Suren 🌿 Theo
@surenetc.bsky.social
My personal account where I can filter myself less. Might be nsfw and/or talk about mental health/trauma so keep that in mind.
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I feel like I distanced myself quite a lot from social media lately... I'm just making art quietly.
My mental health hasn't been the best, I'm considering stopping therapy. My therapist is ok it's just I feel like digging into my past is only bringing me pain. Maybe all amnesia did was protect me.
My mental health hasn't been the best, I'm considering stopping therapy. My therapist is ok it's just I feel like digging into my past is only bringing me pain. Maybe all amnesia did was protect me.
November 11, 2025 at 4:15 AM
I feel like I distanced myself quite a lot from social media lately... I'm just making art quietly.
My mental health hasn't been the best, I'm considering stopping therapy. My therapist is ok it's just I feel like digging into my past is only bringing me pain. Maybe all amnesia did was protect me.
My mental health hasn't been the best, I'm considering stopping therapy. My therapist is ok it's just I feel like digging into my past is only bringing me pain. Maybe all amnesia did was protect me.
Being a poly whore (positive) at heart and severely sexually traumatized is so unfunny it's almost comical. Fuck my life
August 7, 2025 at 4:20 AM
Being a poly whore (positive) at heart and severely sexually traumatized is so unfunny it's almost comical. Fuck my life
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Sadu X Cirina
September 19, 2023 at 9:39 PM
Sadu X Cirina
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We deserve to just go to a pharmacy and pick it up over the counter.
Fuck medicalization
Fuck medicalization
Transgender people deserve to walk into their doctor’s office or a clinic, get a script, and pick up/order their hormones at a lawfully-operated, licensed pharmacy *in their own country* without jumping through a billion stupid hoops or doing any extra bullshit. Same as any cisgender person.
July 26, 2025 at 3:11 AM
We deserve to just go to a pharmacy and pick it up over the counter.
Fuck medicalization
Fuck medicalization
Realistically I'm somewhere on the ace spectrum. I want intimacy but I have never really experienced physical attraction. It's hard to explain and might not make sense to some but it makes sense to me.
PSA, because some how folk still don't understand:
Asexual ≠ doesn't want sex.
Asexual in fact = experiences little/no sexual ATTRACTION
You can be ace and desire relationships. You can be ace and desire intimacy. You can also be ace and desire neither
That is all
Asexual ≠ doesn't want sex.
Asexual in fact = experiences little/no sexual ATTRACTION
You can be ace and desire relationships. You can be ace and desire intimacy. You can also be ace and desire neither
That is all
July 26, 2025 at 9:04 PM
Realistically I'm somewhere on the ace spectrum. I want intimacy but I have never really experienced physical attraction. It's hard to explain and might not make sense to some but it makes sense to me.
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PSA, because some how folk still don't understand:
Asexual ≠ doesn't want sex.
Asexual in fact = experiences little/no sexual ATTRACTION
You can be ace and desire relationships. You can be ace and desire intimacy. You can also be ace and desire neither
That is all
Asexual ≠ doesn't want sex.
Asexual in fact = experiences little/no sexual ATTRACTION
You can be ace and desire relationships. You can be ace and desire intimacy. You can also be ace and desire neither
That is all
July 25, 2025 at 6:20 PM
PSA, because some how folk still don't understand:
Asexual ≠ doesn't want sex.
Asexual in fact = experiences little/no sexual ATTRACTION
You can be ace and desire relationships. You can be ace and desire intimacy. You can also be ace and desire neither
That is all
Asexual ≠ doesn't want sex.
Asexual in fact = experiences little/no sexual ATTRACTION
You can be ace and desire relationships. You can be ace and desire intimacy. You can also be ace and desire neither
That is all
CW csa
I found out I was sexually abused by a group of people when I was around 6 years old. I had no memory of it until a few days ago and I'm dealing with some pretty bad flashbacks. So bad they almost feel real. I asked my therapist to see me earlier than scheduled, and spoke about it today.
