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@radicalself.org
About Me: Lefty. Leo. INFP.
What I do: Writer. Blogger. Narrative Designer. Photographer.
Hobbies: Coffee Drinker. Hockey Fan. Gamer. Distance Walker. Gym Rat.
Misc: CPTSD/Bipolar. DOS 4/15/25.
I died twice and lost 180lb. What's your story?
What I do: Writer. Blogger. Narrative Designer. Photographer.
Hobbies: Coffee Drinker. Hockey Fan. Gamer. Distance Walker. Gym Rat.
Misc: CPTSD/Bipolar. DOS 4/15/25.
I died twice and lost 180lb. What's your story?
Pinned
January #Promosky
Who I am
🙂 Seth (aka Admo)
🔑 GenX
♌ Leo
🐝 ISTJ
🧠 Bipolar
🩹 cPTSD
🐪 DOS 2025.Apr.15
What I do
✍🏼 Writer
📸 Photographer
What I like
☕ good coffee
🎧 good music
📔 good books
🗣️ good conversation
🎮 good games
⚽ good sports
❤️or🔁to moot up! Good to meet you all!
Who I am
🙂 Seth (aka Admo)
🔑 GenX
♌ Leo
🐝 ISTJ
🧠 Bipolar
🩹 cPTSD
🐪 DOS 2025.Apr.15
What I do
✍🏼 Writer
📸 Photographer
What I like
☕ good coffee
🎧 good music
📔 good books
🗣️ good conversation
🎮 good games
⚽ good sports
❤️or🔁to moot up! Good to meet you all!
I need a good cozy anime to watch
January 27, 2026 at 3:18 AM
I need a good cozy anime to watch
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brass solidarity band performing “stand by me” in the streets of whittier next to alex pretti’s memorial. the crowd started chanting “the people united will never be defeated” so they incorporated it into the song. i love minneapolis
January 27, 2026 at 12:22 AM
brass solidarity band performing “stand by me” in the streets of whittier next to alex pretti’s memorial. the crowd started chanting “the people united will never be defeated” so they incorporated it into the song. i love minneapolis
Better late than never. Anyway, just reflecting on how learning to relax has helped me hear my body a lot better, even if it means cold weather makes me hurt a lot more.
#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
PHP #026: Learning to Listen to Yourself
Or myself...either one. BTW if I sound forced, I feel forced. I feel weird today. Still hurting quite a bit, too. But it is what it is. *shakes fist at the sky* effin weather!! But I'm probably at a 7...
radicalself.org
January 27, 2026 at 1:22 AM
Better late than never. Anyway, just reflecting on how learning to relax has helped me hear my body a lot better, even if it means cold weather makes me hurt a lot more.
#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
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January 27, 2026 at 12:29 AM
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I appreciate that unlike Linktrees, they have summaries of each org or group for donating. It I think feels so immense to see so many and then deciding who to give to.
I might reduce the cognitive load with online dice to select a few.
I might reduce the cognitive load with online dice to select a few.
Stand With Minnesota Donation Directory
Stand With Minnesota is a hub for supporting, learning, and taking action to support Minnesotans impacted by ICE and federal enforcement.
www.standwithminnesota.com
January 26, 2026 at 6:47 PM
I appreciate that unlike Linktrees, they have summaries of each org or group for donating. It I think feels so immense to see so many and then deciding who to give to.
I might reduce the cognitive load with online dice to select a few.
I might reduce the cognitive load with online dice to select a few.
Sitting here eating lunch and thinking about how I really need a music genre change...
What do you folks listen to? (give examples if you can)
What do you folks listen to? (give examples if you can)
January 26, 2026 at 6:46 PM
Sitting here eating lunch and thinking about how I really need a music genre change...
What do you folks listen to? (give examples if you can)
What do you folks listen to? (give examples if you can)
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A Village doesn’t have to understand what we do, they just need to listen without judgement 😉
It Takes A Village returns with @coreybrotherson.bsky.social ! We chat Tales of Kenzerra: ZAU, African Myths, and exploring the world of video game writing before the internet 🤯 Premieres on YT on Thursday
It Takes A Village returns with @coreybrotherson.bsky.social ! We chat Tales of Kenzerra: ZAU, African Myths, and exploring the world of video game writing before the internet 🤯 Premieres on YT on Thursday
January 26, 2026 at 5:53 PM
A Village doesn’t have to understand what we do, they just need to listen without judgement 😉
It Takes A Village returns with @coreybrotherson.bsky.social ! We chat Tales of Kenzerra: ZAU, African Myths, and exploring the world of video game writing before the internet 🤯 Premieres on YT on Thursday
It Takes A Village returns with @coreybrotherson.bsky.social ! We chat Tales of Kenzerra: ZAU, African Myths, and exploring the world of video game writing before the internet 🤯 Premieres on YT on Thursday
Finally...some semblance of a schedule resumes with Zoom stuff through lunch.
