tony
@daedalus3000.bsky.social
mdni
24/7 yearnposting
I'm so yearnpilled you guys
right now, I'm totally yearnmaxing
24/7 yearnposting
I'm so yearnpilled you guys
right now, I'm totally yearnmaxing
Pinned
so many things have happened
many of those things good!
but right now i really really miss her
if she was laying next to me right now, i know my anxiety would evaporate, like it always does
many of those things good!
but right now i really really miss her
if she was laying next to me right now, i know my anxiety would evaporate, like it always does
December 31, 2025 at 5:18 AM
so many things have happened
many of those things good!
but right now i really really miss her
if she was laying next to me right now, i know my anxiety would evaporate, like it always does
many of those things good!
but right now i really really miss her
if she was laying next to me right now, i know my anxiety would evaporate, like it always does
I was not feeling too great about things
And then out of the blue she called me
And I think we're official now?
And then out of the blue she called me
And I think we're official now?
December 29, 2025 at 4:15 AM
I was not feeling too great about things
And then out of the blue she called me
And I think we're official now?
And then out of the blue she called me
And I think we're official now?
that one moot I've had multiple dreams about? She was in my dream last night. So was D.
No, there wasn't any of what you're thinking in the dream lol but it was kind of conducive to that.
Felt amazing to be in a triad, even if it wasn't real.
then all the bad stuff happened (nukes+fires)
No, there wasn't any of what you're thinking in the dream lol but it was kind of conducive to that.
Felt amazing to be in a triad, even if it wasn't real.
then all the bad stuff happened (nukes+fires)
December 28, 2025 at 6:28 AM
that one moot I've had multiple dreams about? She was in my dream last night. So was D.
No, there wasn't any of what you're thinking in the dream lol but it was kind of conducive to that.
Felt amazing to be in a triad, even if it wasn't real.
then all the bad stuff happened (nukes+fires)
No, there wasn't any of what you're thinking in the dream lol but it was kind of conducive to that.
Felt amazing to be in a triad, even if it wasn't real.
then all the bad stuff happened (nukes+fires)
it's been six and a half years, and I'm still making progress on deprogramming myself
every song we ever shared
every place we ever went
every flavor we tasted
and breeze we floated along
i have to extract you from them with a shaking hand and a pair of fine point tweezers
while each memory stabs me in the heart
and oh my god the strength it takes to make what was ours
mine
alone
every place we ever went
every flavor we tasted
and breeze we floated along
i have to extract you from them with a shaking hand and a pair of fine point tweezers
while each memory stabs me in the heart
and oh my god the strength it takes to make what was ours
mine
alone
December 28, 2025 at 12:52 AM
it's been six and a half years, and I'm still making progress on deprogramming myself
Reposted by tony
every song we ever shared
every place we ever went
every flavor we tasted
and breeze we floated along
i have to extract you from them with a shaking hand and a pair of fine point tweezers
while each memory stabs me in the heart
and oh my god the strength it takes to make what was ours
mine
alone
every place we ever went
every flavor we tasted
and breeze we floated along
i have to extract you from them with a shaking hand and a pair of fine point tweezers
while each memory stabs me in the heart
and oh my god the strength it takes to make what was ours
mine
alone
December 28, 2025 at 12:32 AM
every song we ever shared
every place we ever went
every flavor we tasted
and breeze we floated along
i have to extract you from them with a shaking hand and a pair of fine point tweezers
while each memory stabs me in the heart
and oh my god the strength it takes to make what was ours
mine
alone
every place we ever went
every flavor we tasted
and breeze we floated along
i have to extract you from them with a shaking hand and a pair of fine point tweezers
while each memory stabs me in the heart
and oh my god the strength it takes to make what was ours
mine
alone
I accidentally saw an ex's profile - the only long distance relationship I ever had - and they are still just so amazing.
They laughed when i said they will be a famous model/singer one day
looks like I was right!
I miss them so much it aches, but I am so so happy for them!
They laughed when i said they will be a famous model/singer one day
looks like I was right!
I miss them so much it aches, but I am so so happy for them!
December 27, 2025 at 6:59 AM
I accidentally saw an ex's profile - the only long distance relationship I ever had - and they are still just so amazing.
They laughed when i said they will be a famous model/singer one day
looks like I was right!
