Tez (reading P. J. Tracy's THE DEEPEST CUT)
@tezmilleroz.bsky.social
Cis. She. MDD, ASD, ADD, AIH. Melbourne/Naarm/Narrm. Fiction reader, BlackMilk Galaxy collector, SW client. TezMillerOz on various platforms: WordPress, X, Facebook, Instagram, Threads, etc. Book notes on Goodreads, and sometimes Amazon UK.
"How did you lose access to DMs?"
Bsky & Twitter won't let me access my DMs unless I provide proof of my age. It's an Australia thing.
Bsky & Twitter won't let me access my DMs unless I provide proof of my age. It's an Australia thing.
December 12, 2025 at 11:50 AM
"How did you lose access to DMs?"
Bsky & Twitter won't let me access my DMs unless I provide proof of my age. It's an Australia thing.
Bsky & Twitter won't let me access my DMs unless I provide proof of my age. It's an Australia thing.
To borrow a phrase from the disability community, "no about us without us."
Getting pretty tired of people talking *about* clients, and not actually *with* us.
(Mind you, I'm deluded enough to think my POV is interesting because it breaks stereotypes. But your mileage may vary.)
Getting pretty tired of people talking *about* clients, and not actually *with* us.
(Mind you, I'm deluded enough to think my POV is interesting because it breaks stereotypes. But your mileage may vary.)
December 9, 2025 at 1:19 PM
To borrow a phrase from the disability community, "no about us without us."
Getting pretty tired of people talking *about* clients, and not actually *with* us.
(Mind you, I'm deluded enough to think my POV is interesting because it breaks stereotypes. But your mileage may vary.)
Getting pretty tired of people talking *about* clients, and not actually *with* us.
(Mind you, I'm deluded enough to think my POV is interesting because it breaks stereotypes. But your mileage may vary.)
Podcasters & interviewers, please consider actually talking to clients themselves. The stereotype of clients may be secretive & discreet, but there are actually those of us out here willing to discuss what things are like from our point of view (while protecting providers' privacy, of course).
December 9, 2025 at 1:16 PM
Podcasters & interviewers, please consider actually talking to clients themselves. The stereotype of clients may be secretive & discreet, but there are actually those of us out here willing to discuss what things are like from our point of view (while protecting providers' privacy, of course).
Felt around in my bag to get something...and instead my hands emerged covered in tiramisu. Because the cafe used a cardboard tray & paper bag, when they really should've just used a plastic container.
Me being a class act (not), I licked & sucked my fingers clean. In full view of
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Me being a class act (not), I licked & sucked my fingers clean. In full view of
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December 7, 2025 at 9:46 AM
Felt around in my bag to get something...and instead my hands emerged covered in tiramisu. Because the cafe used a cardboard tray & paper bag, when they really should've just used a plastic container.
Me being a class act (not), I licked & sucked my fingers clean. In full view of
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Me being a class act (not), I licked & sucked my fingers clean. In full view of
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"I've noticed I had higher engagement with posting NSFW but more buyers posting SFW.
"NSFW on Twitter attracts the people using the site for free corn, SFW leaves more to charge for and serious clients!"
--xxxitsnatasha on X
x.com/xxxitsnatash...
This suits my theory well.
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"NSFW on Twitter attracts the people using the site for free corn, SFW leaves more to charge for and serious clients!"
--xxxitsnatasha on X
x.com/xxxitsnatash...
This suits my theory well.
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December 7, 2025 at 8:19 AM
"I've noticed I had higher engagement with posting NSFW but more buyers posting SFW.
"NSFW on Twitter attracts the people using the site for free corn, SFW leaves more to charge for and serious clients!"
--xxxitsnatasha on X
x.com/xxxitsnatash...
This suits my theory well.
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"NSFW on Twitter attracts the people using the site for free corn, SFW leaves more to charge for and serious clients!"
--xxxitsnatasha on X
x.com/xxxitsnatash...
This suits my theory well.
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Bisexual Velvet Couch Green is so much better than "Cloud Dancer", or whatever that colour was.
I should acquire something in Bisexual Velvet Green - would suit me perfectly!
I should acquire something in Bisexual Velvet Green - would suit me perfectly!
December 6, 2025 at 7:49 AM
Bisexual Velvet Couch Green is so much better than "Cloud Dancer", or whatever that colour was.
I should acquire something in Bisexual Velvet Green - would suit me perfectly!
I should acquire something in Bisexual Velvet Green - would suit me perfectly!
emergency.vic.gov.au/respond/
During fire season (such as today), I keep a browser tab open on my laptop with this link. Type in your address, so the map hones in. Then zoom out to find your nearest emergency - and pray it's not spreading your way.
