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tatum jake 🪐

@disastar.bsky.social

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anything can be a sign if you're delusional enough 🔮 | born to love science, forced to have learning disabilities | transgender, autistic, adhd, ambulatory wheelchair user | 27 years old | ger/eng pfp by @kitchiki.bsky.social

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tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · Nov 9

hi i'm tatum jake! tate and TJ are fine as well :3 pronouns are he/him, i'm 26 and i post in both german and english.

● about me/interests ●
-transgender
-AuDHD
-chronic illness/fibromyalgia
-pokemon
-undertale/deltarune
-art
-cats
-space
-spirituality
-crochet

a selfie of me! light-skinned, short-ish brown hair swooped to one side, that needs to see a hairdresser again. i'm wearing a blue jean jacket, that also has light grey cotton sleeves and a hood of the same colour. underneath i'm wearing a "flower ralsei" shirt from the official deltarune online shop, of which you can only make out a few flowers, but not ralsei because the rest is either covered by the jacket or out of frame. my expression is a silly, one-sided squint or maybe an exaggerated wink: one eye slightly open, the other is squinted and closed completely, nose scrunched up to that side as well as my lips in a silly smile. noticable feature are my glasses, which are completely round lenses in an asymmetrical frame which makes an s-form, going from the upperside of one lense to the lowerside of the other. i also have 2 piercings: a septum ring and a lip ring.

a digital drawing i make of my cat fursona! we share the same name and pronouns. he is a brown tabby/calico, half of his face and chest fur are white. he has a fluffy dark brown mane on his back and neck, ending in an equally fluffy hair piece on his head. he has differently coloured ears, as well as bird-like wings on his back. he has blue eyes, a few small scars on his face and ears and 3 piercings, a septum piercing, an eyebrow piercing and a helix piercing on one ear. his expression is calm and his mouth forms a small smile, though he does look a bit tired. the browns and oranges of his fur are beautifully saturated by the shading and lighting effects i used. i actually used a different method than i normally use for this drawing, because after i rendered/shaded the drawing, i then went over the whole piece again with a brush that draws several straight lines parallel to each other, meaning that the whole piece has a kind of textured, stylized effect of the colours overlapping eachother. overall, i really like how the colours pop but the drawing still radiates a very calming and cozy energy.

a tiktok screenshot meme. a person is sitting on the floor, covering their face, the text in the picture has been edited to say: "me when i got the pokemon autism instead of the being good at math or science autism". the pokemon piplup has also been edited into the meme.

a screenshot from the game "undertale", the scene where the protagonist/player meets sans the skeleton for the first time but sans' textbox has been edited to say "i'm trans. trans the skeleton."

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tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 1d

i really hope that when the time comes and my partner and i get to get our own place, my parents will be ok with us taking the cats with us to our new place, but i doubt it. i also don't know if i want to strip my senior cat from the only home he's ever known his entire life...

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 1d

i already don't play a lot with them bc of disabilities but both of my parents never take time to play with them for more than 5 minutes unless my partner and i are on vacation and we ask my mom to please play with them with a toy and not a kitchen towel that nabil snatched for himself.

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 1d

on top of that, i don't even know what i'd do with my cats if i ever get to move out. my mom would take care of them, but if she's to go to work again soonish, the cats would be alone the whole day and in the evening no one would have enough energy or care enough to play with them..

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 1d

everything and everyone is toxic to themselves and each other, nobody talks to each other (i've even noticed my dad actively stops talking as soon as i enter the room), i hate it here so much and i just can't move out, it's so fucking frustrating...

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 1d

i'm just glad my mom is finally in therapy, i've been telling her years that it would be good for her. but i'm still just stuck in this house for financial reasons and everyone is constantly depressed and uses their depression to be manipulative,

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 1d

and i hate that i can't stop thinking about how in this entire house i'm just surrounded by mentally ill people, some of which actively and knowingly refuse help and therapy based on a single negative experience with 1 therapist.

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 1d

so that means that now everyone in this house and everyone in my close family except for my brother has been to a psychiatry 👍 /neg

i feel so bad for my mom but i'm proud of her for taking this step, even if it's only half voluntary. i really hope it'll help her..

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 1d

due to her burnout that's been ongoing for the last 6 months, my mom is now more or less forced to either go back to work as if nothing happened (not an option) or to go to an ambulatory day care clinic (which she's terrified of).

today's her first day at the clinic.