I miss them so much it aches, but I am so so happy for them!
They laughed when i said they will be a famous model/singer one day
looks like I was right!
I miss them so much it aches, but I am so so happy for them!
365 days from now – right now – exactly now – I'm gonna be in bed, I'm gonna look over to my left, and she's gonna be right there, looking back at me, give me a kiss, say "i love you Tony", close her eyes, snuggle in, and fall asleep.
gotta manifest or whatever ya know?
(pics are inside reference)
gotta manifest or whatever ya know?
(pics are inside reference)
December 25, 2025 at 6:54 AM
365 days from now – right now – exactly now – I'm gonna be in bed, I'm gonna look over to my left, and she's gonna be right there, looking back at me, give me a kiss, say "i love you Tony", close her eyes, snuggle in, and fall asleep.
gotta manifest or whatever ya know?
(pics are inside reference)
gotta manifest or whatever ya know?
(pics are inside reference)
they warned me about "pretty on the outside, ugly on the inside" people when I was like 4 or 5, and... damn... i was in a decade long relationship with one.
and now I'm getting smooched by someone that's beautiful on the outside AND the inside, even though she can't see it for herself sometimes
and now I'm getting smooched by someone that's beautiful on the outside AND the inside, even though she can't see it for herself sometimes
December 24, 2025 at 7:21 PM
they warned me about "pretty on the outside, ugly on the inside" people when I was like 4 or 5, and... damn... i was in a decade long relationship with one.
and now I'm getting smooched by someone that's beautiful on the outside AND the inside, even though she can't see it for herself sometimes
and now I'm getting smooched by someone that's beautiful on the outside AND the inside, even though she can't see it for herself sometimes
Festivus 2025: We kissed in the Rockne's parking lot several times
i thought about how different she looks from 2022 and 2020 - still absolutely beautiful of course - but the fire in her eyes when she starts talking about something she's passionate about will always be the same😍
i thought about how different she looks from 2022 and 2020 - still absolutely beautiful of course - but the fire in her eyes when she starts talking about something she's passionate about will always be the same😍
December 24, 2025 at 4:21 AM
Festivus 2025: We kissed in the Rockne's parking lot several times
i thought about how different she looks from 2022 and 2020 - still absolutely beautiful of course - but the fire in her eyes when she starts talking about something she's passionate about will always be the same😍
i thought about how different she looks from 2022 and 2020 - still absolutely beautiful of course - but the fire in her eyes when she starts talking about something she's passionate about will always be the same😍
when i have women friends and she thinks to herself "okay, who is this bitch?"
On the one hand, I have friends that are men, friends that are women, friends that are non-binary, and that should not be a problem!
On the other hand, someone actually cares enough to feel jealousy??? 💓
On the one hand, I have friends that are men, friends that are women, friends that are non-binary, and that should not be a problem!
On the other hand, someone actually cares enough to feel jealousy??? 💓
December 23, 2025 at 4:20 PM
when i have women friends and she thinks to herself "okay, who is this bitch?"
On the one hand, I have friends that are men, friends that are women, friends that are non-binary, and that should not be a problem!
On the other hand, someone actually cares enough to feel jealousy??? 💓
On the one hand, I have friends that are men, friends that are women, friends that are non-binary, and that should not be a problem!
On the other hand, someone actually cares enough to feel jealousy??? 💓
I hate going to parties;
unless I'm going with you
I hate dressing up;
unless I'm doing it with you
I hate a lot of things;
but I love them if they're with you
unless I'm going with you
I hate dressing up;
unless I'm doing it with you
I hate a lot of things;
but I love them if they're with you
December 23, 2025 at 3:37 PM
I hate going to parties;
unless I'm going with you
I hate dressing up;
unless I'm doing it with you
I hate a lot of things;
but I love them if they're with you
unless I'm going with you
I hate dressing up;
unless I'm doing it with you
I hate a lot of things;
but I love them if they're with you
Reposted by tony
Reposted by tony
Can a beautiful extroverted-avoident-attachment-type and an ambiverted-anxious-attachment-type caveman stand any chance?
