NellQ
@nellq.bsky.social
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Final Fantasy XIV lifer and roleplayer, occasionally other things. (she/they/he any/all enby) (pfp by https://matchasakura.carrd.co/ ) My Boys (FFXIV OCs): Darien - https://dariencadell.carrd.co/ Daen - https://disdaenful.carrd.co/
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nellq.bsky.social
(I, uh... don't use AO3. I've read a handful of pals' stories there, but that's it. It's one of those things I often intend to do but never make time/have the energy to do. So this is also the first time ever that I'm actually posting a thing there. 😅)
nellq.bsky.social
I've deeply enjoyed seeing Verrot's various manifestations over the years, so contributing a little seemed like the least I could do. 😅 Happy nameday~ #NYCTOBER

archiveofourown.org/works/72440581
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holboldoart.bsky.social
🎂 It's my special cake and candles day you all have to be nice to me because it's been QUITE the year 🎂

So share some of my paintings??
In the pew-lined interior of a dim medieval church lit by rows of candles on tall staffs and pale sunlight coming through a window, a tall humanoid crow figure with flowing black robes and a glowing yellow eye stands beneath an ornately carved semicircular arch in Norman Romanesque style. On the wall surrounding the arch are many colourful murals depicting more humanoid crow figures with halos, carrying various items including swords, spears, harps, and chalices.
A painting set in a cosy shady woodland clearing on a sunny summer's day. In the centre of the frame, two figures sit on a fallen log mostly hidden by vegetation. The figure on the right has wavy blonde hair down past her shoulders, and wears a flowing white floor-length dress with long sleeves, with delicate lacework around the cuffs and neckline. She looks into the distance with a contemplative, sad expression. On her lap rests a small green book, covered by both of her hands. 
The figure on the left sits leaning with her head against shoulder of the other figure. She wears a similar dress but simpler, and in a dark slate grey. Her hair is dark and straight, and flows down her tilted face, and she looks off towards a nightingale bird perched on a nearby branch. She raises a hand towards the other figure as if to get her attention.

Both figures are surrounded by various flowers. On the left of the frame are many spires of foxglove flowers in vivid pink and white, interspersed among green stinging nettles.  On the right are the purple flowers of monkshood/wolfsbane. 

Wrapping around the figures is a clear stream flowing from a distant pond that descends in a series of steps. Around the stream are many small mossy rocks, and shoots of dark green dog's mercury.

Above and behind the figures and flowers are two trees; on the left is a weeping willow with dangling dark green leaves. On the right are the branches of an old ash tree. A snowy scene in which a humanoid figure in long black robes with the head of a rook stands in a churchyard holding a long spear. By its feet is a red fox. Both are flecked with fallen snow. Around them are many weathered snow-covered graves. In the background is a medieval church of warm coloured stone with large rectangular windows and a battlemented parapet topped with pinnacles. Behind the main body of the church is the tower with clock face and belfry. Behind the church are tall but bare trees dusted with snow. More snow falls in the air. A snowy scene in which a humanoid figure in long black robes with the head of a rook stands in a churchyard holding a long spear. By its feet is a red fox. Both are flecked with fallen snow. Around them are many weathered snow-covered graves. In the background is a medieval church of warm coloured stone with large rectangular windows and a battlemented parapet topped with pinnacles. Behind the main body of the church is the tower with clock face and belfry. Behind the church are tall but bare trees dusted with snow. More snow falls in the air.
nellq.bsky.social
There was never really any tension around loneliness, so it was more of a consistent cycle of excitement around the next chance to visit.

But then you get hit with a villain and it's hard to protect someone who's so far away, so you just put a stop to the whole thing. 😓
nellq.bsky.social
Yes, then no. It helps when things are... pretty casual? And Darien got into the relationship in the first place because he travelled a lot? So every time his travels took him back, there they were. Also, they made plans always looking forward to seeing each other. And sent a lot of small gifts.
thefirstpromise.bsky.social
#wolqotd
has your WoL/OC/NPC ever been in a long-distance relationship?
are they currently in one? how do they deal with it?
nellq.bsky.social
Happened 20 years ago, still not over it and bring it up regularly in counselling. Didn't help that I was very alone in a crowd that couldn't/wouldn't understand at the time. Glad you feel supported and hope the future holds even more love.
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mayhw.bsky.social
Amaterasu always my victim when testing new brushes
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galacticidiots.bsky.social
It’s simple, really. If attention is the beginning of devotion it is only because to love is to notice, and to be loved is to be remembered.
You haunt my every thought.
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galacticidiots.bsky.social
‘I don’t know if I should kiss you or kill you,’ you say after I push one button too many. But it’s not one or the other. A kiss from you will steal the air from my mouth, rob the breath from my lungs.
So take your time, make it a slow death. I want to enjoy it while it lasts.
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galacticidiots.bsky.social
One lifetime doesn’t seem like enough to love someone right. Maybe that’s why sometimes we meet people who feel like a home we’ve come back to after a long time away. Maybe souls carry love through death.
Maybe every love story is just a ghost story with a happy ending.
nellq.bsky.social
Darien looks a) like he's been tempered (doesn't act like it), b) significantly lightning aspected, and c) like he's eaten too many light(ning)wardens. Well, slightly less extreme because he's got a handle on it, but he definitely could use shaving off like 90% of his inner spark for his health.
gabesies.bsky.social
#WoLQOTD #WoLQuestion

