There is really no way a person can handle being conscious of these things. I regret looking into it, I regret finding out, and I feel like there's no way back and I have to live with this now. My past is worse than I could have ever imagined. I want my amnesia back

I'm a non practicing libertine with social anxiety and trauma

Oh same there. Never to complete strangers.

I think sex is wonderful and I enjoy it but I don't feel attracted to people's bodies! I can appreciate them aesthetically but that's about it. I enjoy being intimate with people I like for who they are (romantically or not)

I think I would have preferred not knowing

I look okay and think I'm still fairly functional. But inside I'm feeling something I can't describe.

In a different life, maybe. It would have been nice.

the website is exactly what it says on the tin

yeah I just watched it and tbh he did a great job explaining things

I'm surprised he managed to make a 40+ minute video on that lol. It's so clear that it's bullshit.

I try not to blame myself for all that, because I was 18, came from being locked in a home where I was demonized, abused and exorcised, and nobody helped me. I didn't know better

not quite, I don't know much about scientology tbh

he was a university professor and I trusted him. he was the first person that listened to me and tried to "explain" my experiences... and now there's videos of me out there I can't take down. even a movie. I'm grateful I'm changing name and gender tbh for this reason as well