December 23, 2025 at 2:55 AM
Can a beautiful extroverted-avoident-attachment-type and an ambiverted-anxious-attachment-type caveman stand any chance?
both of the great loves of my life talked in their sleep
always sounds bas
sometimes it woke me up
i know that the sense of hearing, in humans, usually still works, even when people are sleeping
I'm privileged to have been able to say gently reassuring things to them to sooth them back to sleep
always sounds bas
sometimes it woke me up
i know that the sense of hearing, in humans, usually still works, even when people are sleeping
I'm privileged to have been able to say gently reassuring things to them to sooth them back to sleep
December 23, 2025 at 1:40 AM
both of the great loves of my life talked in their sleep
always sounds bas
sometimes it woke me up
i know that the sense of hearing, in humans, usually still works, even when people are sleeping
I'm privileged to have been able to say gently reassuring things to them to sooth them back to sleep
always sounds bas
sometimes it woke me up
i know that the sense of hearing, in humans, usually still works, even when people are sleeping
I'm privileged to have been able to say gently reassuring things to them to sooth them back to sleep
every time i close my eyes I can smell her hair, i can feel her skin, i can see her face
i remember how our bodies moved and the exhausted collapse into each other's arms, too delirious from pleasure move
passing out from too much oxytocin and dopamine
soothed by the rhythm of each other's hearts
i remember how our bodies moved and the exhausted collapse into each other's arms, too delirious from pleasure move
passing out from too much oxytocin and dopamine
soothed by the rhythm of each other's hearts
December 19, 2025 at 5:39 AM
every time i close my eyes I can smell her hair, i can feel her skin, i can see her face
i remember how our bodies moved and the exhausted collapse into each other's arms, too delirious from pleasure move
passing out from too much oxytocin and dopamine
soothed by the rhythm of each other's hearts
i remember how our bodies moved and the exhausted collapse into each other's arms, too delirious from pleasure move
passing out from too much oxytocin and dopamine
soothed by the rhythm of each other's hearts
I'd pluck the stars from the sky and give them to her just to see her smile
December 19, 2025 at 5:34 AM
I'd pluck the stars from the sky and give them to her just to see her smile
i haven't been able to stop smiling since this morning
but not at first, because when she called it was because she was sad and needed to hear my voice and i never ever want her to be sad
But after that, we talked and talked and said things that i think needed to have been said years ago and
but not at first, because when she called it was because she was sad and needed to hear my voice and i never ever want her to be sad
But after that, we talked and talked and said things that i think needed to have been said years ago and
December 18, 2025 at 12:25 PM
i haven't been able to stop smiling since this morning
but not at first, because when she called it was because she was sad and needed to hear my voice and i never ever want her to be sad
But after that, we talked and talked and said things that i think needed to have been said years ago and
but not at first, because when she called it was because she was sad and needed to hear my voice and i never ever want her to be sad
But after that, we talked and talked and said things that i think needed to have been said years ago and
Reposted by tony
Good morning from the sweet Muscovy ducks
December 18, 2025 at 11:36 AM
Good morning from the sweet Muscovy ducks
Reposted by tony
I don't want gen AI in my browser
I don't want gen AI in my pc
I don't want gen AI in my art
I don't want gen AI in my games
I don't want gen AI in my music
I don't want gen AI in my movies
I don't want gen AI in my books
I don't want gen AI in my cart
I don't want gen AI in my life
I don't want gen AI in my pc
I don't want gen AI in my art
I don't want gen AI in my games
I don't want gen AI in my music
I don't want gen AI in my movies
I don't want gen AI in my books
I don't want gen AI in my cart
I don't want gen AI in my life
December 16, 2025 at 10:57 PM
I don't want gen AI in my browser
I don't want gen AI in my pc
I don't want gen AI in my art
I don't want gen AI in my games
I don't want gen AI in my music
I don't want gen AI in my movies
I don't want gen AI in my books
I don't want gen AI in my cart
I don't want gen AI in my life
I don't want gen AI in my pc
I don't want gen AI in my art
I don't want gen AI in my games
I don't want gen AI in my music
I don't want gen AI in my movies
I don't want gen AI in my books
I don't want gen AI in my cart
I don't want gen AI in my life
Reposted by tony
Reposted by tony
Thanks Clitter! You turned my labia into YAYbia!
December 16, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Thanks Clitter! You turned my labia into YAYbia!