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kiyaar
@kiyaar.bsky.social
iron man scholar + body horror experiencer. dove wetworker. kiyaar on ao3. they/them

ygmah: https://discord.gg/stevetony
tumblr: kiyaar.tumblr.com
latest fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/58562536
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hello, welcome. I am:
- chronic 616 reader
- dark fiction and erotica producer
- dark souls maladaptive dreamer
- body horror enthusiast
- dedicated to studying the stars
- sewist-maker
- queer as in fuck you

I talk about
- writing
- stevetony
- disability, chronic illness, chronic pain
- autism
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🎨 calling all artists, freaky and fun and fantastic! 📢

#stevetony big bang fic entries are live! check them out using our handy dandy directory & pick one tickles your fancy 😈💓🔥

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artist claims go live NOV 30th 12PM EST (FCFS google form coming soon). be there or be ⬜!
November 25, 2025 at 9:16 PM
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My One World Under Doom issue #9 variant!
Very proud of this cover as it's the first one in a long time that I was able to do completely with paint, other than adjusting some of the values on the background🥹.
November 24, 2025 at 5:38 PM
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Shorter version: people are using cancer in romance backstories because it’s less fraught than using covid: discuss
November 24, 2025 at 12:00 AM
every day of this news cycle feels being like hit in the head w a new brick
November 22, 2025 at 4:59 AM
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November 17, 2025 at 6:36 PM
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it's SICKO'S SELECTION season again!
$25 gets you a massive trove of erotic illustrations, comics, and prose by 25 artists (with stretch goals!) and best of all, supports us directly 💘 available til dec 5th
itch.io/b/3393/sicko...
November 19, 2025 at 12:19 AM
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Throwback to this Blade Runner sketch. It's wild how I used to think I couldn't be autistic because I didn't stack cans or arrange my toys in a row. Kiddo, you definitely arranged something.
November 19, 2025 at 12:15 AM
I know it’s all going really well bc I am on giant gongs of unease TikTok and I’d like to stay there
November 18, 2025 at 6:40 PM
I want to read scholarship on the unique flavor of moral injury that survivors in the us are living through
November 17, 2025 at 5:03 AM
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Really cannot stress enough that if you start from the assumption that no one deserves to be raped then you don’t have to highlight the specific vulnerabilities of particular survivors in order to get people on board with the fact that their violation was a bad thing
November 17, 2025 at 1:32 AM
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The writing I want to read on this week’s file dump is from a (former?) sex worker because I think they likely offer a unique point of view on powerful people’s relationship to people (including minors) they perceive as sex toys and sex servants
November 14, 2025 at 11:34 PM
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If one more able bodied person attempts to tell me, a disabled artist, that genAI is an accessibility tool, I'm gonna start smashing their hands with hammers. You wanna speak about disability issues, fine, you get to become one of us.
November 13, 2025 at 8:49 PM
love to open a social media and immediately be bombarded with 12 new horrific headlines
November 13, 2025 at 5:48 PM
literally so sick of hearing abt the Epstein files and how damning they are and how every single person who could do something about it chose not to. Retriggering as fuck and no end or justice in sight
November 12, 2025 at 8:15 PM
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Great thread on why the Nordic model of sex work is an abject failure and the only approach that has ever actually improved sex worker safety is full decriminalization
Looks like the push for the failed nordic model is in full swing in #germany, with this from DW's Berlin in English newsletter.

The nordic model has never worked, and does not actually make anyone safer. It increases marginalisation & stigmatisation of sex workers, and disincentivizes safety.
November 12, 2025 at 3:58 AM
hey. i cant stand living here. screaming. screaming
November 10, 2025 at 3:40 AM
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so stressed out about the ACA, dude
November 9, 2025 at 10:19 PM
hey senator just checking in wit you as my useless appointed rep of the illegitimate regime to ask you to feed your fucking constituents and allow me the immense privilege of affording basic healthcare next year! Oh, you’ll do nothing? that’s so great. Talk to you tomorrow
November 10, 2025 at 12:35 AM
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look. call your senator. but don't forget that requiring you to do this every single time, even when it's something obviously and unambiguously evil being passed, is part of a system designed to wear us down and close off our ability to imagine a better world
May 22, 2025 at 2:05 PM
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If you have a Dem senator and you're seeing this right now, CALL THEM RIGHT NOW and tell them NO. If you don't know anyone who would be affected by this, call them for my friend Lisa. She cannot afford insurance without ACA subsidies and without health insurance I'm terrified she will die.
November 9, 2025 at 11:20 PM
is the moon really in cancer if you don't spend some of it crying
November 8, 2025 at 11:15 PM
every day I wake up having a panic attack about healthcare or insurance or money and I expect this to continue until I die
November 8, 2025 at 4:12 PM
had to cast a provisional ballot :( my county fucked up
November 4, 2025 at 7:47 PM
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Captain Torture
November 4, 2025 at 3:01 PM
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Catching An Infection While You’re Waiting For Treatment For Another Health Problem Probably Good For You, Say Hospitals
November 3, 2025 at 5:57 PM