@madsisnowhere.bsky.social
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madsisnowhere.bsky.social
It’s been 2 months… so I’m really struggling to understand why I don’t yet have 100 million followers constantly liking every funny or fucked up thing I say(!?).
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
hope you stopped. Probably not helpful but do you know cocaine exists? LSD is the shit sometimes I yawn and some of it slips back into my bloodstream. But honestly with hell unfolding everyday anyone that’s not freaking tf out with anxiety is probably one of the demons, feigned friendliness or not.
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
Oof yeah don’t do meth. Did that shit for a few months years ago and it’s not good shit. Thanks for the passing glance 🥰
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
It’s always funny wondering if this level of anxiety is because I did stuff or it’s just the normal constant.
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
Hopefully I wasn’t too annoying in peoples comment sections 🤞. It’s on my lists…
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
lol so it seems apparent from not a single one of those being funny that I wasn’t even trying yesterday.. that’s my bad. But as far as crash outs go👌
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
I wish to wander in fields of flowers laughing maniacally but sounds make me turn to realize it’s all black forest and I go silent*(lol..). It’s usually nothing I can notice tho and I become distracted as the flowers are always just a glance away.

I’m lucky I’m kinda crazy this time.
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
I’ve been watching a cowboy on one of my screens play Elden ring…?
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
You think I don’t know? Damn right.
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
I live in a one party state and way back comp docs used to dick me off while lying and than lie about it so I’ve been recording every appt with every doc and almost everyone else for the last decade. So it’s almost like deserve this discord/signal shit. Call me 🤣
patnspankme.bsky.social
looks dumb as people walking around holding their phone flat in front of their face talking on speaker
patnspankme.bsky.social
can people just get a microphone that looks like a microphone?
I’m tired of watching clips of people talking into their chef’s kiss hand earbud or whatever it looks really fkn dumb
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
Anybody ever watch Russian best cube? Their govt is a piece of shit but the people are good people and crazy, they’re fucking amazing.
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
Horrible shits funny. We’ll all get there.
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
Goddamn i’m fucked up. All the ways huh.
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shade5.bsky.social
One more time but with less feeling.
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madsisnowhere.bsky.social
Heyyy I made it to 5 o’clock. My drinking is now okay or whatever (7,’ 9((. All I have is medical or h. I don’t have any 20m stupid awake shit right now so detriments.
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
What is a peace treaty?
Something for countries to hide behind while committing or supporting decades long genocides and crimes against humanity? EVERYWHERE CONSTANTLY?!
Piece of papers worth fucking less than nothing. Every time.
Prove us wrong.
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
Sick and disheartening but who right now honestly straight faced pretend that they’ll even be surprised…Maybe? I must not be as clever as others but I’m not sure I’m willing to sell my soul for a little bit more time being tortured to death by demons. Do whatever feels right to you, though. Fucked.
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dumbbeezie.bsky.social
What a shitty thing to say, I love that
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
Anticipation of is the mindset. I can’t help but play on repeat worst case scenarios on everything all all tim,.. but then you just step over and it’s done. I do t trust myself (either?!).
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
👑, killing it. You got this every single person is rooting for you. No joke and I ain’t funny.
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
You can handle shit though. You’ve been there and done stuff.
madsisnowhere.bsky.social
I have Kevlar but nobody’s been willing to let me play with it.