Tez (reading Megan Abbott's EL DORADO DRIVE)
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Tez (reading Megan Abbott's EL DORADO DRIVE)
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Cis. She. MDD, ASD, ADD, AIH. Melbourne/Naarm/Narrm. Fiction reader, BlackMilk Galaxy collector, SW client. TezMillerOz on various platforms: WordPress, X, Facebook, Instagram, Threads, etc. Book notes on Goodreads, and sometimes Amazon UK.
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Perception is kind of a thing with me. If I'm going to be perceived negatively or creepily, then I'd prefer not to be perceived at all. But I can't control people's minds, so I don't get a choice in how other people perceive me. The best I can do is block to avoid being perceived at all.
And don't give me that "but people are sexually harassed all the time & they don't refuse to interact with people" excuse.

I'm not a particularly social person. I'm an active person online, though, & frequently block accounts I've witnessed being creepy to other people, so they

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"Why don't you want to interact with other clients?"

I've been sexually harrassed by other clients before.

I still get nervous when there are blokes with private profiles following my social media accounts. Makes me feel a little unsafe.

But I don't need a reason to not want to

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I check listing directories daily for new-to-me people to follow on social media. Two things I've noticed recently:

Even though on some sites (like Ivy Societe & Scarlet Blue) there are specific sections for duos, I've still seen duos listed in solo sections instead.

Some

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Just read that it's Depression Awareness Month.

Pretty sure most people are aware of it. I certainly am.

But sometimes people have specific ideas of what it should look like. So I understand that it may come across that I *don't* have it, just because I never self-harm or harm

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Air Tantra is coming soon 💜

To celebrate our launch we're offering 3 MONTHS of free advertising for all members.

#eroticmassage
#sydney
#Melbourne
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Alchemised can never be disentangled from the legacy of JK Rowling’s campaign of hate against trans people, but even if it could it is so poorly executed that it ends up propping up the very oppressive systems it claims to be critiquing.

Basically, it’s an ICE agent/immigrant woman of color Romance
Review by fangirljeanne - Alchemised
Disclaimer: Alchemised is a Harry Potter fan-fiction. It has been marketed as such. Like anyt...
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Ultimately my dream would be to meet & humanize myself to as many industry people as possible. Like a provider-client speed-dating event. (If I could avoid interacting with other clients.)

Make an event like this happen (during a morning or early afternoon), #SWers of #Naarm/#Melbourne...
Farfetched social date ideas I'd consider paying for (but they'd likely never happen):

Being your +1 at a daytime...

-coffee catch-up with your industry mates.

-munch you regularly attend.

-witness a photo shoot.

-witness solo content creation.

-play party.

-helping with admin tasks.
That could be misinterpreted as a saviour complex or whatever. But it absolutely is *not*. I ain't saving myself, let alone anyone else.

And it's not some power play to wield finances over people. I don't look down upon anyone. I see people as equals. Higher than me in terms of

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But I digress.

I remember reading how some people choose to appear busier or more available than they are as a marketing tool. But that wouldn't work on me (if I was the target audience). I see people mentioning having "very few timeslots available, so book in now"... I think,

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The thing about not using social media to sell something means whatever I post is just on my mind. I don't come up with lies, or try to give an impression that isn't real.

Then the whole autistic trait of taking things at face value. That's why I think people selling their

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Have learned that if you want me to do something, you have to tell me to do so. Then I will do it. Simple. I apparently won't obey my own orders, but I will obey other people's. Is that just the sub in me, or some other kind of psychology at play? (Also, you can apparently tell me

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Ch*ms*x? No, definitely not. I'd be personally offended if someone couldn't deal with my presence when they're stone cold sober.

(Psychology: Being sober my entire life, while living with an active alcoholic [*never* in recovery] my entire life.)
Ego has been boosted, so I'm back to my obnoxious self. (Overnight was bloody awful.)

Wishing y'all the best. Look after yourselves & others. Remind people they're appreciated so they don't forget. Spread the goodwill.
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me when i overshare and immediately regret it afterwards
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TMI

I thought my mouth would be too dry for a BBBJ, but apparently it's not? 🤷‍♀️ Learn something every day...
How have I managed to make more eye-contact with someone I've met thrice compared to someone I've met countless more times? Because he told me to? Is that what I need to do things?
I'm also nosey AF 👍 Not enough to ask questions or get involved. But when I come across stuff, I devour it 😉