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deadmanspoems.bsky.social
kauri c. kiliann
@deadmanspoems.bsky.social
92 followers 190 following 170 posts
xe/he • 24 • aroace transmasc • audhd, bpd, npd • queer fantasy, horror & dark fiction writer
current wip(s): too many, send help
https://kauri.carrd.co/
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deadmanspoems.bsky.social
kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · Jun 5
Happy #hotwetpitch day! Coming with something small today

#hotwetqueersummer #wip #f
A trope map graphic. The background is a photo of water, in the middle is a close-up of a candle with the text 'title & cover to be revealed'. On top is the hashtag #hotwetqueersummer and at the bottom #hotwetpitch. Around the candle is text that says "hurt/occasional comfort", "bpd & npd sapphics", "majorly trans cast", "aroace incubus", "cannibalism", "mc needs a hug".
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themythicbunny.bsky.social
‼️ URGENT MUTUAL AID REQUEST ‼️

Please help me move out safely. I'm being kicked out of my current living space. I need to be out by April 1st. The details are in the post. I need a min.of 2000 CAD. Ko-fi link here:

ko-fi.com/themythicbun...

#mutualaid #trans #disabled #helpsky #disabledcrowdfund
Revon, a disabled man wearing his brace and using his cane, stands under a spotlight with the words in large letters: HELP ME LEAVE MY ABUSIVE HOUSE! aka, my abusive mother is kicking me out. Please. HELP. Revon, a disabled man wearing his brace and using his cane, stands under a spotlight with the words detailing his request with some words emphasized: I'm making a mutual aid request. I need help. My mother has issued me an eviction notice. I have to leave by April 1st, or she will kick me out with police force. She has threatened to do this a couple times. This time, I know she means it. I will be moving in with @CryptAesthetics, who has been made aware of every step of her abuse since it began. We're aiming to move out by the end of March, and I need assistance raising money to pay for first & last month's rent, plus movers for myself since most of my friends do not drive, but can help pack. Whatever else we make will help me puchase house essentials & mobility assistance, and help pay part of @CryptAesthetics first/last, too. We are looking to raise a minimum of 2000 CAD. 1500 for first/last on my part, 300 for movers, & 200 for a new mattress for myself. If you can help, please donate to my ko-fi: ko-fi.com/themythicbunny or my paypal, linked in the replies of this post. In the following image, I will be detailing the situation as it's unfolded, with the added notion that I do not have steady access to the kitchen, and thus haven't been able to keep or have food steadily since August, and must constantly order food, putting myself in debt to feed myself. I've saved up 200 the last two months by limiting food. Revon, a disabled man wearing his brace and using his cane, stands under a spotlight with the words detailing his situation, with some words emphasized with different colour: In December 2023, I re-connected with my abusive mother who claimed to have changed and was 'doing better'. After a couple of months, I thought this change was permanent, and she made the offer to move in with her in April 2024, in my childhood home. This was my mistake. I trusted her, and put faith in her, hoping that the change she displayed was permanent. It was not. For the past two years, her treatment towards me has worsened significantly, especially these last several months. It turns out, just because someone doesn't beat you anymore, doesn't mean they've stopped being abusive altogether. She has completely iced me out while removing access to essentials such as access to the bathroom on the same floor my room is (I am disabled. I can't be constantly going up and down stairs. She forces me to do this anyways by locking the door every night), removed toilet paper handles, taken away essentials I helped purchase with my own money, financially abused and harassed me, gaslit me, has weaponized, discriminated, and mocked my mental and physical disabilities, because they 'made her life worse', threatened to keep me hostage in her house until I paid her back money that I owed her, and turned every single one of these situations into her being the victim. Now, she's misgendering me and actively insulting me and my siblings loudly on the phone and to friends, slamming doors, cussing and cursing about me when I'm home, and doing everything she can to scare me. It's working. I'm scared. And I need out.
February 5, 2026 at 6:35 PM
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isthiseva.bsky.social
Study but make it #OCs