I hate fire season so much.
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During fire season (such as today), I keep a browser tab open on my laptop with this link. Type in your address, so the map hones in. Then zoom out to find your nearest emergency - and pray it's not spreading your way.
I hate fire season so much.
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December 4, 2025 at 11:19 AM
emergency.vic.gov.au/respond/
During fire season (such as today), I keep a browser tab open on my laptop with this link. Type in your address, so the map hones in. Then zoom out to find your nearest emergency - and pray it's not spreading your way.
I hate fire season so much.
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During fire season (such as today), I keep a browser tab open on my laptop with this link. Type in your address, so the map hones in. Then zoom out to find your nearest emergency - and pray it's not spreading your way.
I hate fire season so much.
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And this question may become more relevant, as I see some folk mentioning raising their rates in the new year.
Gut instinct may say that the bigger payday is preferable, even if it's less frequent.
But I wonder if the smaller payday more frequently may actually be preferable
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Gut instinct may say that the bigger payday is preferable, even if it's less frequent.
But I wonder if the smaller payday more frequently may actually be preferable
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December 3, 2025 at 11:55 AM
And this question may become more relevant, as I see some folk mentioning raising their rates in the new year.
Gut instinct may say that the bigger payday is preferable, even if it's less frequent.
But I wonder if the smaller payday more frequently may actually be preferable
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Gut instinct may say that the bigger payday is preferable, even if it's less frequent.
But I wonder if the smaller payday more frequently may actually be preferable
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The podcast ep with "Australia's highest paid esc*rt" crossed my feed again, so I have more musing:
Thinking about her tactic/business model of only targeting wealthy clients, here's a new question I have:
What is preferable: a bigger payday less frequently, or a smaller payday more frequently?
Thinking about her tactic/business model of only targeting wealthy clients, here's a new question I have:
What is preferable: a bigger payday less frequently, or a smaller payday more frequently?
December 3, 2025 at 11:50 AM
The podcast ep with "Australia's highest paid esc*rt" crossed my feed again, so I have more musing:
Thinking about her tactic/business model of only targeting wealthy clients, here's a new question I have:
What is preferable: a bigger payday less frequently, or a smaller payday more frequently?
Thinking about her tactic/business model of only targeting wealthy clients, here's a new question I have:
What is preferable: a bigger payday less frequently, or a smaller payday more frequently?
Reading how people's autoimmune issues sent them to the hospital.
Grateful that mine was diagnosed before it got that bad. (Though had I not been able to score a biopsy so quickly, Gastroenterologist said he would've had to admit me.)
Moral of the story: While it's kind of
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Grateful that mine was diagnosed before it got that bad. (Though had I not been able to score a biopsy so quickly, Gastroenterologist said he would've had to admit me.)
Moral of the story: While it's kind of
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December 3, 2025 at 11:41 AM
Reading how people's autoimmune issues sent them to the hospital.
Grateful that mine was diagnosed before it got that bad. (Though had I not been able to score a biopsy so quickly, Gastroenterologist said he would've had to admit me.)
Moral of the story: While it's kind of
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Grateful that mine was diagnosed before it got that bad. (Though had I not been able to score a biopsy so quickly, Gastroenterologist said he would've had to admit me.)
Moral of the story: While it's kind of
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My Most Used Words on Bsky: anisota.net/harvest/tezm...
"Lunch" obviously #1, because @merlinslaugh.bsky.social gets a lunch alert.
Sad to see "crying" and "depression" on the list, but such is life.
"Lunch" obviously #1, because @merlinslaugh.bsky.social gets a lunch alert.
Sad to see "crying" and "depression" on the list, but such is life.
December 3, 2025 at 10:38 AM
My Most Used Words on Bsky: anisota.net/harvest/tezm...
"Lunch" obviously #1, because @merlinslaugh.bsky.social gets a lunch alert.
Sad to see "crying" and "depression" on the list, but such is life.
"Lunch" obviously #1, because @merlinslaugh.bsky.social gets a lunch alert.
Sad to see "crying" and "depression" on the list, but such is life.
"Would you sell your dirty panties? I'd be interested if you would."
Why the hell would anyone ask this of me? I think I've made it clear I don't sell things. I've been asked before if I have an O.F.
I don't know what's sparking these questions. Because I'm an SW client? A woman
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Why the hell would anyone ask this of me? I think I've made it clear I don't sell things. I've been asked before if I have an O.F.
I don't know what's sparking these questions. Because I'm an SW client? A woman
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December 1, 2025 at 2:57 PM
"Would you sell your dirty panties? I'd be interested if you would."
