Tez (reading P. J. Tracy's THE DEEPEST CUT)
@tezmilleroz.bsky.social
Cis. She. MDD, ASD, ADD, AIH. Melbourne/Naarm/Narrm. Fiction reader, BlackMilk Galaxy collector, SW client. TezMillerOz on various platforms: WordPress, X, Facebook, Instagram, Threads, etc. Book notes on Goodreads, and sometimes Amazon UK.
According to DMs, I only started going twice-weekly with my regular in late October. Until then, it was about every 5-7 days or something - I usually looked for the least-rainy day in the weekly forecast.
Nowadays (mid-December), I look for the least-hot days.
Nowadays (mid-December), I look for the least-hot days.
December 11, 2025 at 5:00 PM
According to DMs, I only started going twice-weekly with my regular in late October. Until then, it was about every 5-7 days or something - I usually looked for the least-rainy day in the weekly forecast.
Nowadays (mid-December), I look for the least-hot days.
Nowadays (mid-December), I look for the least-hot days.
Mind you, they may not think now in December after seeing me so often that I'm still "genuine and a sweet person". 😉 But I have it in writing that they once thought it (or at least wrote it, true or otherwise) - and that's a gift all in itself. 🙂
December 11, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Mind you, they may not think now in December after seeing me so often that I'm still "genuine and a sweet person". 😉 But I have it in writing that they once thought it (or at least wrote it, true or otherwise) - and that's a gift all in itself. 🙂
Going through my Insta DMs for things to screenshot & save. (In case I lose access like I have with Bsky & Twitter DMs.)
This lovely DM from June. They must've seen me worrying if I was booking too much & if they needed a break. (Judging by context.) The reassurance is right here.
This lovely DM from June. They must've seen me worrying if I was booking too much & if they needed a break. (Judging by context.) The reassurance is right here.
December 11, 2025 at 3:19 PM
Going through my Insta DMs for things to screenshot & save. (In case I lose access like I have with Bsky & Twitter DMs.)
This lovely DM from June. They must've seen me worrying if I was booking too much & if they needed a break. (Judging by context.) The reassurance is right here.
This lovely DM from June. They must've seen me worrying if I was booking too much & if they needed a break. (Judging by context.) The reassurance is right here.
"Journalling, Personal Vlog, Recording yourself a voice note, Taking a photo, Writing yourself a letter, Keeping a diary written or digital."
Thanks for the suggestions.
I have photographed my bruises sometimes (as F*tL*fe can attest).
Thanks for the suggestions.
I have photographed my bruises sometimes (as F*tL*fe can attest).
December 11, 2025 at 3:01 PM
"Journalling, Personal Vlog, Recording yourself a voice note, Taking a photo, Writing yourself a letter, Keeping a diary written or digital."
Thanks for the suggestions.
I have photographed my bruises sometimes (as F*tL*fe can attest).
Thanks for the suggestions.
I have photographed my bruises sometimes (as F*tL*fe can attest).
I was tied to the bed in restraints when a delivery arrived, so they had to leave the room to receive it. (Put that in a sitcom!) Not really a problem as the cuffs had only just been wrapped on my limbs. I just closed my eyes & waited. Didn't take long. That was technically yesterday - Thursday.
December 11, 2025 at 2:48 PM
I was tied to the bed in restraints when a delivery arrived, so they had to leave the room to receive it. (Put that in a sitcom!) Not really a problem as the cuffs had only just been wrapped on my limbs. I just closed my eyes & waited. Didn't take long. That was technically yesterday - Thursday.
Which reminds me - before Instagram cuts off DM access without age assurance, I better download some photos, or take screenshots of stuff. I suggest you do the same.
December 11, 2025 at 2:30 PM
Which reminds me - before Instagram cuts off DM access without age assurance, I better download some photos, or take screenshots of stuff. I suggest you do the same.
I did ask them to photograph my rope-tied leg once. I looked like a roast turkey, which amused me greatly - my body is hilarious. 😉 When I realised that, I thought about posting it online with "Season's Greetings". But maybe that would only be funny to me.