#OC #OCArt #Art
Stylised portrait of two people, their faces pressed together as they stare into the distance. One has long straight hair while the other has shorter, curly hair. They are painted in blue tones with purple highlights while the background is bright pink (bisexual lighting hehe)
October 27, 2025 at 10:52 AM
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cometkins.bsky.social
How about a promo day? If you're a non-American author that has been in any way affected by American imperialism please share your work and how best to support you under this thread. ❤️ #WritingPrompt
January 3, 2026 at 3:02 PM
deadmanspoems.bsky.social
This is genuinely stressing me out because if you follow me back i obviously assume you're cool with it and then finding nasty comments from my mutuals after we have been mutuals for months is a little awkward, yeah? So can we not? ty <3
deadmanspoems.bsky.social kauri c. kiliann @deadmanspoems.bsky.social · Jan 3
Scheduled reminder to not follow me back if you have a problem with people with any personality disorders, but like. Definitely if it's one i have lol?
January 3, 2026 at 1:21 AM
deadmanspoems.bsky.social
Scheduled reminder to not follow me back if you have a problem with people with any personality disorders, but like. Definitely if it's one i have lol?
January 3, 2026 at 1:17 AM
deadmanspoems.bsky.social
Enjoyed writing a bit again :)
cometkins.bsky.social Ian Haramaki 🏳️‍⚧️✨ @cometkins.bsky.social · Dec 30
What's something you did with your writing in 2025 that you're genuinely proud of? (If you disparage yourself on this post I will beat you with hammers) #WritingPrompt
December 30, 2025 at 6:02 PM
deadmanspoems.bsky.social
I hate the longer you're sick the less people care because im trying to signal it's rlly bad rn but it was already rlly bad a year ago so ppl just shrug
December 29, 2025 at 11:33 PM
deadmanspoems.bsky.social
The joy of life is that whenever you think you reached a low point it manages to get worse!! That's art baby
December 8, 2025 at 3:53 PM
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velnna.bsky.social
ghost of a king
November 18, 2025 at 6:25 PM
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darkerthanvanta.bsky.social
I swear we all did this a couple months ago but now we have to do it again.
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November 21, 2025 at 11:59 PM
deadmanspoems.bsky.social
Why are periods of great distress the moments i get out of writers block this is really not the damn time
November 21, 2025 at 2:38 AM
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killjamesbond.bsky.social
It’s transgender awareness week, so if you weren’t already aware, you are transgender
November 16, 2025 at 10:04 PM
deadmanspoems.bsky.social
Idk why i made all my writer space accounts when im barely holding on enough to stay alive let alone actually write
November 17, 2025 at 1:00 AM
deadmanspoems.bsky.social
I keep getting stuck with my fantasy & horror stories so I'm considering. Maybe, big big maybe, to write down slightly fictionalised personal experiences? Has anyone done that does it fuck as hard as I assume it will
November 15, 2025 at 9:52 PM
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riengray.bsky.social
I will never use AI for my covers, editing, translation, or anything else. It is not only useless to me as an author, it is actively hostile and harms every skill related to book production.

If you're an author against AI used to generate writing, you better back everyone else in the chain too.
November 7, 2025 at 4:46 PM
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lasrina.bsky.social
Reposting because, and I say this with love, some of you are going to see this and go “oh shit, I need to check my bottle” and then immediately forget about it so if this could affect you, go check right now before you even scroll to the next post, I mean it.
November 5, 2025 at 8:52 PM
deadmanspoems.bsky.social
It hit midnight in my timezone and my mom was the first person to text me, within the minute 😭 love that
November 5, 2025 at 11:12 PM
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tendermiasma.com
Censorship is now coming for your dnd and your warhammer and your farming sim, they don't care if it's not adult content. They wanted everything
acvalens.com Ana Valens | 🔞 @acvalens.com · Nov 3
MasterCard is marketing its new MasterCard Threat Intelligence platform to issuers & acquirers. A source familiar w/ MasterCard’s internal operations told me MTI is flagging anime, VTubing, adult content, tabletop, video games as potentially “high fraud risk”

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How is Mastercard Preventing Payment Fraud at Scale?
Announcing Threat Intelligence at Money 20/20 US, Mastercard showcases its latest technology in preventing fraud, combining insights from Recorded Future
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November 3, 2025 at 2:50 PM
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socksthewolf.com
Python was awarded a funding grant, funding grant asked Python foundation to remove all diversity and inclusion initiatives they have.

Python foundation said no and rejected the grant.

If you use Python, send a few dollars to the charity to keep it going. I’m pushing a dono on behalf of ScamGuard.
python.org Python Software Foundation @python.org · Oct 27
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October 27, 2025 at 4:11 PM
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isthiseva.bsky.social
Would love to close off #AsexualAwarenessWeek with a few sales, if folks are so inclined 💜
isthiseva.bsky.social Eva @isthiseva.bsky.social · Oct 19
Well, this #AceWeek please be aware that I, an ace artist, am attempting to raise funds for my trans ace friend's medical bills. If you have a hankering for ace-themed wallpapers, I got you covered:
buymeacoffee.com/isthiseva/e/340497
Promotional graphic for a set of 5 asexuality themed wallpapers, shown on 5 phone screens. One shows a pair of hands levitating an ace of spades playing card; the second shows a starry night sky with a dragon formed in the negative space of the clouds; the third shows a cheesecake slice in the ace flag colours, with the text "ACE, no matter how you slice it;" the fourth has hand-drawn text that says "I'm beauty, I'm ace, if you mess with my I'll punch you in the face!!;" and the last one shows a cat sleeping among the clouds.
October 24, 2025 at 2:47 PM
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reyrider.bsky.social
Hi! I'm Rey Rider (they/them), a late 20s neurodivergent transmasc non-binary writer of queer erotica.