Why the hell would anyone ask this of me? I think I've made it clear I don't sell things. I've been asked before if I have an O.F.
I don't know what's sparking these questions. Because I'm an SW client? A woman
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Why the hell would anyone ask this of me? I think I've made it clear I don't sell things. I've been asked before if I have an O.F.
I don't know what's sparking these questions. Because I'm an SW client? A woman
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Disability Day is on December 3rd. This Wednesday.
Celebrate by not posting or sharing anything with strobing/flashing graphics. And make sure captions/subtitles are turned on for all videos.
Celebrate by not posting or sharing anything with strobing/flashing graphics. And make sure captions/subtitles are turned on for all videos.
December 1, 2025 at 2:43 PM
Disability Day is on December 3rd. This Wednesday.
Celebrate by not posting or sharing anything with strobing/flashing graphics. And make sure captions/subtitles are turned on for all videos.
Celebrate by not posting or sharing anything with strobing/flashing graphics. And make sure captions/subtitles are turned on for all videos.
Key quotes from this post by @pawsandpetra.bsky.social : sinandsunflowers.substack.com/p/existence:
"You have moments where you do feel sorry for yourself, when all you need is a hug to bring you back to your body - and it can't be found."
"You might be interested to hear that
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"You have moments where you do feel sorry for yourself, when all you need is a hug to bring you back to your body - and it can't be found."
"You might be interested to hear that
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November 28, 2025 at 1:03 PM
Key quotes from this post by @pawsandpetra.bsky.social : sinandsunflowers.substack.com/p/existence:
"You have moments where you do feel sorry for yourself, when all you need is a hug to bring you back to your body - and it can't be found."
"You might be interested to hear that
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"You have moments where you do feel sorry for yourself, when all you need is a hug to bring you back to your body - and it can't be found."
"You might be interested to hear that
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"Australia's highest paid esc*rt."
Not gonna lie, I'm kind of disappointed that a podcast I follow here on Instagram has announced their next guest via Patreon this way.
Maybe because I've already reseached the person, and her method is to aim for a high-paying clientele - thus
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Not gonna lie, I'm kind of disappointed that a podcast I follow here on Instagram has announced their next guest via Patreon this way.
Maybe because I've already reseached the person, and her method is to aim for a high-paying clientele - thus
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November 28, 2025 at 9:39 AM
"Australia's highest paid esc*rt."
Not gonna lie, I'm kind of disappointed that a podcast I follow here on Instagram has announced their next guest via Patreon this way.
Maybe because I've already reseached the person, and her method is to aim for a high-paying clientele - thus
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Not gonna lie, I'm kind of disappointed that a podcast I follow here on Instagram has announced their next guest via Patreon this way.
Maybe because I've already reseached the person, and her method is to aim for a high-paying clientele - thus
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"I never know where to put my tongue."
Accidentally sus-sounding thing I said at the dentist.
(Got away with just a clean this year. Well done, teeth!)
Accidentally sus-sounding thing I said at the dentist.
(Got away with just a clean this year. Well done, teeth!)
November 27, 2025 at 10:49 AM
"I never know where to put my tongue."
Accidentally sus-sounding thing I said at the dentist.
(Got away with just a clean this year. Well done, teeth!)
Accidentally sus-sounding thing I said at the dentist.
(Got away with just a clean this year. Well done, teeth!)
Saw a meme about how next year is going to be their "insane year."
Mate, that was this year for me, with my antidepressant not working efficiently for most of it.
I'd like 2026 to very much be a sane year for me. A safe, sane, and consensual year.
Mate, that was this year for me, with my antidepressant not working efficiently for most of it.
I'd like 2026 to very much be a sane year for me. A safe, sane, and consensual year.
November 24, 2025 at 12:12 PM
Saw a meme about how next year is going to be their "insane year."
Mate, that was this year for me, with my antidepressant not working efficiently for most of it.
I'd like 2026 to very much be a sane year for me. A safe, sane, and consensual year.
Mate, that was this year for me, with my antidepressant not working efficiently for most of it.
I'd like 2026 to very much be a sane year for me. A safe, sane, and consensual year.
"What's your favourite song?"
Normally I don't answer questions from "Team NGL."
But lately I've had two songs in my head:
"Fly Me Away" by Goldfrapp
"Strange" by Tori Amos
Look them up on your favourite music streaming service.
Normally I don't answer questions from "Team NGL."
But lately I've had two songs in my head:
"Fly Me Away" by Goldfrapp
"Strange" by Tori Amos
Look them up on your favourite music streaming service.
