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emma k park
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they / them | AuDHD ∞ | Bristol, UK | no DMs https://emmakpark.com/ project manager @futurefriendsgames.com‬
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hi, i'm Emma! ✨ (they / them)

• i'm autistic / ADHD
• i've been working in video games for 8 years, and i love it
• i love nature, crafting, writing, and making art. and gaming, duy
• ED&I and accessibility are CORE to my being!!
• i have a cat, called Coots, who is excellent 🐈‍⬛

nice to meet you 🤝🏻
<3 thank you, Bryn!!!
these DO seem like made-up garbo, but i'd do one of those 'log me out of all devices' if it's not too inconvenient, just in case!

a few years ago, i saw a load of music i wasn't listening to in my 'most replayed' list. after logging out everywhere, issue solved. no idea who was using it, or how 😰
i've drawn with the aim to improve since about 13, so, 2008... i love seeing where artists started, so here's images from around 2010-2012. all are hand-drawn, then scanned to colour digitally

like a lot of artists in my generation, i started with manga 😅
i've realised i don't WANT a style

art is play, to me. i see a new art style every day and want to try it. so i have the most fun with a 'jack-of-all-trades' approach

i think there's pressure on artists to FIND a style, but only because a style is marketable. the pressure should be on having fun!
nostalgic for my art journey... images are from 2018, 2021, 2023, and 2024, each representing different styles i've used

i used to feel driven to 'have a style'. the advice is: 'it comes with practise'. i wonder if others see an artistic through-line in these pieces that i don't!!

however...
whenever something like this happens i climb onto my roof and start yelling about local-first setups, and community building that isn't reliant on one or two cloud services......

while every photo i've ever taken sits on Google's servers

my intentions are good!!!! 😅
AWS outage means all of my to-do lists - both work and personal - are inaccessible...

i'm FREEEEE
oh, fascinating! sorry to hear about Tejia's computer, but scientifically that's really interesting 😅

ooo, very good shout on the RAM... i went into my PC and gave all the connectors a push and a wobble but properly re-seating things should be my next port of call!
get on this IMMEDIATELY 🫵🏻
living becomes work, so true! i love to track pretty much everything just for my little brain, but as soon as i started doing that as a private endeavour just for me, rather than seeking validation from it, it became much more enjoyable ⭐
it's definitely a trained skill that i think humans aren't so good at nowadays... especially with 'tracking' devices like smart watches that result in falsehoods and paranoia 🤔

defo feel you on the age. i'm only 30, but that age felt like the right time to re-think what i want to spend my energy on
i feel this for sure. gaming is my favourite activity, but i definitely go through periods where it's the last thing i want to do. i used to read into the feeling, and worry i was heading into a depressive period, but usually it's just me lil' brain asking to slow down and rest for a bit ⭐
totally 👍

done a peripherals test already - does the same without anything connected! 😅
thank you, will do! usually when i look into those errors they end up being a bit useless (kind of like blue screen error codes... never as useful as you'd expect) but i'll have a proper explore ⭐
thank you loads for these ideas, will add them to my list! ⭐
dust cleaned it recently and i do it fairly regularly - it could definitely be better but it's not too bad 🙏

i can't use DMs on Bluesky due to UK data restrictions but i'll defo drop you a mention if none of my first line fix defenses do the trick! 😅 thank you!
definitely some movement, but very small! once the PC has been power cycled, it boots and works absolutely as normal, so it doesn't seem like a component has been damaged to a point where it's not functioning

i've tried booting with all peripherals removed and it does the same thing
usually alright at diagnosing this, but at a bit of a loss here!!

gonna start with the drivers, but will also unplug everything i can from the extension cable apart from my PC and monitor... i did plug in a big appliance recently so i'll start there

can try plugging my PC direct into the wall, too
anyone had issues with their PC blue-screening unless it's power cycled before turning on?

unplugged my PC recently, and since plugging it back in, i have to power cycle it before booting or it gets stuck in an 'attempting to repair' loop

no idea where to start apart from reinstalling my drivers 😰
exaaactly! such a simple change that would really open up the questionnaire to the reality of someone's experience :')
best of luck to you! 🫡
ooh, such a good point on stress-induced focus! definitely contributes to that feeling that you 'get worse at everything' after diagnosis

as soon as i started saying no to things that stressed me out, my job got MUCH harder 🥲
spot on. i genuinely feel like the medical field has a fundamental misunderstanding of how autism works... or can work... or at least a very narrow field of view.

i've learned so much more about my autism, and autism generally, from autistic people, than any 'official' medical resource