I didn't post it, though. Kept it for me.
I didn't post it, though. Kept it for me.
December 11, 2025 at 2:29 PM
I did ask them to photograph my rope-tied leg once. I looked like a roast turkey, which amused me greatly - my body is hilarious. 😉 When I realised that, I thought about posting it online with "Season's Greetings". But maybe that would only be funny to me.
I didn't post it, though. Kept it for me.
I didn't post it, though. Kept it for me.
Would it be weird if I asked them to take a photo (phone snap is fine) of our fingers intertwined? I can claim it would be arty because of the juxtaposition. I wouldn't share it online anywhere; just keep it for myself. I think that would be a nice memento - physical evidence. Would that be creepy?
December 11, 2025 at 2:24 PM
Would it be weird if I asked them to take a photo (phone snap is fine) of our fingers intertwined? I can claim it would be arty because of the juxtaposition. I wouldn't share it online anywhere; just keep it for myself. I think that would be a nice memento - physical evidence. Would that be creepy?
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December 11, 2025 at 1:37 PM
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I think every year that my mental health is worsening - and objectively it absolutely was this year, with prednisolone nullifying my antidepressant. I always say I'll be OK once the crying's under control. But it's so hard to manage, and it starts so easily. Then my self-esteem plummets.
December 11, 2025 at 1:12 PM
I think every year that my mental health is worsening - and objectively it absolutely was this year, with prednisolone nullifying my antidepressant. I always say I'll be OK once the crying's under control. But it's so hard to manage, and it starts so easily. Then my self-esteem plummets.
This crying is such a betrayal. My antidepressant was working again, now that I'm off prednisolone. I think my November was pretty good? But I've had 2 depression flare-ups in 4 days now, with crying for hours. (Just started up again after a short break.)
December 11, 2025 at 1:09 PM
This crying is such a betrayal. My antidepressant was working again, now that I'm off prednisolone. I think my November was pretty good? But I've had 2 depression flare-ups in 4 days now, with crying for hours. (Just started up again after a short break.)
Thanks for the questions, by the way. Was having a depression flare-up, and focusing on answering stopped my crying (for the time being.) Much appreciated!
December 11, 2025 at 11:33 AM
Thanks for the questions, by the way. Was having a depression flare-up, and focusing on answering stopped my crying (for the time being.) Much appreciated!
I remember 2 distinct times with a swing in my step on the way home, rather than walking normally. Not that there weren't other times, but I remember these times specifically. (Have those locations in my head.) Can't recall what exactly happened in one of those bookings, but I
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December 11, 2025 at 11:30 AM
I remember 2 distinct times with a swing in my step on the way home, rather than walking normally. Not that there weren't other times, but I remember these times specifically. (Have those locations in my head.) Can't recall what exactly happened in one of those bookings, but I
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Memory works in weird ways. Think the 1st or 2nd booking with my favourites was on the morning of the Vixen fundraising carwash, because I thought about checking that out but didn't actually go.
December 11, 2025 at 11:26 AM
Memory works in weird ways. Think the 1st or 2nd booking with my favourites was on the morning of the Vixen fundraising carwash, because I thought about checking that out but didn't actually go.
"Of all your experiences as an SW client, what has been the most memorable and enjoyable and why?"
This is the problem with my brain - the most memorable stuff has been the less-good stuff. Probably why I like my bruises to serve as a visual reminder that good things have happened
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December 11, 2025 at 11:22 AM
"Of all your experiences as an SW client, what has been the most memorable and enjoyable and why?"
This is the problem with my brain - the most memorable stuff has been the less-good stuff. Probably why I like my bruises to serve as a visual reminder that good things have happened
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This is the problem with my brain - the most memorable stuff has been the less-good stuff. Probably why I like my bruises to serve as a visual reminder that good things have happened
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"Go stay with a friend or take your own vacation?"
My cat has anxiety, and I can't just pack her up & take her with me somewhere. I'll be looking for excuses to leave my house if it's not too hot.
