE. Be loudly anti-bigotry. Put captions on your stream.
Seriously. I have no regrets going down this path myself. It's been great.
Seriously. I have no regrets going down this path myself. It's been great.
There are streamers with "No politics" rules that usually means either you can be a piece of shit as long as you're quiet or it mirrors my views
Even those who don't have spoons to deal with politics, it allows bad actors in as long as they are quiet about it
Curate your space before it goes sour
Even those who don't have spoons to deal with politics, it allows bad actors in as long as they are quiet about it
Curate your space before it goes sour
November 30, 2025 at 2:45 PM
server I helped run at one point had these rules
A) No politics. Lots of people use this space as a way to get away from the stress of politics.
B) Statements like these are allowed (list of leftist positions) these are morals, not politics.
Nazis always self-reported.
A) No politics. Lots of people use this space as a way to get away from the stress of politics.
B) Statements like these are allowed (list of leftist positions) these are morals, not politics.
Nazis always self-reported.
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Nothin else for it
October 20, 2025 at 4:02 PM
Nothin else for it
Oooooooh. Figured out what I’m craving!
It’s girldick.
It’s girldick.
Y'all ever get in the mood where you're craving something specific to eat, but you can't for the life of you remember what it is? Like, you know it's a very specific taste, but you do not know what the taste is.
November 30, 2025 at 12:19 AM
Oooooooh. Figured out what I’m craving!
It’s girldick.
It’s girldick.
Y'all ever get in the mood where you're craving something specific to eat, but you can't for the life of you remember what it is? Like, you know it's a very specific taste, but you do not know what the taste is.
November 29, 2025 at 11:28 PM
Y'all ever get in the mood where you're craving something specific to eat, but you can't for the life of you remember what it is? Like, you know it's a very specific taste, but you do not know what the taste is.
If you think I look hot, you should hear me when I moan. ;)
November 29, 2025 at 9:52 PM
If you think I look hot, you should hear me when I moan. ;)
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every day logging on is a race to get a dumb joke off before you read the most terrifying news you’ve ever heard
November 29, 2025 at 4:39 PM
every day logging on is a race to get a dumb joke off before you read the most terrifying news you’ve ever heard