I currently have 3 short stories published:
🌶 In Their Hands
🫧 ALCAEUS
🍇 HYPATOS

Find them on Smashwords: www.smashwords.com/profile/view...

More info on my Website/Carrd: reyriderrr.carrd.co
A trope map on a black satin fabric background. The story cover features white sheets with a grainy filter. The title reads: "In Their Hands. A t4t erotic somno shorts" in white font. At the bottom, in black font, "Rey Rider." The tropes and tags, pointing to the cover with white arrows, read: somno, first-to-second-person PoV, strap-on fucking, making your own movie, aftercare, eating pussy like the MC's life depends on it, established couple, squirting, T4T (enby x enby), processing trauma through kink, 4.5k short story. A green book cover with the title “ALCAEUS – A Touch of Dionysus” on a desaturated background photo of a statue of the god Dionysus next to another person. The cover has veins around the border and an illustrated image of an olive branch above the author name, “Rey Rider.” The cover is surrounded by the following tropes and kinks connected to the cover via arrows: “bathhouse, genderfluid Dionysus x middle aged cis man, D/S, subby old man, railed "without mercy," 6.2k short story, nectar precum (yup), vine bondage, rough sex, dom top Dioynsus." A purple book cover with the title “HYPATOS – A Touch of Dionysus” on a desaturated background photo of a statue of the god Dionysus next to another person. The cover has veins around the border and an illustrated image of a grape above the author name, “Rey Rider.” The cover is surrounded by the following kinks connected to the cover via arrows: “nipple lay, genderfluid dionysus x transmasc human, praise, light d/s, riding, 5k short story, sub top x dom bottom, nectar lactation (yup), divine t*dick, squirting, strap-on fucking.”
October 12, 2025 at 1:18 PM
deadmanspoems.bsky.social
Currently not allowed to take my meds and im having the worst time with it but i *did* end up writing a little so i suppose my agony isnt for nothing (help me)
October 11, 2025 at 10:21 AM
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hellostarshine.bsky.social
im too tired to rehash this for what feels like the millionth time, but erotic art/writing which explores taboo themes is a scene between creator and audience. the characters are tools, no more able to consent or not than a flogger. the people who need to "consent" are creator and audience.
September 23, 2025 at 5:10 AM
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gatorpond.bsky.social
hey leftists. you know ppl with aspd, npd, or bpd. you know ppl with psychosis. delusions. who struggle with addiction. & yanno what? we hear when you blame powerful ppl's evil actions on the disorders you decided they had. disorders that we share.

that's why we don't trust you enough to tell you.
September 30, 2025 at 12:55 AM
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marsadler.bsky.social
So uh. Yeah. Got this done ✅️

Do you like remote cabin horror and feeling really bad? This is the book for you!

Out on payhip now and coming soon to smashwords instead of amazon (bc it's taboo, tread cautiously and check CWs!!!)

payhip.com/b/aAUSq
A trope map for Fulgurite t4t taboo relationship Folk horror Isolated cabin in the woods Grief horror ACAB Storms & lightning Complicated family dynamics Weird (horny) dreams Non-sequential storytelling Uncle x nibling Lichtenburg figure scars The summer hikaru died x old gods of Appalachia How far are you willing to go for the ones you love? Luce Sullivan makes his yearly trip up to the isolated cabin he and his brother Michael bought decades before. He’s alone, and drowning in grief, and prepares to spend the time drunk to avoid thinking about the accident five years ago that took his brother from him and drove Michael’s child away after they survived a lightning strike. Jasper hasn’t made an effort to contact him once in all the years since they left, and Luce is afraid he lost both of them to that storm. To his surprise, Jasper shows up in the middle of the night out of the blue. At first, Luce is elated. Is this finally the reconciliation he’s been yearning for all these years? But things turn more sinister as Luce realizes that Jasper isn’t quite right. He grapples fear, isolation, and strange new feelings for Jasper, as a storm looms closer and closer, threatening a grand finale that neither of them are quite prepared for.
September 30, 2025 at 3:53 PM