My cat has anxiety, and I can't just pack her up & take her with me somewhere. I'll be looking for excuses to leave my house if it's not too hot.
December 11, 2025 at 11:14 AM
"Go stay with a friend or take your own vacation?"
My cat has anxiety, and I can't just pack her up & take her with me somewhere. I'll be looking for excuses to leave my house if it's not too hot.
My cat has anxiety, and I can't just pack her up & take her with me somewhere. I'll be looking for excuses to leave my house if it's not too hot.
"As a client, is your preference SWers who are younger than you? Or is age not a factor?"
I've seen people of various ages - 20s, 30s, & 40s of those whose profiles list their age. Not sure if I have a preference.
I've seen people of various ages - 20s, 30s, & 40s of those whose profiles list their age. Not sure if I have a preference.
December 11, 2025 at 11:11 AM
"As a client, is your preference SWers who are younger than you? Or is age not a factor?"
I've seen people of various ages - 20s, 30s, & 40s of those whose profiles list their age. Not sure if I have a preference.
I've seen people of various ages - 20s, 30s, & 40s of those whose profiles list their age. Not sure if I have a preference.
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December 11, 2025 at 10:00 AM
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Tofu update: extremely baby girl over here
December 11, 2025 at 5:43 AM
Tofu update: extremely baby girl over here
Got up from my favourite seat on the train & offered it to an older person. I am angelic.
One day I'll look old enough for younger people to offer their seats to me. But apparently age 39 isn't old enough.
One day I'll look old enough for younger people to offer their seats to me. But apparently age 39 isn't old enough.
December 11, 2025 at 9:29 AM
Got up from my favourite seat on the train & offered it to an older person. I am angelic.
One day I'll look old enough for younger people to offer their seats to me. But apparently age 39 isn't old enough.
One day I'll look old enough for younger people to offer their seats to me. But apparently age 39 isn't old enough.
Beware of providers/creators/clients using AI.
Don't want to come across as AI? Infuse your content & writings with personality. Your distinct "voice" or particular phrases. Be inimitable.
Don't want to come across as AI? Infuse your content & writings with personality. Your distinct "voice" or particular phrases. Be inimitable.
December 11, 2025 at 9:24 AM
Beware of providers/creators/clients using AI.
Don't want to come across as AI? Infuse your content & writings with personality. Your distinct "voice" or particular phrases. Be inimitable.
Don't want to come across as AI? Infuse your content & writings with personality. Your distinct "voice" or particular phrases. Be inimitable.
Reposted by Tez (reading P. J. Tracy's THE DEEPEST CUT)
Thought that was a Flight of the Conchords song in the new Apple ad. Enjoy "Friends" by Flight of the Conchords + Jim Gaffigan + Rhys Darby: www.youtube.com/watch?v=jeEp...
[HD] Friends - Flight of the Conchords
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December 9, 2025 at 10:37 AM
Thought that was a Flight of the Conchords song in the new Apple ad. Enjoy "Friends" by Flight of the Conchords + Jim Gaffigan + Rhys Darby: www.youtube.com/watch?v=jeEp...
In answer to the NGL question: Out of respect for the privacy of my MFM providers, I'm not sharing their names, unless they tell me otherwise. (I wouldn't want to ruin their reputations by publicly associating them with me. 😉)
December 11, 2025 at 4:08 AM
In answer to the NGL question: Out of respect for the privacy of my MFM providers, I'm not sharing their names, unless they tell me otherwise. (I wouldn't want to ruin their reputations by publicly associating them with me. 😉)
For the MFM, I've been asked if there's anything particular I had in mind for us to do. I don't know. Do I want someone to watch, or 4 hands at once? The problem when I do a HJ is that if they're touching me at the same time, I don't appreciate it properly because I'm so focused on the task at hand.
December 11, 2025 at 2:32 AM
For the MFM, I've been asked if there's anything particular I had in mind for us to do. I don't know. Do I want someone to watch, or 4 hands at once? The problem when I do a HJ is that if they're touching me at the same time, I don't appreciate it properly because I'm so focused on the task at hand.