I found out I was sexually abused by a group of people when I was around 6 years old. I had no memory of it until a few days ago and I'm dealing with some pretty bad flashbacks. So bad they almost feel real. I asked my therapist to see me earlier than scheduled, and spoke about it today.
July 23, 2025 at 3:23 PM
CW csa
I found out I was sexually abused by a group of people when I was around 6 years old. I had no memory of it until a few days ago and I'm dealing with some pretty bad flashbacks. So bad they almost feel real. I asked my therapist to see me earlier than scheduled, and spoke about it today.
I found out I was sexually abused by a group of people when I was around 6 years old. I had no memory of it until a few days ago and I'm dealing with some pretty bad flashbacks. So bad they almost feel real. I asked my therapist to see me earlier than scheduled, and spoke about it today.
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You're allowed to enjoy your ships on your own. You don't need to join that discord. You don't have to follow that big name artist/writer/meme maker. You don't have to accept the popular fanon headcanon.
You can just enjoy them how *you* want to on *your* terms. You don't need anyone's permission.
You can just enjoy them how *you* want to on *your* terms. You don't need anyone's permission.
July 16, 2025 at 10:59 PM
You're allowed to enjoy your ships on your own. You don't need to join that discord. You don't have to follow that big name artist/writer/meme maker. You don't have to accept the popular fanon headcanon.
You can just enjoy them how *you* want to on *your* terms. You don't need anyone's permission.
You can just enjoy them how *you* want to on *your* terms. You don't need anyone's permission.
Had a heart to heart with my partner because I have feelings for someone and I'm just glad I can talk to him because I feel pretty upset over it. This person is married, and as far as I know, not poly, so I just think I'll never tell her. Hopefully it'll just pass.
July 18, 2025 at 12:30 AM
Had a heart to heart with my partner because I have feelings for someone and I'm just glad I can talk to him because I feel pretty upset over it. This person is married, and as far as I know, not poly, so I just think I'll never tell her. Hopefully it'll just pass.
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Every single person trying to stop pornography from existing is either moronically delusional, deeply unwell, or hatefully nefarious; and every single person in the first two categories inevitably serves the ends of the third.
June 3, 2025 at 3:14 AM
Every single person trying to stop pornography from existing is either moronically delusional, deeply unwell, or hatefully nefarious; and every single person in the first two categories inevitably serves the ends of the third.
casually scrolling on manydicks because I forgot how to draw peen. if I told my younger self this would be part of my job now, I wouldn't believe it
June 2, 2025 at 3:25 PM
casually scrolling on manydicks because I forgot how to draw peen. if I told my younger self this would be part of my job now, I wouldn't believe it
saw videos circulating of some "researchers" finding stuff under the pyramids (probably jumping to a lot of unfounded conclusions tbh) and they named them and I was like... oh I know who that is. I didn't know the man was still alive and still on his alien "research" bullshit.
May 25, 2025 at 10:44 AM
saw videos circulating of some "researchers" finding stuff under the pyramids (probably jumping to a lot of unfounded conclusions tbh) and they named them and I was like... oh I know who that is. I didn't know the man was still alive and still on his alien "research" bullshit.
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sometimes I think if there's a god, a creator, they must have made us aware of our mortality so that we could endure life with the comforting thought that the horrors won't last forever.
I'm okay now, safe, living a better life. But the damage done is too much and I have to live with it
I'm okay now, safe, living a better life. But the damage done is too much and I have to live with it
May 22, 2025 at 7:49 PM
sometimes I think if there's a god, a creator, they must have made us aware of our mortality so that we could endure life with the comforting thought that the horrors won't last forever.
