Kernasaurus
@kernasaurus.bsky.social
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Kernasaurus
@kernasaurus.bsky.social
· Sep 28
Vein Ablations and Therapy
So, the vein ablations are done. Thank goodness. The photo with this entry shows just how drastic of a difference the procedures have made. It’s amazing. I mean, I knew my feet and legs were discol…
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Kernasaurus
@kernasaurus.bsky.social
· Sep 20
Trauma, Pain Levels, and ADHD
I woke up in incredible amounts of pain on Wednesday this week. Incredible. I could barely fucking move. When I finally did, I had to move very, very slowly. Even on my morning walk with Bruce that…
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@kernasaurus.bsky.social
· Sep 13
C•PTSD and Trauma (Medical and Authoritative)
I’m 99.9% sure of my PTSD is actually C•PTSD. I’ve never really given it much thought until this last weekend. I mean, I have, but I haven’t put that much thought into it. I guess I never rea…
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Kernasaurus
@kernasaurus.bsky.social
· Sep 6
The Time I Started A Forest Fire
I had a good therapy session this week. My therapist has just gotten her EMDR certification a few weeks ago, maybe a month ago now. And she’s using me as a guinea pig – which I love. We worke…
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Kernasaurus
@kernasaurus.bsky.social
· Sep 1
Anesthetics Frustrations But Then a Surprisingly Good Visit With My Psych NP
I’m angry this week. Frustrated is maybe a better word. I know it’s from the anesthetics last week. I know it is. It’s always like this. After every procedure. I really wish it wasn’t like this tho…
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Kernasaurus
@kernasaurus.bsky.social
· Aug 24
Being Social With Schizoaffective Disorder
I don’t know why I can’t just go out and about and be happy that someone wants to spend time with me. Oh wait, I do know why, it’s the voices. They’re always fucking shit up. Everytime I’m away fro…
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Kernasaurus
@kernasaurus.bsky.social
· Aug 9
The Bug Situation and Being Emotional
This is how my week started… It’s Monday, and I have been so incredibly, unbearably anxious and paranoid lately. Like, crying at least several times every single day, for the past several weeks. An…
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Kernasaurus
@kernasaurus.bsky.social
· Jul 28
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· Jul 27
Kernasaurus
@kernasaurus.bsky.social
· Jul 27
I Don’t Think I’m Bipolar, And I’m Mindblown
Again, I’m going to talk about my last psychotic episode. The one I had that ended last week, er, the week before, now. It lasted longer than I thought. Well, it started further back than I origina…
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Kernasaurus
@kernasaurus.bsky.social
· Jul 26
After The Second Procedure
So, I had my latest procedure, a vein ablation this last week, last Tuesday. They did the other GSV, in my right leg this time. And at the follow up ultrasound appointment last Friday, a week ago, …
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Kernasaurus
@kernasaurus.bsky.social
· Jul 24
The Difference Between A Manic and A Psychotic Episode
I realized that I trailed off in the middle of my last entry. I started talking about how I got triggered and just sort of ended the entry after that, ha! Sorry y’all! So, now I want to pick …
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Kernasaurus
@kernasaurus.bsky.social
· Jul 11
The Difference Between Paranoia and Anxiety
The past couple of weeks have been difficult. And last weekend was really hard. But I’ve been hanging out at my therapist’s office a lot. There’s an art room there that’s just open most of th…
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