yoko
@razordoll.bsky.social
porcelain and wiring, logic gates and enamel.
and yet more.
and yet more.
had a ... noble thought the other year. that i was done hating myself, that doing so was a luxury i didn't have time for. shit like that.
turns out that things don't work that way and instead it proved another opportunity to gaslight and lie to myself. who knew?
turns out that things don't work that way and instead it proved another opportunity to gaslight and lie to myself. who knew?
February 1, 2026 at 1:51 AM
had a ... noble thought the other year. that i was done hating myself, that doing so was a luxury i didn't have time for. shit like that.
turns out that things don't work that way and instead it proved another opportunity to gaslight and lie to myself. who knew?
turns out that things don't work that way and instead it proved another opportunity to gaslight and lie to myself. who knew?
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Razordoll Bodyguard who operates as a fearless killing machine for the foes of her client while on the clock but off work she's an insatiably horny sensate as all the suppressed urges and lack of biological stimulation catch up with her, making her ache to use her few remaining organic parts.
January 31, 2026 at 3:15 PM
Razordoll Bodyguard who operates as a fearless killing machine for the foes of her client while on the clock but off work she's an insatiably horny sensate as all the suppressed urges and lack of biological stimulation catch up with her, making her ache to use her few remaining organic parts.
being in a stem field that's basically nothing to do with coding, the llm hype is really surreal. it looks like a weird mass hallucination, with the implications other than market effects disconnected from my day to day life other than microsoft is probably going to periodically break my work laptop
January 30, 2026 at 1:35 PM
being in a stem field that's basically nothing to do with coding, the llm hype is really surreal. it looks like a weird mass hallucination, with the implications other than market effects disconnected from my day to day life other than microsoft is probably going to periodically break my work laptop
it's "interesting" to see high level debate about possible future of llm-style ai in the context of, oh say, palantir talking about using llms to do analysis to more easily and concretely deanonymize people.
and yes it's ironic to be voicing this thought on bsky.
and yes it's ironic to be voicing this thought on bsky.
January 29, 2026 at 4:15 PM
it's "interesting" to see high level debate about possible future of llm-style ai in the context of, oh say, palantir talking about using llms to do analysis to more easily and concretely deanonymize people.
and yes it's ironic to be voicing this thought on bsky.
and yes it's ironic to be voicing this thought on bsky.
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pedophile pinker has me blocked so i can't quote dunk and say that in East Germany i would have had full and equal human rights, and in West Germany i would have been put in prison for being gay or given to pedophiles as a child
January 27, 2026 at 7:38 AM
pedophile pinker has me blocked so i can't quote dunk and say that in East Germany i would have had full and equal human rights, and in West Germany i would have been put in prison for being gay or given to pedophiles as a child
the continued urge to post things that would not look good read in front of a jury.
January 24, 2026 at 5:21 PM
the continued urge to post things that would not look good read in front of a jury.
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Let me share with you some wisdom
Anyone attempting to be an important figure in the trans community on the internet is either a grifter or a predator
If they’re not out there doing actual activist work just get the fuck away from them
Posting is not activist work for the slow among us
Anyone attempting to be an important figure in the trans community on the internet is either a grifter or a predator
If they’re not out there doing actual activist work just get the fuck away from them
Posting is not activist work for the slow among us
January 22, 2026 at 2:46 AM
Let me share with you some wisdom
Anyone attempting to be an important figure in the trans community on the internet is either a grifter or a predator
If they’re not out there doing actual activist work just get the fuck away from them
Posting is not activist work for the slow among us
Anyone attempting to be an important figure in the trans community on the internet is either a grifter or a predator
If they’re not out there doing actual activist work just get the fuck away from them
Posting is not activist work for the slow among us
out: disconnected from body and unable to get off.
in: "hound, don't mess with that, we haven't connected your reward centers yet because you haven't earned it; you're not even complete yet."
in: "hound, don't mess with that, we haven't connected your reward centers yet because you haven't earned it; you're not even complete yet."
January 21, 2026 at 1:13 PM
out: disconnected from body and unable to get off.
in: "hound, don't mess with that, we haven't connected your reward centers yet because you haven't earned it; you're not even complete yet."
in: "hound, don't mess with that, we haven't connected your reward centers yet because you haven't earned it; you're not even complete yet."
poking through how i think about things is often enlightening. various fantasies about sex, in situations that resemble my own, or not. won't belabor the details, as that's not the point.
but they all end before the climax, in the literary sense or not. i can't imagine what i want past a point.
but they all end before the climax, in the literary sense or not. i can't imagine what i want past a point.
January 19, 2026 at 2:12 PM
poking through how i think about things is often enlightening. various fantasies about sex, in situations that resemble my own, or not. won't belabor the details, as that's not the point.
but they all end before the climax, in the literary sense or not. i can't imagine what i want past a point.
but they all end before the climax, in the literary sense or not. i can't imagine what i want past a point.
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the visceral flush of heat, slight shiver, mouth watering, in reaction to this... 💙
knife through ligament–
thrashing abruptly ceases;
single, flightless sob
thrashing abruptly ceases;
single, flightless sob
Every time we successfully catch one and hack 'em off, an angel hunter gets her wings :) No, no, you want to slide the point in there at an angle, kid—
January 16, 2026 at 1:01 PM
the visceral flush of heat, slight shiver, mouth watering, in reaction to this... 💙
a thought this morning, on the requirement for gentleness, of the fragility of those who are acceptable for some types of contact. the need for control to prevent doing harm to ones that matter.
this is not against those concepts, but on having no outlet for the alternative.
this is not against those concepts, but on having no outlet for the alternative.
