The Notorious Z.O.E. (Explicit Version)
@callmezoe.com
It's your favorite geek goddess! I am trans, pagan, solo polyamorous, pansexual, and I like technology, linux self-hosting, and cooking for others. Looking for my old Twitter pals and new friends to flirt, so if you recognize me go ahead and give a follow!
Also this really isn't surprising in Utah. I prepared for the possibility that I would have an overall better experience if perceived as androgynous or mistaken for a dude so I put on really ambiguous clothes that are all still technically women's and put up with deadnaming for safety. Cross 'em.🤞
Car finally in the shop. The shop owners decorated the customer area with guns and ammo themed items strewn about haphazardly. Literally a full large caliber ammo feed belt on the counter with live ammunition next to a Jesus decal. If my car wasn't dead and had to be towed I would have bounced.
February 2, 2026 at 9:34 PM
Also this really isn't surprising in Utah. I prepared for the possibility that I would have an overall better experience if perceived as androgynous or mistaken for a dude so I put on really ambiguous clothes that are all still technically women's and put up with deadnaming for safety. Cross 'em.🤞
Car finally in the shop. The shop owners decorated the customer area with guns and ammo themed items strewn about haphazardly. Literally a full large caliber ammo feed belt on the counter with live ammunition next to a Jesus decal. If my car wasn't dead and had to be towed I would have bounced.
February 2, 2026 at 9:30 PM
Car finally in the shop. The shop owners decorated the customer area with guns and ammo themed items strewn about haphazardly. Literally a full large caliber ammo feed belt on the counter with live ammunition next to a Jesus decal. If my car wasn't dead and had to be towed I would have bounced.
Got to replace my space heater today. It suddenly collapsed in on itself and melted straight down into the earth. The new one is the $35-est space heater they had. I wasn't freezing but warming my bones right now is very relaxing and I might leave them out to air dry. Astro is so mellow laying here.
February 2, 2026 at 5:33 AM
Got to replace my space heater today. It suddenly collapsed in on itself and melted straight down into the earth. The new one is the $35-est space heater they had. I wasn't freezing but warming my bones right now is very relaxing and I might leave them out to air dry. Astro is so mellow laying here.
Hey my genitals work still so that's a win. No seriously feeling safe enough to feel horny again is a good sign for my nervous system. It's finally settling down the last day or so. Still going gently though because shit was intense for a while there.
February 1, 2026 at 6:18 AM
Hey my genitals work still so that's a win. No seriously feeling safe enough to feel horny again is a good sign for my nervous system. It's finally settling down the last day or so. Still going gently though because shit was intense for a while there.
My mission Monday is to execute the successful transport and diagnosis and repair of my car to road-worthy status. That will give me the freedom to go see my friend and I wouldn't necessarily have to find a remote job upfront. If anything is left, I'll cover some bills. Need job leads in north Utah.
February 1, 2026 at 5:29 AM
My mission Monday is to execute the successful transport and diagnosis and repair of my car to road-worthy status. That will give me the freedom to go see my friend and I wouldn't necessarily have to find a remote job upfront. If anything is left, I'll cover some bills. Need job leads in north Utah.
Really thankful for my buddy who sent me some dollars tonight. I used the Smith's app to order a variety of low effort frozen single serve foods. I had enough energy to microwave a hot pocket and eat a cobb salad. SNAP for food. Cash for soda and space heater bc mine is dead. It was out of stock 🙃
Can anyone be a sweetheart and send me like $15 so I can borrow my housemates car and grab fast food?
I wore myself out working on setting up a new LinkedIn cuz apparently if you deactivate it's gone in 30 days. And I really don't have spoons to cook which is likely to cause accidents.
I wore myself out working on setting up a new LinkedIn cuz apparently if you deactivate it's gone in 30 days. And I really don't have spoons to cook which is likely to cause accidents.
February 1, 2026 at 5:19 AM
Really thankful for my buddy who sent me some dollars tonight. I used the Smith's app to order a variety of low effort frozen single serve foods. I had enough energy to microwave a hot pocket and eat a cobb salad. SNAP for food. Cash for soda and space heater bc mine is dead. It was out of stock 🙃
Can anyone be a sweetheart and send me like $15 so I can borrow my housemates car and grab fast food?
I wore myself out working on setting up a new LinkedIn cuz apparently if you deactivate it's gone in 30 days. And I really don't have spoons to cook which is likely to cause accidents.
I wore myself out working on setting up a new LinkedIn cuz apparently if you deactivate it's gone in 30 days. And I really don't have spoons to cook which is likely to cause accidents.
February 1, 2026 at 1:52 AM
Can anyone be a sweetheart and send me like $15 so I can borrow my housemates car and grab fast food?
I wore myself out working on setting up a new LinkedIn cuz apparently if you deactivate it's gone in 30 days. And I really don't have spoons to cook which is likely to cause accidents.
I wore myself out working on setting up a new LinkedIn cuz apparently if you deactivate it's gone in 30 days. And I really don't have spoons to cook which is likely to cause accidents.
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it’s all kayfabe babe
I am 99% sure in world history there has not been an "opposition" party so on its face powerful as the Democrats during an authoritarian takeover that has done so unbelievably little.
