mori (goal: $429.98/$1,000)
@kookysnell.bsky.social
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25, they/them - hEDS, very severe ME/CFS, MCAS, POTS, all manner of brain things. send me cats and birds. not in the same box, though. I practice COVID-safe values. if you don't believe in mutual aid, don't follow me. https://linktr.ee/moriende
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kookysnell.bsky.social
hi, I finally got a new picture for my ask!

these are a good number of the necessities that I use. they are made possible by people on Bsky!

I'm bedridden with very severe ME/CFS and reliant on direct support.

anything helps.

CA/Ven: kookysnell ko-fi.com/moriende
paypal.me/belzomalsh
a dark wooden table against a white(?) wall with various household and medical supplies neatly arranged on top. 

items include a box of disposable gloves, a black KN95 face mask resting on top, bottles of medication and supplements, two small cartons of very high calorie Boost nutritional drink, a COVID-19 antigen home test kit, a large white container of Soylent, and several other medicine bottles and ointments.
 
there are also packs of wipes, a zebra-patterned bear, a folded green mat, a reacher-grabber tool, a white plastic bag over a bedpan, and a tray containing numerous small packets. 

the floor beneath the table is dark wood, and the room lighting is warm and yellow-toned. (made by @chronicallyfab.bsky.social)

a graphic with a gradient blue-to-orange background titled "Mutual Aid Request." 

it describes Moriende (me) as severely disabled and bedridden with ME/CFS, receiving no physical or financial support. the text requests urgent donations for medication and essentials, encouraging people to contribute with the note “For Mori,” sign up for monthly donations via Ko-fi, and share the image. 

listed payment handles are:

CashApp: $kookysnell

Venmo: @kookysnell

PayPal: paypal.me/belzomalsh

ko-fi: ko-fi.com/moriende

a circular image of a simple, smiling cartoon cat face appears in the bottom right corner.
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pedsortho.bsky.social
These are all sourced from “A People’s History of the United States,” and I struggle to think of a more prescient page from a history book that I have read than this one:
useless scholarly exercise in morality. But the easy acceptance of atrocities as a deplorable but necessary price to pay for progress (Hiro-shima and Vietnam, to save Western civiliza-tion; Kronstadt and Hungary, to save social-ism; nuclear proliferation, to save us all-that is still with us. One reason these atrocities are still with us is that we have learned to bury them in a mass of other facts, as radioactive wastes are buried in containers in the earth.
We have learned to give them exactly the same proportion of attention that teachers and writers often give them in the most respectable of classrooms and textbooks. This learned sense of moral proportion, coming from the apparent objectivity of the scholar, is accepted more easily than when it comes from politicians at press conferences. It is therefore more deadly.
The treatment of heroes (Columbus) and their victims (the Arawaks)-the quiet acceptance of conquest and murder in the name of progress—is only one aspect of a certain approach to history, in which the past is told from the point of view of governments, conquerors, diplomats, leaders. It is as it they, like Columbus, deserve universal acceptance, as if they—the Founding Fathers, Jackson, Lin-
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chronicallyfab.bsky.social
Mori is struggling to get last month and this month's needs met. They have very severe ME which makes it hard to crowdfund. If you could boost them that'd help a lot. bsky.app/profile/kook...
kookysnell.bsky.social
hi, I finally got a new picture for my ask!

these are a good number of the necessities that I use. they are made possible by people on Bsky!

I'm bedridden with very severe ME/CFS and reliant on direct support.

anything helps.

CA/Ven: kookysnell ko-fi.com/moriende
paypal.me/belzomalsh
a dark wooden table against a white(?) wall with various household and medical supplies neatly arranged on top. 

items include a box of disposable gloves, a black KN95 face mask resting on top, bottles of medication and supplements, two small cartons of very high calorie Boost nutritional drink, a COVID-19 antigen home test kit, a large white container of Soylent, and several other medicine bottles and ointments.
 
there are also packs of wipes, a zebra-patterned bear, a folded green mat, a reacher-grabber tool, a white plastic bag over a bedpan, and a tray containing numerous small packets. 

the floor beneath the table is dark wood, and the room lighting is warm and yellow-toned. (made by @chronicallyfab.bsky.social)

a graphic with a gradient blue-to-orange background titled "Mutual Aid Request." 

it describes Moriende (me) as severely disabled and bedridden with ME/CFS, receiving no physical or financial support. the text requests urgent donations for medication and essentials, encouraging people to contribute with the note “For Mori,” sign up for monthly donations via Ko-fi, and share the image. 

listed payment handles are:

CashApp: $kookysnell

Venmo: @kookysnell

PayPal: paypal.me/belzomalsh

ko-fi: ko-fi.com/moriende

a circular image of a simple, smiling cartoon cat face appears in the bottom right corner.
kookysnell.bsky.social
it is a little odd for me even now. my sister and I both didn't really physically grow in what I feel is a traditional way? I feel like I was always assumed to be a number of years younger than I was back when people saw me in person.
kookysnell.bsky.social
because I didn't update my bio, I remained 24 for an extra 6 days. I apologize for any inconvenience this has caused my friends and followers.
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kookysnell.bsky.social
still trying to get help for myself.

major flare day.