I'm okay now, safe, living a better life. But the damage done is too much and I have to live with it
I'm okay now, safe, living a better life. But the damage done is too much and I have to live with it
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out here reclaiming warlock as a gender neutral term
May 22, 2025 at 1:27 AM
out here reclaiming warlock as a gender neutral term
are you ever mildly inconvenienced and immediately think about being euthanised
May 22, 2025 at 4:15 PM
are you ever mildly inconvenienced and immediately think about being euthanised
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BG3 girlies with my tav
May 19, 2025 at 11:13 PM
BG3 girlies with my tav
It's always problems and issues when getting hrt at the pharmacy because I'm in a limbo where getting a prescription here is impossible unless you're willing to travel to a different city for multiple visits (I don't drive so that's a no from me), I have a prescription from a doctor from my country
May 20, 2025 at 3:34 PM
It's always problems and issues when getting hrt at the pharmacy because I'm in a limbo where getting a prescription here is impossible unless you're willing to travel to a different city for multiple visits (I don't drive so that's a no from me), I have a prescription from a doctor from my country
I think I will try to keep to myself a lot more. I'm not in the right headspace to deal with any more people hurting me. I might miss out on meeting new, wonderful people, but I can't risk it
May 15, 2025 at 11:51 AM
I think I will try to keep to myself a lot more. I'm not in the right headspace to deal with any more people hurting me. I might miss out on meeting new, wonderful people, but I can't risk it
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if NSFW art becomes illegal i guess i'll become an outlaw, a rogue, a scoundrel
obviously what i mean is, that's not going to stop me 🙄
when laws are ill-conceived, they get ignored. when laws are unjust and designed to do harm, they get broken with gusto and pride. that's just how it works
obviously what i mean is, that's not going to stop me 🙄
when laws are ill-conceived, they get ignored. when laws are unjust and designed to do harm, they get broken with gusto and pride. that's just how it works
May 14, 2025 at 8:36 PM
if NSFW art becomes illegal i guess i'll become an outlaw, a rogue, a scoundrel
obviously what i mean is, that's not going to stop me 🙄
when laws are ill-conceived, they get ignored. when laws are unjust and designed to do harm, they get broken with gusto and pride. that's just how it works
obviously what i mean is, that's not going to stop me 🙄
when laws are ill-conceived, they get ignored. when laws are unjust and designed to do harm, they get broken with gusto and pride. that's just how it works
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Online dating is a horrible chore bereft of humanity or civility and will no longer debase myself with such horrid pursuits. Im gonna meet someone the old fashioned way, by rarely leaving my house and being off-putting and weird when I do.
May 14, 2025 at 5:22 PM
Online dating is a horrible chore bereft of humanity or civility and will no longer debase myself with such horrid pursuits. Im gonna meet someone the old fashioned way, by rarely leaving my house and being off-putting and weird when I do.
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don't ask me what's happening. i don't know. i never know. i do not know.
May 14, 2025 at 9:02 PM
don't ask me what's happening. i don't know. i never know. i do not know.
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Yes, they have a sexual side.
Yes, you may find them attractive.
No, that does not mean they’re required to reciprocate anything or explore their sexual side with you specifically. 💛
Yes, you may find them attractive.
No, that does not mean they’re required to reciprocate anything or explore their sexual side with you specifically. 💛
May 15, 2025 at 12:56 AM
Yes, they have a sexual side.
Yes, you may find them attractive.
No, that does not mean they’re required to reciprocate anything or explore their sexual side with you specifically. 💛
Yes, you may find them attractive.
No, that does not mean they’re required to reciprocate anything or explore their sexual side with you specifically. 💛
I need to get better at blocking and cutting people off. I have already very little energy, and I'd rather focus it on friends and loved ones that actually care about me as a person, and make an effort to get to know me. But instead I sit here and worry that I'm hurting people's feelings
May 14, 2025 at 3:34 PM
I need to get better at blocking and cutting people off. I have already very little energy, and I'd rather focus it on friends and loved ones that actually care about me as a person, and make an effort to get to know me. But instead I sit here and worry that I'm hurting people's feelings