January 13, 2026 at 12:53 PM
a thought this morning, on the requirement for gentleness, of the fragility of those who are acceptable for some types of contact. the need for control to prevent doing harm to ones that matter.
this is not against those concepts, but on having no outlet for the alternative.
this is not against those concepts, but on having no outlet for the alternative.
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Who was it that asked for the non chud version of transhumanism? Yeah its this.
January 13, 2026 at 12:28 AM
Who was it that asked for the non chud version of transhumanism? Yeah its this.
the sudden urge to try to do photosets sexualizing battle rattle. not the first obviously, just, lol.
January 12, 2026 at 12:40 PM
the sudden urge to try to do photosets sexualizing battle rattle. not the first obviously, just, lol.
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found anger the other day. anger at self for compromises on needs, in short. all arguments about necessity and what's actually best and inability to have everything are known, but incoherent rage at the needs abandoned, the yet more self betrayal... was still a thing.
January 11, 2026 at 2:49 PM
found anger the other day. anger at self for compromises on needs, in short. all arguments about necessity and what's actually best and inability to have everything are known, but incoherent rage at the needs abandoned, the yet more self betrayal... was still a thing.
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Funny how the feds are doing a Jade Helm every other week and the far right is cheering it on
January 10, 2026 at 6:33 PM
Funny how the feds are doing a Jade Helm every other week and the far right is cheering it on
cracks in the dam.
constant disassociation, of one degree or another, for living memory... up to not being able to identify emotions felt in body, not having experience of them... isn't ideal.
it's existing, surviving, not living.
but.
constant leaking of things now, with no tools to deal with.
constant disassociation, of one degree or another, for living memory... up to not being able to identify emotions felt in body, not having experience of them... isn't ideal.
it's existing, surviving, not living.
but.
constant leaking of things now, with no tools to deal with.
January 7, 2026 at 11:49 AM
cracks in the dam.
constant disassociation, of one degree or another, for living memory... up to not being able to identify emotions felt in body, not having experience of them... isn't ideal.
it's existing, surviving, not living.
but.
constant leaking of things now, with no tools to deal with.
constant disassociation, of one degree or another, for living memory... up to not being able to identify emotions felt in body, not having experience of them... isn't ideal.
it's existing, surviving, not living.
but.
constant leaking of things now, with no tools to deal with.
sighing heavily at some rando elsewhere crashing out about someone else having access to gender affirming surgeries.
it's a bunch of fucking feelings to be sure, it fucking hurts for stuff you need to be out of reach, and i'm saying this in the midst of trying to accept similar.
it's a bunch of fucking feelings to be sure, it fucking hurts for stuff you need to be out of reach, and i'm saying this in the midst of trying to accept similar.
December 17, 2025 at 12:12 PM
sighing heavily at some rando elsewhere crashing out about someone else having access to gender affirming surgeries.
it's a bunch of fucking feelings to be sure, it fucking hurts for stuff you need to be out of reach, and i'm saying this in the midst of trying to accept similar.
it's a bunch of fucking feelings to be sure, it fucking hurts for stuff you need to be out of reach, and i'm saying this in the midst of trying to accept similar.
well. that's bottom surgery plans being shelved indefinitely. great.
December 16, 2025 at 12:49 PM
well. that's bottom surgery plans being shelved indefinitely. great.
thinking about aspects of combat doll labels being a metaphor for a self suffering chronic disassociation, never truly knowing embodiment. far more to things than just that, but also... when one's own feelings are muffled at best, compersion drowning them out? focusing on Service is obvious.
December 15, 2025 at 1:04 PM
thinking about aspects of combat doll labels being a metaphor for a self suffering chronic disassociation, never truly knowing embodiment. far more to things than just that, but also... when one's own feelings are muffled at best, compersion drowning them out? focusing on Service is obvious.
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i think, instead of listening to bad faith actors, an angry mob should be allowed to tear them limb from limb in an orgiastic display of violence like rhodes from day of the dead
December 1, 2025 at 12:22 PM
i think, instead of listening to bad faith actors, an angry mob should be allowed to tear them limb from limb in an orgiastic display of violence like rhodes from day of the dead
at the risk of being a bit "real"...
trying to not get doomery about bottom surgery; paying for this shit without nuking the rest of my life is going to be tricky at best. absolutely a privileged position to have stem job and insurance, and even still.
trying to not get doomery about bottom surgery; paying for this shit without nuking the rest of my life is going to be tricky at best. absolutely a privileged position to have stem job and insurance, and even still.
November 26, 2025 at 9:10 PM
at the risk of being a bit "real"...
trying to not get doomery about bottom surgery; paying for this shit without nuking the rest of my life is going to be tricky at best. absolutely a privileged position to have stem job and insurance, and even still.
trying to not get doomery about bottom surgery; paying for this shit without nuking the rest of my life is going to be tricky at best. absolutely a privileged position to have stem job and insurance, and even still.
funny how strength training turned from a logical path to achieve goals to something that just intuitively feels Right to do. may not have even have had capacity to feel this when i started, which is interesting itself.
October 7, 2025 at 12:22 PM
funny how strength training turned from a logical path to achieve goals to something that just intuitively feels Right to do. may not have even have had capacity to feel this when i started, which is interesting itself.