Depending on what we talk about, I might write a post later about recognizing my body's changes with the weather, and being comfortable enough to feel it (and complain about it on here). That felt new to me.
Depending on what we talk about, I might write a post later about recognizing my body's changes with the weather, and being comfortable enough to feel it (and complain about it on here). That felt new to me.
January 26, 2026 at 2:25 PM
Finally...some semblance of a schedule resumes with Zoom stuff through lunch.
Depending on what we talk about, I might write a post later about recognizing my body's changes with the weather, and being comfortable enough to feel it (and complain about it on here). That felt new to me.
Depending on what we talk about, I might write a post later about recognizing my body's changes with the weather, and being comfortable enough to feel it (and complain about it on here). That felt new to me.
Also, did any of my #cptsd #bipolarsky friendos kinda get paralysis during the storm? Because my entire executive is dysfunctioning and has been that way for the last 2 days.
I'm achieving small goals i.e. mobile game things, but nothing worth writing home about. Just can't do anything.
I'm achieving small goals i.e. mobile game things, but nothing worth writing home about. Just can't do anything.
January 26, 2026 at 2:38 AM
Also, did any of my #cptsd #bipolarsky friendos kinda get paralysis during the storm? Because my entire executive is dysfunctioning and has been that way for the last 2 days.
I'm achieving small goals i.e. mobile game things, but nothing worth writing home about. Just can't do anything.
I'm achieving small goals i.e. mobile game things, but nothing worth writing home about. Just can't do anything.
I'm so glad I never really got into TikTok. I do miss Twitter before everything went to Helena, Handbasket, but bsky is serving its purpose after that happened.
January 26, 2026 at 2:34 AM
I'm so glad I never really got into TikTok. I do miss Twitter before everything went to Helena, Handbasket, but bsky is serving its purpose after that happened.
If Shoresy played football
January 26, 2026 at 12:48 AM
If Shoresy played football
placeholder post, mostly complaining (my body hurts, i'm tired, waaahhhh anxiety) but it's honest so there's that.
#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
radicalself.org/php-025-tire...
#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
radicalself.org/php-025-tire...
PHP #025: Tired + Anxiety…
Still stuck inside from the storm. Snow so thick you can't see the curb across the street. Plenty of ice hidden under all that, too. I took advantage of the time away from classes and ended up napping...
radicalself.org
January 26, 2026 at 12:26 AM
placeholder post, mostly complaining (my body hurts, i'm tired, waaahhhh anxiety) but it's honest so there's that.
#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
radicalself.org/php-025-tire...
#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
radicalself.org/php-025-tire...
Oh ok. I get it. It's freezing outside, and despite it being cozy in my house, I'm still in quite a bit of physical pain over the cold, and that is what's making me anxious. Because I don't see a reason to be hurting like I am, and that's alarming.
Cool. Now I need a different distraction.
Cool. Now I need a different distraction.
January 25, 2026 at 9:54 PM
Oh ok. I get it. It's freezing outside, and despite it being cozy in my house, I'm still in quite a bit of physical pain over the cold, and that is what's making me anxious. Because I don't see a reason to be hurting like I am, and that's alarming.
Cool. Now I need a different distraction.
Cool. Now I need a different distraction.
Laying down and instantly (and very audibly) reacting and moaning at how suddenly your back both hurts very bad and feels very good at the same time.
I wonder what I did to myself, my whole body hurts today...surely it's not just the weather...
And why am I so grumpy??? UGH...I'm taking a nap.
I wonder what I did to myself, my whole body hurts today...surely it's not just the weather...
And why am I so grumpy??? UGH...I'm taking a nap.
January 25, 2026 at 8:37 PM
Laying down and instantly (and very audibly) reacting and moaning at how suddenly your back both hurts very bad and feels very good at the same time.
I wonder what I did to myself, my whole body hurts today...surely it's not just the weather...