CA/Ven: kookysnell ko-fi.com/moriende paypal.me/belzomalsh
kookysnell.bsky.social
my biggest trick is growing up and still wearing the same size clothing that I did when I was 14 years old
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brittbutatwhatcost.bsky.social
Niceties have ran dry

Accounting department has indicated that $2214.75 is to be paid today

I’ve already paid $240 of what I had and I have a full running balance of $0

URGENT HELP: bit.ly/40vIt7S

#MutualAid #HelpSky
#KeepFolksAlive
#BIPOCMA 💸💕
#MAV #FundSky #MutualAidRequest #FundSky
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farronox.bsky.social
We still need help, obvious, I know. $6610 remains on this essential goal. Without it we have no clean clothes, we might lose our car, etc. Like And Repost. Quote and Donate if you're able. Even $1 helps. ko-fi.com/farronox/goa... farronox.carrd.co #MutualAid #Helpsky 💸💕 #KoFi #Throne
farronox.bsky.social
Thank you for the outpouring of support yesterday. I got dog food, we got caught up on Insurance and payed out internet bill. But, we still have so far to go. We need to raise this $7000 so we can catch up and do things like: (Cont)
ko-fi.com/farronox/goa... #MutualAid #Helpsky 💸💕 #KoFi #Throne
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kookysnell.bsky.social
still trying to get help for myself.

major flare day.

CA/Ven: kookysnell ko-fi.com/moriende paypal.me/belzomalsh
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kookysnell.bsky.social
it's actually wild that your entire social world and support system can collapse overnight if you lose the physical ability to participate in it the way you used to.

I've seen it happen to people. it was more of a slow fade in my own experience.

#NEISvoid
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bfitzinar.bsky.social
$70 TO GO *LAST MONTH'S MEDS* + $500 OCT MEDS, FOOD, & HYGIENE - ALL URGENT!

Disabled. Chronically ill. Immunocompromised/bedridden. Their ability to function depends on them actually having their meds. 57 ppl $10 each - any combo ppl x $$ = $570.

Pls RS/QS. Pls do what you can. #HelpFolksLive2025
kookysnell.bsky.social
I have been forced to take more time off to rest in order to conserve my incredibly precious and fragile baseline (very severe ME/CFS). this is due in part to missing some of my meds.

if anyone can help, I'd really appreciate it.

CA/Ven: kookysnell ko-fi.com/moriende paypal.me/belzomalsh
kookysnell.bsky.social
there's a lot of grief around it all. the isolation messes with my head. I've been trying to figure out what needs I'm even allowed to have in a relationship bcuz I made them so small 😔

it shouldn't be this way. we should have ppl we can lean on and who don't check out when things are challenging
kookysnell.bsky.social
but everyone views me their own lens and preconceived notions, and I know our realities are so drastically different from average... so it often ends up being dehumanizing and/or patronizing.

and then also... people don't know how or don't want to try to repair rifts in relationships.
kookysnell.bsky.social
yeah. idk, maybe how I actually practice my values is in opposition to my ideals (I don't know if my perception of reality is always accurate), but all I really care about is that people try to understand and sit with hard feelings. to make an effort to meet me where I'm at.
kookysnell.bsky.social
whenever I say I feel like I'm on my deathbed, ppl dismiss me and tell me it's not that bad.

it's not that smth couldn't happen to change that (though idk how), but ppl rush to shut down the feeling, or "fix" the narrative, bcuz they can't bear to face the hard emotions it brings up in them.
kookysnell.bsky.social
I think the reason I am still living now is because I feel like I have things left to say. I go between feeling like I can't handle life anymore and also wanting to hold on... hold on out of spite, a need to advocate, a need for something more? a fear of death?

many things.
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farronox.bsky.social
My Ko-Fi memberships not only help my family through maintained, continuous support. A family of two Disabled and Trans or Elderly adults. It allows me to reduce stress and work more on the things I love. Like my Amulets, My Writing, and The Direct Aid Streaming Project! ko-fi.com/farronox/tiers
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wylder.bsky.social
Very ill, need groceries, got EBT today but need non-food items and delivery+ tip.

Raising funds to see dentist Monday & for rideshares if I need to get to ER again.
PayPal.me/MousePounder
Venmo.com/u/MousePounder
Cash.app/$WishMage
linktr.ee/wylder

Food wishlist - www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
kookysnell.bsky.social
I don't know what to do with the fact that it seems less and less likely that my friend Lama is alive anymore. that breaks my heart.

my birthday was bittersweet for that reason. 2 years of full-scale genocide 💔
kookysnell.bsky.social
the immediate status of my disability is the most concerning aspect, but there is also everything outside of my room to consider. I have been shielded from all of it for now, but I feel the impermanence of that every day