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fucked up former foster kid, (cerebral palsy chronic migraine & spinal degeneration) trans man he/him/his 🏳️‍⚧️ 🧑🏼‍🦽 this user uses voice-to-text. errors may occur.
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carverredacted.bsky.social
I know I need a lot of help, but this is just a reminder that I have no money, a phone that barely functions, and I'm very sick. Plus I'm trapped in Utah. For honesty here is what my accounts look like.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen
A negative wells fargo account with a balance of -$388.82 A PayPal balance of $0.00 A Cash app account with $105.00 owed and $0.00 in the account but it's not due yet. A Venmo Account that needs restored. The balance written in red is -$76.06
carverredacted.bsky.social
Also if I manage to get anything beyond that I would like to get something nice for myself for once like do a little art project but that's not a need.
carverredacted.bsky.social
At the moment I need help dealing with the overdrafts, $32 to turn my phone on, money for paratransit fare, possibly purchasing a medication I need that Medicare/Medicaid refused to cover. I also need cleaning supplies for my apartment and more quarters to do more laundry.
carverredacted.bsky.social
So like I'm not lying about being sick and I'm not lying about being disabled but the issue with the social security office can only be fixed in person for some reason and I am too sick to go. Luckily my medical needs are mostly covered at the moment. But I need some other things.
carverredacted.bsky.social
At the moment, I'm surviving on the small loans and overdrafts and donations, both of money and items. I was recently in the emergency room. I can't quite describe what's going on medically because I don't understand everything but @jblainefoster.bsky.social has looked at a lot of my medical chart.
carverredacted.bsky.social
I know I need a lot of help, but this is just a reminder that I have no money, a phone that barely functions, and I'm very sick. Plus I'm trapped in Utah. For honesty here is what my accounts look like.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen
A negative wells fargo account with a balance of -$388.82 A PayPal balance of $0.00 A Cash app account with $105.00 owed and $0.00 in the account but it's not due yet. A Venmo Account that needs restored. The balance written in red is -$76.06
carverredacted.bsky.social
One of these days I need to get an IV hoodie but of course I am broke. I'm getting tired of needing to get IVs.
carverredacted.bsky.social
I'm currently trying to navigate a buttload of medical problems and I need to get my personal care assistance set up before I have to undergo some other treatments. Anything helps.
carverredacted.bsky.social
I just realized that I can't reach my home health coordinator without my old phone number being on and it got turned off yesterday so if anyone has like $35 to $40 I would really appreciate the help.

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen
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carverredacted.bsky.social
Thank you to everyone who has donated or bought things off the wish list. I obviously am still not great so I still might need help but for now I'm just going to keep resting and hydrating.
carverredacted.bsky.social
My gallbladder was doing something a little weird but not something concerning. I possibly might have had pancreatitis.

My spinal condition that doesn't technically have a name in my record has not progressed. But they keep throwing around ankylosing spondylitis so yeah.
carverredacted.bsky.social
There didn't seem to be anything noticeable in my intestines and my appendix is fine. I think I might have been ovulating but there was no sign of a cyst because it was only one follicle. Or if there had been a cyst that was causing the abdominal pain and it already popped.
carverredacted.bsky.social
I probably had a lung infection at some point between May and now because the scan of my chest showed something new but it's not an active infection. it's like scar tissue.

A bunch of my organs are fine at the moment, I do have fatty liver but a lot of people have fatty liver so I'm not concerned.
carverredacted.bsky.social
All right after asking @jblainefoster.bsky.social for some clarification I think I understand what's going on in my body right now.

It's a lot and they can probably explain better than I can but from what I understand we don't know what made me puke or why I am still having gut problems.
carverredacted.bsky.social
I desperately needed to order fresh groceries and I just woke up from a really long nap and now there's horrible wind and my groceries are set to arrive in less than an hour so I can't cancel the order and now I feel guilty.

Because I was using food stamps I wasn't given the option to tip. 😞
carverredacted.bsky.social
I am still in the waiting room but I did eventually get to the hospital, if anybody is curious
carverredacted.bsky.social
Still need a coat because right now all I have is sweaters, a hoodie, and one ill fitting suit jacket.

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen
carverredacted.bsky.social
Happy birthday and thanks for the help you always offer me
carverredacted.bsky.social
The coat is on the wish list now so it should be like one of the highest priority items!
carverredacted.bsky.social
And of course my mom just emailed me letting me know that it's going to be off grid for the next 16 days.

Gosh I need someone local to handle what happens if I have a severe medical emergency.
carverredacted.bsky.social
Nothing makes me wonder if I shouldn't be living alone quite like waking up at 3:00 in the morning and then projectile vomiting.

Oh God. I do not have energy to clean this mess up
carverredacted.bsky.social
Hey, this is just today's reminder that I rely on crowdfunding and gifts to thrive. I'm severely disabled and am in and out of doctors appointments, plus I'm trapped in Utah.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
carverredacted.bsky.social
And 10 check the mail assuming I find my mailbox key.
carverredacted.bsky.social
6. Disassemble all of the cardboard boxes that are in my apartment right now.

7. Message my ward about the fact that I need help taking out the trash once it's all bagged in all the boxes are flat.

8. Everything shower instead of my usual fast one.

9. Try not to nap in the middle of the day