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I have no idea what what I'm doing.
Currently trying to find out more about myself, and to understand my emotions.
it's always hard to stay away
cutting off some social media platforms is fine, buuuuut it feels almost impossible to do so with every platform
September 28, 2025 at 3:02 PM
trasgernder

I love that word so much
September 26, 2025 at 9:29 PM
thank youuuuuuu
September 25, 2025 at 8:59 PM
wait are you telling me I accidentally unlocked becoming one??
September 21, 2025 at 5:44 PM
Reposted by monitor
September 21, 2025 at 5:08 AM
I always feel empty, my interests are only surface level and often change, I have no goals, no one I feel close to, I keep latching on to one thing after the other but lose interest again

but I WANT to be able to do things

rarely I have a good phase and life is actually nice. but it never lasts...
September 20, 2025 at 11:05 AM
2 weeks ago I talked with the clinic again and they said they'll probably give me a call in october. so I should expect to stay there for a few weeks next month

but the closer october gets, the more anxious I become

is this really the correct choice?
but I guess it's better to try SOMETHING
September 20, 2025 at 11:05 AM
for some reason I played 1 and 2 multiple times, but never tried any of the other ones

maybe I should see this as life telling me to finally try it
September 18, 2025 at 9:45 PM
unfortunately most people see stuff like that as a personal attack instead as an opportunity for discussion

but I can sort of understand it, considering the general reception of the game. I assume at some point everything blurs together into people just hating on it, even if that was not the intent
September 18, 2025 at 1:03 PM
and often it's only done to mask some other issue, often about themselves. I've seen so many people complain about Silksong for the stupidest reasons, but most feel like they're done by people who wouldn't even enjoy the first game

you don't have to justify yourselves! it's fine to (dis)like stuff!
September 18, 2025 at 10:12 AM
you are so right with this

somehow disliking something isn't enough anymore, but it's the same when people talk about stuff they like.

then they pick some often stupid arguments to make themselves feel superior/justified, because obviously their feelings are *objectively* correct!
September 18, 2025 at 10:12 AM