meso
@mesonyx.bsky.social
— mixed 🇸🇦🇵🇷 | 21, he/they 🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 | autistic + disabled.
18+ sometimes nsfw.
minors, bigots, underage & lala nsfw DNI.
nonwol viera main, multi oc – multiship
gposer, roleplayer, professional oc yapper
dm's open!
↳ tags/feeds: #mesonyxQoTD / #mesonyxlore 🗝️
18+ sometimes nsfw.
minors, bigots, underage & lala nsfw DNI.
nonwol viera main, multi oc – multiship
gposer, roleplayer, professional oc yapper
dm's open!
↳ tags/feeds: #mesonyxQoTD / #mesonyxlore 🗝️
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I'LL BE THE LAST ONE STANDING
IN A FLASH OF
LIGHT
IN A FLASH OF
LIGHT
November 10, 2025 at 9:25 PM
I'LL BE THE LAST ONE STANDING
IN A FLASH OF
LIGHT
IN A FLASH OF
LIGHT
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Apologies; I've gotten to a point of having to share personal shit online for help. I'll explain more in the replies but the TL;DR Beat Cancer, but Lost my Job and Bills hit hard and I can't seem to land anything yet and shit doesn't stop 🥴
Geniunely any little bit helps
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November 10, 2025 at 4:26 PM
Apologies; I've gotten to a point of having to share personal shit online for help. I'll explain more in the replies but the TL;DR Beat Cancer, but Lost my Job and Bills hit hard and I can't seem to land anything yet and shit doesn't stop 🥴
Geniunely any little bit helps
ko-fi.com/martineeni
Geniunely any little bit helps
ko-fi.com/martineeni
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LRP the article highlights behaviors many BIPOC have experienced in the fandom. Being loud and proud of who we are, protective of our cultures and OCs, and holding others accountable leads to many "perfectly nice" ppl in the xiv community to block us without having ever engaged directly with us. 🧵
November 10, 2025 at 8:06 PM
LRP the article highlights behaviors many BIPOC have experienced in the fandom. Being loud and proud of who we are, protective of our cultures and OCs, and holding others accountable leads to many "perfectly nice" ppl in the xiv community to block us without having ever engaged directly with us. 🧵
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My friend Pigeon (known to most as @ahollowgrave.bsky.social) reblogged this over on tumblr, and I felt it would be a helpful read for many folks lacking in skin pigmentation. The behaviors highlighted by the author are all VERY PRESENT and weaponized by the White xiv fandom.
How White People Handle Diversity Training in the Workplace
Confronted with their own shortcomings, white employees often shut down the dialogue—or frame themselves as victims
gen.medium.com
November 10, 2025 at 7:09 PM
My friend Pigeon (known to most as @ahollowgrave.bsky.social) reblogged this over on tumblr, and I felt it would be a helpful read for many folks lacking in skin pigmentation. The behaviors highlighted by the author are all VERY PRESENT and weaponized by the White xiv fandom.
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blackness and queerness is so complicated in some sense when you realize that race does matter when it comes to gender expression and identity.
people assume that I should be masculine/could pass well as a black trans guy but I don't care for any of that.
it's like I'm not allowed to be femme
people assume that I should be masculine/could pass well as a black trans guy but I don't care for any of that.
it's like I'm not allowed to be femme
November 1, 2025 at 12:21 AM
blackness and queerness is so complicated in some sense when you realize that race does matter when it comes to gender expression and identity.
people assume that I should be masculine/could pass well as a black trans guy but I don't care for any of that.
it's like I'm not allowed to be femme
people assume that I should be masculine/could pass well as a black trans guy but I don't care for any of that.
it's like I'm not allowed to be femme
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black queers are unfortunately both excluded and boxed into stereotypes/expressions they are allowed and not allowed to have.
it's easier for my white brothers to Express their femme side slightly but I have to fight a lil harder cuz of blackness being hypermasculinized
it's easier for my white brothers to Express their femme side slightly but I have to fight a lil harder cuz of blackness being hypermasculinized
November 1, 2025 at 12:21 AM
black queers are unfortunately both excluded and boxed into stereotypes/expressions they are allowed and not allowed to have.
it's easier for my white brothers to Express their femme side slightly but I have to fight a lil harder cuz of blackness being hypermasculinized
it's easier for my white brothers to Express their femme side slightly but I have to fight a lil harder cuz of blackness being hypermasculinized
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August 29, 2025 at 11:31 PM
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finally finished this for mesonyx and i feel insane looking at it. does this make sense at all
#mesonyxQoTD
#mesonyxQoTD
October 9, 2025 at 12:01 AM
finally finished this for mesonyx and i feel insane looking at it. does this make sense at all
#mesonyxQoTD
#mesonyxQoTD
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sorry ya'll his big naturals (tufts) are killing the servers rn
#gpose | #gposers | #viera | #maleviera
#gpose | #gposers | #viera | #maleviera
October 17, 2025 at 9:02 PM
sorry ya'll his big naturals (tufts) are killing the servers rn
#gpose | #gposers | #viera | #maleviera
#gpose | #gposers | #viera | #maleviera
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opening up blender at like 2am was worth it actually
October 18, 2025 at 3:48 AM
opening up blender at like 2am was worth it actually
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October 29, 2025 at 5:54 PM
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🤔He wouldn't be attractive in a conventional sense, not completely anyway. I figured it gave an air of more "feral elegance" than polished. But it really depends on the beholder, honestly.
