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@monimonimonitor.bsky.social
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ger(wo)man
I have no idea what what I'm doing.
Currently trying to find out more about myself, and to understand my emotions.
ger(wo)man
I have no idea what what I'm doing.
Currently trying to find out more about myself, and to understand my emotions.
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@monimonimonitor.bsky.social
· Mar 14
1. don't become obsessed with people who give you attention
2. don't let them see how obsessed you are with them
3. don't try to hold on tighter when you feel them pulling away
4. don't fall apart when you're unable to keep them close
5. don't just do it all again
2. don't let them see how obsessed you are with them
3. don't try to hold on tighter when you feel them pulling away
4. don't fall apart when you're unable to keep them close
5. don't just do it all again
getting all the girlies to each write five little rules for themselves
rules I should really remember next time
okay, I'm gone until late november
lets see if staying at that clinic to get therapy actually helps
life should be nice
life should be enjoyable
and I'll try to make it so
lets see if staying at that clinic to get therapy actually helps
life should be nice
life should be enjoyable
and I'll try to make it so
September 29, 2025 at 6:28 PM
okay, I'm gone until late november
lets see if staying at that clinic to get therapy actually helps
life should be nice
life should be enjoyable
and I'll try to make it so
lets see if staying at that clinic to get therapy actually helps
life should be nice
life should be enjoyable
and I'll try to make it so
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"Icicle Fall? I... I don't know that spell."
September 28, 2025 at 12:26 AM
"Icicle Fall? I... I don't know that spell."
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HRT next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally
finally
September 25, 2025 at 5:05 PM
HRT next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally
finally
they called and apparently got a free spot next week?
now I'm anxious
but life has to improve
now I'm anxious
but life has to improve
I've been doing worse in recent months so, a while ago, I called a few psych clinics
my goal is to find out what's wrong (a diagnosis or something?) and how I can help myself get better instead of relying on my usual coping mechanisms (bedrotting, sh, self-isolation, emotional distancing, ...)
my goal is to find out what's wrong (a diagnosis or something?) and how I can help myself get better instead of relying on my usual coping mechanisms (bedrotting, sh, self-isolation, emotional distancing, ...)
September 24, 2025 at 6:58 PM
they called and apparently got a free spot next week?
now I'm anxious
but life has to improve
now I'm anxious
but life has to improve
I love losing so much money that could have paid my rent and food for an entire year because I was stupid
September 23, 2025 at 10:40 PM
I love losing so much money that could have paid my rent and food for an entire year because I was stupid
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September 21, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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Undertale
September 21, 2025 at 3:54 PM
Undertale
I've been doing worse in recent months so, a while ago, I called a few psych clinics
my goal is to find out what's wrong (a diagnosis or something?) and how I can help myself get better instead of relying on my usual coping mechanisms (bedrotting, sh, self-isolation, emotional distancing, ...)
my goal is to find out what's wrong (a diagnosis or something?) and how I can help myself get better instead of relying on my usual coping mechanisms (bedrotting, sh, self-isolation, emotional distancing, ...)
September 20, 2025 at 11:05 AM
I've been doing worse in recent months so, a while ago, I called a few psych clinics
my goal is to find out what's wrong (a diagnosis or something?) and how I can help myself get better instead of relying on my usual coping mechanisms (bedrotting, sh, self-isolation, emotional distancing, ...)
my goal is to find out what's wrong (a diagnosis or something?) and how I can help myself get better instead of relying on my usual coping mechanisms (bedrotting, sh, self-isolation, emotional distancing, ...)
for two days now I've been at 99% completion in Silksong
but I refuse to look anything up, I want to get to 100% all by myself
but once again I've backtracked through the entire map without finding anything new aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
but I refuse to look anything up, I want to get to 100% all by myself
but once again I've backtracked through the entire map without finding anything new aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
September 18, 2025 at 1:40 PM
for two days now I've been at 99% completion in Silksong
but I refuse to look anything up, I want to get to 100% all by myself
but once again I've backtracked through the entire map without finding anything new aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
but I refuse to look anything up, I want to get to 100% all by myself
but once again I've backtracked through the entire map without finding anything new aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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i made this because it's often applicable
September 13, 2025 at 6:33 AM
i made this because it's often applicable
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guy(girl) who gets drunk and says i love you during sex vs the world's most affection avoidant woman on earth
September 12, 2025 at 6:59 AM
guy(girl) who gets drunk and says i love you during sex vs the world's most affection avoidant woman on earth
it turns out that almost everything in life is a skill that requires time and effort to learn
being happy is one of them
even loving someone is a skill
and just like all other skills, they will atrophy if you're not using them
being happy is one of them
even loving someone is a skill
and just like all other skills, they will atrophy if you're not using them
September 12, 2025 at 11:12 AM
it turns out that almost everything in life is a skill that requires time and effort to learn
being happy is one of them
even loving someone is a skill
and just like all other skills, they will atrophy if you're not using them
being happy is one of them
even loving someone is a skill
and just like all other skills, they will atrophy if you're not using them
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silksong is a drug
September 7, 2025 at 7:23 PM
silksong is a drug
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my "I will play a bit of Silksong and then go to bed" turned into 5 hours
I'M HAVING SO MUCH FUN
I'M HAVING SO MUCH FUN
September 5, 2025 at 2:10 AM
my "I will play a bit of Silksong and then go to bed" turned into 5 hours
I'M HAVING SO MUCH FUN
I'M HAVING SO MUCH FUN
September 4, 2025 at 11:34 AM
silksong day
silksong day
silksong day
September 4, 2025 at 10:46 AM
silksong day
silksong day
silksong day