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marstruc.bsky.social
Marcie, SqrkyDerg Cryptid
@marstruc.bsky.social
27y/o enby transderg, she/they, holothere ☉∇ and squeaky
Professional 3D Artist and cryptid

Feel free to support me and find some of my work at:
https://ko-fi.com/marstruc
https://linktr.ee/marstruc
Aggressively they-corrected is all I hope for everyone I encounter.
At work today, this older lady heard her husband refer to me as “he” and quickly snapped back with a corrective “THEY, dear”.

I did NOT have my name tag with my pronouns on, I did NOT tell her my pronouns, and I have NOT started my HRT yet shfjshdjdfhjdgd

I just got THEY’D
December 18, 2025 at 3:27 PM
So, I'll be honest. I just can't do commissions anymore. The amount of weight it puts on me when I can barely manage just functioning...

I mean, hell, in the same hole again, month after month. Gotta just... get ahead of this.
Hey! I'm Marcie, I'm a trans 3D artist, I do a lot of environment art, but also a bunch of VRChat stuff!
DM me if you want to discuss!
ko-fi.com/marstruc
December 18, 2025 at 1:55 PM
Hey! I'm Marcie, I'm a trans 3D artist, I do a lot of environment art, but also a bunch of VRChat stuff!
DM me if you want to discuss!
ko-fi.com/marstruc
December 18, 2025 at 1:51 PM
So I'm trying to be more optimistic, but then I sometimes open Bluesky.
December 17, 2025 at 2:38 PM
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[NSFW ver.]

As if I had any more reasons not to like this season, I was informed, that I have lupus. The main catalyst to detect it was the recent liver procedure. It helped narrow it down quite a bit.

Sadly I have to push OC sales forward, and hope for any help to save for my social security.

🔻
November 30, 2025 at 9:38 AM
Yeah. Yeeeeaaaaaaaaaaahh.
December 17, 2025 at 7:14 AM
normalise left-handed keyboards (ones with numpads on the left side)
December 16, 2025 at 9:15 PM
On a related note,

YOU ARE A REGULAR GIRL,
You're allowed to take up space!

YOU ARE A REGULAR GIRL,
You're valid as a person!

YOU ARE A REGULAR GIRL,
You can make phone calls!

YOU ARE A REGULAR GIRL,
You can pay bills!

YOU ARE A REGULAR GIRL,
You don't have to mask who you are!
December 16, 2025 at 2:15 PM
I'm not defined by my failures. I am so much more. I just need to figure out how to let that out.
December 16, 2025 at 2:10 PM
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Going into 2026, a reminder for everyone who's fallen off the creative wagon, game dev, writing, art, music, whatever, no matter how long:
December 16, 2025 at 3:22 AM
I admit, I haven't really thought about Lanthanide's "ability" in the sense of Halogen, Rubidium, etc.

Not sure what they'd be
The fun thing about Rubidium's Reaction is that it stimulates all over, with a tingling, fizzing sensation similar to a mouthful of sour candy. A white noise of everything, coursing in waves as your thoughts get lost in the haze. They're still there, just interspersed by everything else.
December 15, 2025 at 4:58 PM
somewhere between not sure if rsd or just genuinely not wanted.
head's fucked, probably former, feels like latter.
doesnt hurt any less though.
December 15, 2025 at 6:35 AM
how the fuck did I get affiliate on twitch... it's been 2 years, but I still wonder.
December 14, 2025 at 10:24 PM
This is good, mhm
December 13, 2025 at 10:07 PM
still not over this
wernie hernie zoggers

this goes far too hard
December 12, 2025 at 4:37 PM
thanks ben star
December 12, 2025 at 2:57 AM
wernie hernie zoggers

this goes far too hard
December 12, 2025 at 2:55 AM
ctrl

(alt delete)
December 12, 2025 at 2:02 AM
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Never forget that Neo canonically won at #TheGameAwards and immediately tried to jump off a roof.
December 12, 2025 at 12:33 AM
umamasume

send skeet
December 12, 2025 at 12:56 AM
maybe it's the impostor syndrome, or the rsd, but

sometimes I feel like I get by on the least work, and I just don't have the energy to do more than that without any passion...

makes me feel a bit shit, tbh.
December 9, 2025 at 3:16 PM
random poke, if you're familiar with VRChat video players and udon, send me a DM. I need some help with something
December 9, 2025 at 9:04 AM
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If you exist inside a creator safe spaces you contribute to a positive presence. Even if you're not actively partaking in creating, you help someone else to. Don't ever feel undervalued or unseen, someone out there is rendering videos, drawing lines or putting words to paper hoping you'll enjoy it.
shout out to all furries who don’t even do art

never think less of yourself

we are glad to have your company
December 9, 2025 at 5:15 AM
cool, f1 season over. kinda didn't care so much this year. sainz provided much entertainment, he and albon both remain my favourite drivers.
December 7, 2025 at 3:05 PM
pretty sure I'm having a hypo, yippeeeeeee

just waiting to get ahold of some sugar.
December 6, 2025 at 6:56 PM