What does your OC look like to someone with soul sight?
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galacticidiots.bsky.social
Sometimes I disagree just to watch you argue your point, stubborn and flushed and so alive with the need to prove me wrong.
You look good enough to kiss, so I do. And I may lose the argument, but I win you.
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guante.info
Got to have a great conversation with Shannon TL Kearns about his new book: “No One Taught Me How to Be a Man: What a Trans Man’s Experience Reveals about Masculinity."

We also talked about masculinity discourse, and then of course masculinity discourse discourse, and more:
In Conversation: Kyle Tran Myhre & Shannon TL Kearns
A conversation on masculinity and culture with Shannon TL Kearns and Kyle Tran Myhre
guante.info
nellq.bsky.social
Darien only snores if he's sick or has ended up sleeping in a strange position. None of his long term partners have been real snorers, but when it has come up, it's mostly been endearing in people he hasn't had to deal with very frequently.
moon-petals.bsky.social
#wolquestion / #wolqotd

Does your wol / oc snore? If not, have they experienced anyone who does?
nellq.bsky.social
It's one of the reasons he keeps most people at arm's length. He's been betrayed too many times, but the less responsibility he feels for someone, the more amusing it is to toy with them. If he keeps everyone away, constantly making shit up can stay fun and games forever.
nellq.bsky.social
A complicated one for Darien! It depends entirely on the distance between himself and the liar. The closer they are, the worse a crime it is. Perfect stranger? Lying to him and by him is pure entertainment. Extremely close? He swears by honesty and even a small lie is explosively destructive.
dailyocs.bsky.social
What's your OC's opinion on lying? Would they lie if necessary or are they brutally honest all the time?

#dailyocs
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alannamode.bsky.social
Give folks their flowers

No, I mean right now. Go tell someone you loved their work right now. They're on social media just say it, it has never been easier

"They know how much people love--" no they don't go say it right now to a composer or artist or game dev or writer or anyone AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
nellq.bsky.social
Nnnnooo...

Let's leave it at that this time.
artanis-rmor.com
#WoLQotD | #WoLQuestion

Does your WoL/OC? have kids?
nellq.bsky.social
Darien is a melee guy through and through. Any common weapons. When he has to do magic, red magic is preferred because of the melee element. While he'd probably default to throwing knives if forced at range, what he'd actually be most competent with and doesn't want to talk about... is a handgun.
roira.bsky.social
#wolqotd I am curiosity once again. In combat, does your WoL/OC prefer to be in melee or ranged range, and what do they use to fight? And in a situation where they are forced into the other (melee forced ranged // ranged forced melee), do they have a secondary weapon of choice?
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malizias.bsky.social
Its my BIRTHDAY!! Which means i get to shamelessy beg for love right? 🥺 any retweets and likes are welcomed but not required❣️ i do a lot of dnd and ttrpg art!!

#dndart #dnd #trrpg #dndoc #ocsky
nellq.bsky.social
if you see this, post a gif of your first ever anime
nellq.bsky.social
GenshinPosting: I find something hilarious about one of the two Fatui in Monstadt who have been gossiping about the most recent versions since 2020 saying "Oh... What happened now?" in a really tired voice. 😅
nellq.bsky.social
(Also taking this moment to note that while highlanders are a thing in FFXIV, my tag here actually refers to There Can Be Only One, Immortals Hunting Each Other. 😏)
nellq.bsky.social
WELP! September is over and I failed to finish my "highlander" story for #FFXIVFinishItFall In my defense, I got sick twice in a row and didn't get back to it until, uh... 3 days ago? But I finished Ch.2, so I'm calling that a win! And October's still fall, so I'll keep trying!
Black text on white reads: "He had, after all, agreed to said strange situation, hadn't he? The worst outcome? He dies. Finally. And all of his problems die with him, becoming everyone else's problems instead, including the problems of his mysterious benefactor. That last idea made him smile. 'Let that supernatural know-it-all fuck finally eat shit,' Darien thought to himself as his smile bent into a smirk."