November 24, 2025 at 12:04 PM
"What's your favourite song?"
Normally I don't answer questions from "Team NGL."
But lately I've had two songs in my head:
"Fly Me Away" by Goldfrapp
"Strange" by Tori Amos
Look them up on your favourite music streaming service.
Normally I don't answer questions from "Team NGL."
But lately I've had two songs in my head:
"Fly Me Away" by Goldfrapp
"Strange" by Tori Amos
Look them up on your favourite music streaming service.
"people with ADHD are [...] about 50% more likely to develop a drug or alcohol use disorder compared with people without ADHD."
Article goes on to mention that generally speaking boys go for MJ & girls go for booze.
I already knew as a teen I'd be high-risk due to mental illness
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Article goes on to mention that generally speaking boys go for MJ & girls go for booze.
I already knew as a teen I'd be high-risk due to mental illness
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!["people with ADHD are [...] about 50% more likely to develop a drug or alcohol use disorder compared with people without ADHD."
Article goes on to mention that generally speaking boys go for MJ & girls go for booze.
I already knew as a teen I'd be high-risk due to mental illness & an alcoholic parent. (Wasn't diagnosed with ADD until 31.)
This confirms that I did well to stay away from drink. Can't get addicted to what you've never had, theoretically.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:xf6qljili3m7n4ykcc6qknnq/bafkreib6vc4ooz6pgnxmt7qtuv5hiueau7zefajswp3qik7ki5we3bgpzy@jpeg)
November 23, 2025 at 12:13 AM
"people with ADHD are [...] about 50% more likely to develop a drug or alcohol use disorder compared with people without ADHD."
Article goes on to mention that generally speaking boys go for MJ & girls go for booze.
I already knew as a teen I'd be high-risk due to mental illness
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Article goes on to mention that generally speaking boys go for MJ & girls go for booze.
I already knew as a teen I'd be high-risk due to mental illness
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Even if I was a person who'd go out at night to events...
Dress codes like "no effort = no entry" would mean I wouldn't be able to attend.
Dress codes like "no effort = no entry" would mean I wouldn't be able to attend.
November 23, 2025 at 12:03 AM
Even if I was a person who'd go out at night to events...
Dress codes like "no effort = no entry" would mean I wouldn't be able to attend.
Dress codes like "no effort = no entry" would mean I wouldn't be able to attend.
Noticed someone new (to me) listed on Realb*bes. Clicked her Twitter link...and saw a lot of ReTweeted anti-immigration posts made by people in the UK. And I didn't even have to scroll down to see them hidden in the depths of her account - they were literally the first Tweets I saw
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November 22, 2025 at 11:46 PM
Noticed someone new (to me) listed on Realb*bes. Clicked her Twitter link...and saw a lot of ReTweeted anti-immigration posts made by people in the UK. And I didn't even have to scroll down to see them hidden in the depths of her account - they were literally the first Tweets I saw
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I suppose if I were to go proper sub, the Dom would have to be very explicit about every single detail beforehand if they disallow in-scene negotiation.
Because generally being asked "what are your boundaries" would lead me to answering "I don't know." I don't do well coming up
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Because generally being asked "what are your boundaries" would lead me to answering "I don't know." I don't do well coming up
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November 21, 2025 at 10:01 AM
I suppose if I were to go proper sub, the Dom would have to be very explicit about every single detail beforehand if they disallow in-scene negotiation.
Because generally being asked "what are your boundaries" would lead me to answering "I don't know." I don't do well coming up
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Because generally being asked "what are your boundaries" would lead me to answering "I don't know." I don't do well coming up
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"No awkward chats."
So obvious that they've never met me, for I have the ability to make anything awkward... Do not doubt my power!
So obvious that they've never met me, for I have the ability to make anything awkward... Do not doubt my power!
November 20, 2025 at 12:41 PM
"No awkward chats."
So obvious that they've never met me, for I have the ability to make anything awkward... Do not doubt my power!
So obvious that they've never met me, for I have the ability to make anything awkward... Do not doubt my power!
What perfect album came out the year you turned 16?
November 18, 2025 at 10:05 AM
What perfect album came out the year you turned 16?
When I put on a button shirt this morning, I completely forgot about my history of buttons opening by themselves in public because I still haven't bough a minimiser bra. Didn't remember/notice/realise until in the shopping centre - on the way home, so I at least made it through one
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November 17, 2025 at 9:52 AM
When I put on a button shirt this morning, I completely forgot about my history of buttons opening by themselves in public because I still haven't bough a minimiser bra. Didn't remember/notice/realise until in the shopping centre - on the way home, so I at least made it through one
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