October 26, 2025 at 7:57 PM
🤔He wouldn't be attractive in a conventional sense, not completely anyway. I figured it gave an air of more "feral elegance" than polished. But it really depends on the beholder, honestly.
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November 7, 2025 at 2:36 AM
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November 9, 2025 at 12:59 AM
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Oh my goodness!!! Congrats to the Fan Fest goers!!!
PLEASE WEAR A MASK
YOU BETTER WEAR A MASK. I DONT CARE HOW HEALTHY YOU FEEL. KEEP YOUR FRIENDS/LOVED ONES SAFE!
PLEASE WEAR A MASK
YOU BETTER WEAR A MASK. I DONT CARE HOW HEALTHY YOU FEEL. KEEP YOUR FRIENDS/LOVED ONES SAFE!
November 10, 2025 at 6:57 PM
Oh my goodness!!! Congrats to the Fan Fest goers!!!
PLEASE WEAR A MASK
YOU BETTER WEAR A MASK. I DONT CARE HOW HEALTHY YOU FEEL. KEEP YOUR FRIENDS/LOVED ONES SAFE!
PLEASE WEAR A MASK
YOU BETTER WEAR A MASK. I DONT CARE HOW HEALTHY YOU FEEL. KEEP YOUR FRIENDS/LOVED ONES SAFE!
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Don't Worry #obsilluXIV www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/149764
November 10, 2025 at 11:44 AM
Don't Worry #obsilluXIV www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/149764
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Artists repeat after me:
It's okay to repost your art
It's okay to want people to see your art
It's okay to want attention and success
But I must not forget that everyone is in the same boat, we are all struggling and must help each other out
It's okay to repost your art
It's okay to want people to see your art
It's okay to want attention and success
But I must not forget that everyone is in the same boat, we are all struggling and must help each other out
November 10, 2025 at 4:31 PM
Artists repeat after me:
It's okay to repost your art
It's okay to want people to see your art
It's okay to want attention and success
But I must not forget that everyone is in the same boat, we are all struggling and must help each other out
It's okay to repost your art
It's okay to want people to see your art
It's okay to want attention and success
But I must not forget that everyone is in the same boat, we are all struggling and must help each other out
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‼️🔞 “Gods Above Woman…”
-She’s Needy & Not Sorry About It-
📸 @baatu.bsky.social
#BAAN’AMI | #HidakaNSFW
-She’s Needy & Not Sorry About It-
📸 @baatu.bsky.social
#BAAN’AMI | #HidakaNSFW
November 10, 2025 at 3:55 PM
‼️🔞 “Gods Above Woman…”
-She’s Needy & Not Sorry About It-
📸 @baatu.bsky.social
#BAAN’AMI | #HidakaNSFW
-She’s Needy & Not Sorry About It-
📸 @baatu.bsky.social
#BAAN’AMI | #HidakaNSFW
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writing it "f*ck" sickens me. a coward's curse. say fuck or find a different word. get that nasty starfish asshole out of my sight
November 10, 2025 at 4:37 AM
writing it "f*ck" sickens me. a coward's curse. say fuck or find a different word. get that nasty starfish asshole out of my sight
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Vali: "One more round with these and we'll go get ramyeon and mochi?"
Bishop: "Bet that yoooou won't beat my high score this time, Vali~"
Vali (in Hingan): "[You're on.]"
[ #RebelPath ]
➣ w/ @thecrocofkugane.bsky.social
Bishop: "Bet that yoooou won't beat my high score this time, Vali~"
Vali (in Hingan): "[You're on.]"
[ #RebelPath ]
➣ w/ @thecrocofkugane.bsky.social
November 10, 2025 at 7:52 AM
Vali: "One more round with these and we'll go get ramyeon and mochi?"
Bishop: "Bet that yoooou won't beat my high score this time, Vali~"
Vali (in Hingan): "[You're on.]"
[ #RebelPath ]
➣ w/ @thecrocofkugane.bsky.social
Bishop: "Bet that yoooou won't beat my high score this time, Vali~"
Vali (in Hingan): "[You're on.]"
[ #RebelPath ]
➣ w/ @thecrocofkugane.bsky.social
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i unironically believe that all sprouts should play the fall guys collab bc it's a low stakes way to learn forced march, acceleration bomb, exaflares, and whatever we call that spinning finger mechanic
November 10, 2025 at 6:33 AM
i unironically believe that all sprouts should play the fall guys collab bc it's a low stakes way to learn forced march, acceleration bomb, exaflares, and whatever we call that spinning finger mechanic