And why am I so grumpy??? UGH...I'm taking a nap.
I wonder what I did to myself, my whole body hurts today...surely it's not just the weather...
And why am I so grumpy??? UGH...I'm taking a nap.
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Fact check true 👇🏽
January 25, 2026 at 2:40 PM
Fact check true 👇🏽
Graphics are synthwave levels of awesone, mechs are simple yet your enemies are challenging (or not 😉) story isn't disconnected, and the replay value of the demo alone is quite high.
Whatcha waiting for??
#indiegames
#gamedev
#games
#demos
#gamedemos
Whatcha waiting for??
#indiegames
#gamedev
#games
#demos
#gamedemos
January 25, 2026 at 7:05 PM
Graphics are synthwave levels of awesone, mechs are simple yet your enemies are challenging (or not 😉) story isn't disconnected, and the replay value of the demo alone is quite high.
Whatcha waiting for??
#indiegames
#gamedev
#games
#demos
#gamedemos
Whatcha waiting for??
#indiegames
#gamedev
#games
#demos
#gamedemos
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January 25, 2026 at 6:48 PM
My anxiety today...why man...literally nothing is going on, I'm comfortable, I'm good on like everything...yet here we are with a really big anxiety attack...yuck...
January 25, 2026 at 6:43 PM
My anxiety today...why man...literally nothing is going on, I'm comfortable, I'm good on like everything...yet here we are with a really big anxiety attack...yuck...
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A reminder to the news media: “conflicting accounts” is what you say BEFORE the incontrovertible video evidence appears. After that, your job is to ask why one side is lying, not to repeat the lie and pretend no one knows the truth.
January 25, 2026 at 12:28 PM
A reminder to the news media: “conflicting accounts” is what you say BEFORE the incontrovertible video evidence appears. After that, your job is to ask why one side is lying, not to repeat the lie and pretend no one knows the truth.
And then if you're into hockey, then FLOHockey is for you -- there's almost always a game on, they have I think one a day during the season that's actually live from leagues like PWHL and AHL. Good way to keep up with the AA/AAA leagues!
www.youtube.com/flohockey
www.youtube.com/flohockey
January 25, 2026 at 11:16 AM
And then if you're into hockey, then FLOHockey is for you -- there's almost always a game on, they have I think one a day during the season that's actually live from leagues like PWHL and AHL. Good way to keep up with the AA/AAA leagues!
www.youtube.com/flohockey
www.youtube.com/flohockey
Good morning! (Going back to sleep, hopefully)
I think I've been learning a LOT in PHP -- so much so that when this ice storm hit, I just crashed! I've gotten around 16 hours of sleep and another 4 hrs of naptime. 😴💤
I hope everyone has a good day! 💛
#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
I think I've been learning a LOT in PHP -- so much so that when this ice storm hit, I just crashed! I've gotten around 16 hours of sleep and another 4 hrs of naptime. 😴💤
I hope everyone has a good day! 💛
#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
January 25, 2026 at 11:09 AM
Good morning! (Going back to sleep, hopefully)
I think I've been learning a LOT in PHP -- so much so that when this ice storm hit, I just crashed! I've gotten around 16 hours of sleep and another 4 hrs of naptime. 😴💤
I hope everyone has a good day! 💛
#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
I think I've been learning a LOT in PHP -- so much so that when this ice storm hit, I just crashed! I've gotten around 16 hours of sleep and another 4 hrs of naptime. 😴💤
I hope everyone has a good day! 💛
#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
Late night kinda going south. Cleansing my timeline/pallette with a silly (but true) meme that I made about Samantha Beart...
#marathongame
#baldursgate3
#torchwood
#swtor
#marathongame
#baldursgate3
#torchwood
#swtor
January 25, 2026 at 3:35 AM
Late night kinda going south. Cleansing my timeline/pallette with a silly (but true) meme that I made about Samantha Beart...
#marathongame
#baldursgate3
#torchwood
#swtor
#marathongame
#baldursgate3
#torchwood
#swtor
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Stay sober. The atrocities of this moment can not be healed with a drink. The answers are not at the bottom of a bottle. The sobriety you fought so hard to have is worth holding on to.
Call your sponsor if you have one. There are online meetings you can attend. Talk to someone.
Keep fighting!
Call your sponsor if you have one. There are online meetings you can attend. Talk to someone.
Keep fighting!
January 24, 2026 at 11:08 PM
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