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fox @foxlett.bsky.social · 2d

witchy umbreon 🌙🧹
#pokemon #umbreon #art #cuteart

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Aubo 🏳️‍⚧️🎃 @aubryjoi.bsky.social · 2d

Posca Pokémon cards! ⭐️

[ #cuteart #traditionalart #pokemon ]

Eight Pokemon Energy TCG cards with custom-painted Posca Pokemon on them. In order, they are: Oshawott, Snorlax, a Litten OC, flying Pikachu, shiny Obstagoon, Hoppip, a Jolteon OC, and Alolan Raichu. All cards are painted with limited color palettes.

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Kieran (But Spookier) @toadally.bsky.social · 13d

A little something different! A sketch sheet!

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INKU! - CEO of Xatu✨ @ouroborotter.bsky.social · 5d

I named my totodile Tarascón which is slang for bite in my country just to find out later on that it's not only also a city in France but that the place's local mythical beast is a giant turtle-like dragon with a big ass spiky shell I love my accidentally multireferencial lizard

#Art #Pokemon
🐦🍎

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Sabrina/Zorbia ♡ @zorbia.bsky.social · 5d

🌈 A batch of merle puppies!! 🌷

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Daily Toby Fox Trivia @dailytobytrivia.bsky.social · 5d

Due to Muffet being so difficult originally, sometimes kids would email Toby saying they couldn't beat her, so Toby beat Muffet for them and sent their save file back.

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Erika Lee Sears @erikaleesears.bsky.social · 6d

Night Lights #art #oilpainting

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Cyndaquilism @cyndaquilism.bsky.social · 6d

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Anime scene in which happy Ash holds Cyndaquil.

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tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 6d

so this means i already got 7 shinies in total!!! ON DAY 2 OF PLAYING 😭😭😭 this is so cool 🥹

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 6d

..... only while writing the alt texts for the videos i just realised, i didn't use premier balls for the shinies...... i always use premier balls......... this is gonna annoy me for the rest of my playthrough /hj

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 6d

and here's the alpha fletchling!! 😁 don't judge my fighting skills, i'm scared most of the time, i don't do well in combat 🥲 do it for the shinies do it for the plot

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 6d

i let the afk method run for about an hour and i got fucking 4 shinies!!! 2 skiddo, a pancham and the alpha fletchling. so glad i went back and checked the alpha 😭 just crazy seeing 3 shinies on screen at once, here are the skiddo and pancham.

thanks @austinjohnplays.bsky.social 👍

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 6d

wait no i lied, my very first full odds shiny was in legends arceus but even in that game i hadn't gotten another one until i started a new playthrough the next year and i really did try to shiny hunt. at least i was able to make that up by getting a few boxes full of shinies in violet 💁‍♂️

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 6d

i've been playing pokemon since gen 3 and my very first full odds shiny i've ever gotten was in scarlet and violet and even that i only got 1 pokemon away from completing the dex and getting the shiny charm, so very late into the game, why am i suddenly this lucky in z-a??

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 6d

i just got another full odds fletchling??? bro i've never had this much luck this early into a new pokemon game, what is going on??

tatum jake 🪐 @disastar.bsky.social · 6d

i have about 10 hours of gameplay in legends z-a (i'm still in the tutorial) and i already have 2 shinies!!! a spewpa at full odds and a litleo with @austinjohnplays.bsky.social's trick. got the litleo in about 15 minutes, worked like a charm 😁

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Foxes In Love @foxes-in-love.bsky.social · 6d

A comic of two foxes, one of whom is blue, the other is green. In this one, Blue and Green are walking. Blue listens intently as Green goes on talking as he talks, leading the way.
Green: Once we get home, I'll read a book, weave two baskets, re-arrange the pantry, learn esperanto-

Blue interrupts Green, who turns to listen.
Blue: That's quite a list. Are you sure you're being completely realistic?

Green takes a momentary pause from being cartoonish, being now depicted as a painstakingly detailed and shaded painting of a fox, with fur texture, whiskers and all.
Extremely realistic Green: Of course.

Returning back to normal, Green keeps walking. Blue follows, looking at Green with suspicion.
Blue: How long did it take you to draw that gag?
Green: A lot longer than I am willing to admit.

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