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I have no idea what what I'm doing.
Currently trying to find out more about myself, and to understand my emotions.
COLD
September 20, 2025 at 8:10 PM
my "I will play a bit of Silksong and then go to bed" turned into 5 hours

I'M HAVING SO MUCH FUN
September 5, 2025 at 2:10 AM
these can be fun sometimes

www.idrlabs.com/personality-...
September 4, 2025 at 11:34 AM
rare pics of meeeeeeee

I feel like I will be much more satisfied with my looks once I start HRT (2 more months!!) and did more laser hair removal sessions to get rid of my beard shadow...

still, today I didn't feel as bad about myself as usual
July 31, 2025 at 9:52 PM
I should take more pics
July 21, 2025 at 5:01 PM
also I really like this jacket!!

and I tried using a little bit of concealer to hide my beard shadow a bit more... it's not as effective, idk if I just used it badly, or if it was not enough. but it's definitely different, I feel better
May 7, 2025 at 11:49 AM
share the last 4 games youve played and expose your gaming habits

I wish I was better at ToME... and I should really continue AC
April 24, 2025 at 3:53 PM
ANOTHER
maybe this is a good sign
April 24, 2025 at 11:11 AM
ALSO, A NEW PIC THAT I ACTUALLY WANT TO SHARE (this is rare)

it feels a bit weird to not wear something black, but I like purple
and I wish my beard shadow was gone already.. unfortunately that takes time

and that sticker was a gift by a friend who is helping me irl, it was an unexpected nice gift
April 24, 2025 at 11:00 AM
April 21, 2025 at 3:47 PM
Note to myself: do not touch random tentacle trees.
April 21, 2025 at 3:30 PM
And I saw a rabbit when I decided to return?! Cute...
I wish I could have petted it... I was looking at it just running around and eating grass for about 15 minutes before continuing on.

I really needed this walk today. Usually my walks are during the night, but this was a nice experience too!
April 21, 2025 at 11:55 AM
I went another route than I'm used to (new experiences! new things!) and saw this tree from the distance... so I decided to check it out! Something about this tree made me think "this is a nice tree :)"

I also took a closer look at surrounding plants and insects, in a way... they're fascinating?
April 21, 2025 at 11:55 AM
The weather is nice today, so I went out for a walk!

I should do these more often, they make me able to think about myself really well. It's always interesting to see how much "progress" I make about myself, being outside and away from people (even if it's not far away) really changes perspectives.
April 21, 2025 at 11:55 AM
yes
yes it is
April 20, 2025 at 5:27 PM
I have joined the Gunsnake Hate Club...
(the game is Tales of Maj'Eyal)
April 14, 2025 at 9:40 PM
As much as I hate mirrors, because of all the details I have to put up with... I am starting to love my shadow.
April 13, 2025 at 12:41 AM
I love how I put these up in a way for one string to end right besides my pillow. This is literally my view from when I'm lying in bed.
There's always something to fiddle around with.
Comforting.
April 12, 2025 at 8:38 PM
I'm playing Project Phantasma now, and the text of some fights in the arena is... interesting?
Game, what do you mean with "bottom of the ladder," I'm already 1/3 up? And "a rifle or two"? It almost feels like they're bullying this pilot specifically.
Something about this is super funny to me
April 9, 2025 at 5:30 PM
mood
April 7, 2025 at 9:56 AM
I did it!
I will now forever be haunted by vertically and horizontally moving boxes in a super deep hole
April 6, 2025 at 4:39 PM
Okay, being able to sell all the parts is a major gamechanger... I expected the AC TEST to only be relevant to test parts you just bought to not use them blindly in their first mission.

I experimented with a few setups for half an hour and now I am this thing? But it seems to work super well
April 5, 2025 at 5:40 PM
I literally bought these yesterday omg
April 5, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Wow, it has surprisingly cool custom color options + an emblem which can be manually drawn... and there are so many parts, I didn't expect this game to have so many options. Especially in a PS1 game, and the first game of long series.
It almost makes me wish I could test the weapons first.
April 5, 2025 at 12:33 PM
I was just going to follow along this release timeline I found on Wikipedia (unless it's something I really don't want to play for some reason).
So for now I'll check out AC1, followed by Project Phantasma and Master of Arena
April 4, 2025 at 5:27 PM