January 31, 2026 at 3:44 PM
it’s all kayfabe babe
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Fight fascism: alleviate your cis guilt by directly financially supporting me, a trans woman and a comrade trying to survive not fun times both personally and as a US citizen. Cashapp and venmo are both CallMeZoe 💵💲
January 31, 2026 at 1:43 AM
Fight fascism: alleviate your cis guilt by directly financially supporting me, a trans woman and a comrade trying to survive not fun times both personally and as a US citizen. Cashapp and venmo are both CallMeZoe 💵💲
Fight fascism: alleviate your cis guilt by directly financially supporting me, a trans woman and a comrade trying to survive not fun times both personally and as a US citizen. Cashapp and venmo are both CallMeZoe 💵💲
January 31, 2026 at 1:43 AM
Fight fascism: alleviate your cis guilt by directly financially supporting me, a trans woman and a comrade trying to survive not fun times both personally and as a US citizen. Cashapp and venmo are both CallMeZoe 💵💲
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“Mama, I thought we had time,” Macaulay Culkin wrote in an Instagram tribute. "I heard you. But I had so much more to say. I love you. I’ll see you later."
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Comedian, Actress, Icon Catherine O'Hara Dead at 71
TMZ reports that two sources confirmed the Emmy-winning star passed away on Friday.
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January 30, 2026 at 11:20 PM
“Mama, I thought we had time,” Macaulay Culkin wrote in an Instagram tribute. "I heard you. But I had so much more to say. I love you. I’ll see you later."
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New hair. I came here to get my rocks off and fight fascism and I am fresh out of rocks.
January 30, 2026 at 11:11 PM
New hair. I came here to get my rocks off and fight fascism and I am fresh out of rocks.
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it’s an abortifacient and i feel like that should really be talked about more
Minneapolis uterus havers: if you’re bleeding out of cycle and wondering why, it’s the tear gas. Really, it does that
January 29, 2026 at 12:23 AM
it’s an abortifacient and i feel like that should really be talked about more
I continue to cheerlead myself to break my cycles of trauma followed by fear-based decision making. I don't want to choose things based on what will make it all feel better fastest. I want to make healthy choices and build honest connections that look like what they & I want it to. My voice matters.
January 29, 2026 at 4:16 AM
I continue to cheerlead myself to break my cycles of trauma followed by fear-based decision making. I don't want to choose things based on what will make it all feel better fastest. I want to make healthy choices and build honest connections that look like what they & I want it to. My voice matters.
Me: I have many pains and struggles and I am overwhelmed and my coping skills aren't doing enough. I want to stabilize and recoup some executive function to do tasks that secure my future.
Therapist: Should you be making big life choices right now? You don't have to figure every item out perfect.
Therapist: Should you be making big life choices right now? You don't have to figure every item out perfect.
January 29, 2026 at 2:59 AM
Me: I have many pains and struggles and I am overwhelmed and my coping skills aren't doing enough. I want to stabilize and recoup some executive function to do tasks that secure my future.
Therapist: Should you be making big life choices right now? You don't have to figure every item out perfect.
Therapist: Should you be making big life choices right now? You don't have to figure every item out perfect.
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The Democratic Party is not Charlie Brown falling for the football trick.
They are complicit.
They are complicit.
January 28, 2026 at 9:59 PM
The Democratic Party is not Charlie Brown falling for the football trick.
They are complicit.
They are complicit.
I have therapy in 30 minutes and so much is overwhelming. In the last 2 weeks I had the transphobia at the gym, celebrated my 43th birthday, breakthrough talk with my mom, my ex of 2 months ago eloped in December, safety & nervous system regulation, executive dysfunction, autistic burnout.
January 28, 2026 at 11:32 PM
I have therapy in 30 minutes and so much is overwhelming. In the last 2 weeks I had the transphobia at the gym, celebrated my 43th birthday, breakthrough talk with my mom, my ex of 2 months ago eloped in December, safety & nervous system regulation, executive dysfunction, autistic burnout.
Omg it's *finally* snowing in Northern Utah! Getting bundled up to go stand outside in it for maybe a whole 5 minutes.
January 28, 2026 at 11:00 PM
Omg it's *finally* snowing in Northern Utah! Getting bundled up to go stand outside in it for maybe a whole 5 minutes.
I forgot because of life stuff, but last Friday January 23rd, I am officially nicotine free for an entire year!
January 28, 2026 at 5:08 PM
I forgot because of life stuff, but last Friday January 23rd, I am officially nicotine free for an entire year!
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AI slop rebel alliance state birds aren’t going to save us.
January 27, 2026 at 7:45 PM
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No you passed out in bed from emotional exhaustion at 3am and woke up at 730am.
January 27, 2026 at 2:47 PM
No you passed out in bed from emotional exhaustion at 3am and woke up at 730am.
Holy fuck. By way of an Instagram reel suggestion I experienced soap opera level shock to see my most recent ex Simon eloped to Vegas with Tommy after explicitly telling me they were stepping back for a while after our breakup. It's not even surprising. It's pitiable. Instant release of energy ties.
January 27, 2026 at 5:42 AM
Holy fuck. By way of an Instagram reel suggestion I experienced soap opera level shock to see my most recent ex Simon eloped to Vegas with Tommy after explicitly telling me they were stepping back for a while after our breakup. It's not even surprising. It's pitiable. Instant release of energy ties.
"Nevertheless, she persisted."
January 27, 2026 at 3:42 AM
"Nevertheless, she persisted."
To recover my nervous system, I'm going to stop avoiding and numbing and I am going to re-teach my nervous system what cues it receives indicate I am safe and it's time to stand down.
January 27, 2026 at 3:26 AM
To recover my nervous system, I'm going to stop avoiding and numbing and I am going to re-teach my nervous system what cues it receives indicate I am safe and it's time to stand down.
I've decided to wait and see what my therapist says Wednesday about Final Answering on my potential expatriation with regards to my safety and life goals and needs. And how I can't always tell the difference between intuition / pattern recognition and trauma based risk aversion. Is gut saying no?
January 27, 2026 at 2:57 AM
I've decided to wait and see what my therapist says Wednesday about Final Answering on my potential expatriation with regards to my safety and life goals and needs. And how I can't always tell the difference between intuition / pattern recognition and trauma based risk aversion. Is gut saying no?