Leaf
@anemicleaf.bsky.social
🔞・32 years old・any pronouns・English/日本語OK
・Ryuu ga Gotoku, Dragon Age, and Resident Evil •
リーフって呼んで下さい！32歳・Xジェンダー・龍が如く、ドラゴンエイジ、バイオハザード
・Ryuu ga Gotoku, Dragon Age, and Resident Evil •
リーフって呼んで下さい！32歳・Xジェンダー・龍が如く、ドラゴンエイジ、バイオハザード
I feel like my disassociative disorder causes me to be retroactively confused and annoyed by myself all the fucking time.
"Why did I do that?"
"Why did I say that?"
"That doesn't reflect how I feel."
"Why did I interpret it that way?"
"How fucking embarrassing."
"Why did I say that???"
"Why did I do that?"
"Why did I say that?"
"That doesn't reflect how I feel."
"Why did I interpret it that way?"
"How fucking embarrassing."
"Why did I say that???"
December 11, 2025 at 2:52 AM
I feel like my disassociative disorder causes me to be retroactively confused and annoyed by myself all the fucking time.
"Why did I do that?"
"Why did I say that?"
"That doesn't reflect how I feel."
"Why did I interpret it that way?"
"How fucking embarrassing."
"Why did I say that???"
"Why did I do that?"
"Why did I say that?"
"That doesn't reflect how I feel."
"Why did I interpret it that way?"
"How fucking embarrassing."
"Why did I say that???"
Had a migraine so bad earlier I nearly threw up. Just woke from a 2+ hr nap and I'm all shaky but I gotta make some food 🫠
December 11, 2025 at 2:40 AM
Had a migraine so bad earlier I nearly threw up. Just woke from a 2+ hr nap and I'm all shaky but I gotta make some food 🫠
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Rikiyaaa from
Yakuza Kiwami 3
Yakuza Kiwami 3
December 9, 2025 at 3:14 PM
Rikiyaaa from
Yakuza Kiwami 3
Yakuza Kiwami 3
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Sometimes you start drawing no problem, and other times you have to force yourself over the hump to realise for upteenth time that you do in fact love drawing
December 6, 2025 at 11:38 PM
Sometimes you start drawing no problem, and other times you have to force yourself over the hump to realise for upteenth time that you do in fact love drawing
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To celebrate its 20th anniversary, "Paprika" will be re-released in Japanese theaters on January 2, 2026 (nationwide).
The other films by the late Satoshi Kon will also be screened in January at the Cine Quinto theater (Tokyo).
The other films by the late Satoshi Kon will also be screened in January at the Cine Quinto theater (Tokyo).
December 8, 2025 at 9:10 AM
To celebrate its 20th anniversary, "Paprika" will be re-released in Japanese theaters on January 2, 2026 (nationwide).
The other films by the late Satoshi Kon will also be screened in January at the Cine Quinto theater (Tokyo).
The other films by the late Satoshi Kon will also be screened in January at the Cine Quinto theater (Tokyo).
Update: I'm like 10 hrs in and this dude still hasn't figured out MC's identity despite overwhelming evidence, and it's so absurd it kinda works cus it ends up characterizing him (an uptight prince) as an airhead, which is kinda cute lol. We love cringefail gays...
Love when a drama is about a man falling in love with a woman disguised as a man (who is ONLY known as a man) and the narrative bends over backwards to be like, "It's not gay tho, prommy!!!"
December 8, 2025 at 12:09 AM
Update: I'm like 10 hrs in and this dude still hasn't figured out MC's identity despite overwhelming evidence, and it's so absurd it kinda works cus it ends up characterizing him (an uptight prince) as an airhead, which is kinda cute lol. We love cringefail gays...
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This is making me imagine the Goro Majima Nightmare World where he gets out of prison after his two weeks in the drunk tank or wherever Daigo stuck him and finds out that Saejima and Nishida are A Thing now 🖊️🦑
December 7, 2025 at 1:11 PM
This is making me imagine the Goro Majima Nightmare World where he gets out of prison after his two weeks in the drunk tank or wherever Daigo stuck him and finds out that Saejima and Nishida are A Thing now 🖊️🦑
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Soft baby, pretty baby ;-; I've made him a while ago for the Palestine and Sudan donation request. and Since they are not on BSKY I'm just gonna post it.
Go look them up on Twitter or Tumblr if you wish. lad4ps.carrd.co
#hanJoongi | #fanart | #spheal | #yeonsukim
Go look them up on Twitter or Tumblr if you wish. lad4ps.carrd.co
#hanJoongi | #fanart | #spheal | #yeonsukim
December 7, 2025 at 7:27 PM
Soft baby, pretty baby ;-; I've made him a while ago for the Palestine and Sudan donation request. and Since they are not on BSKY I'm just gonna post it.
Go look them up on Twitter or Tumblr if you wish. lad4ps.carrd.co
#hanJoongi | #fanart | #spheal | #yeonsukim
Go look them up on Twitter or Tumblr if you wish. lad4ps.carrd.co
#hanJoongi | #fanart | #spheal | #yeonsukim
Whenever I see someone use "polygamous" when they mean "polyamorous" I want to throw something
December 7, 2025 at 8:02 AM
Whenever I see someone use "polygamous" when they mean "polyamorous" I want to throw something
Going shopping in a crowded grocery store triggered a disassociative episode/switch today, for some reason. Maybe autistic/sensory overwhelm? Idk. Still don't feel right, hours later 🫠 I genuinely struggled to remember the name of one of my favorite shows...and other random things. Very odd feeling.
December 7, 2025 at 3:48 AM
Going shopping in a crowded grocery store triggered a disassociative episode/switch today, for some reason. Maybe autistic/sensory overwhelm? Idk. Still don't feel right, hours later 🫠 I genuinely struggled to remember the name of one of my favorite shows...and other random things. Very odd feeling.
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hey yall our phone bill is due tomorrow if i could get some help 😭 im $-100 rn so i could realistically just use my overdraft if we get like $50. thank you for your help 🫠
December 7, 2025 at 1:13 AM
hey yall our phone bill is due tomorrow if i could get some help 😭 im $-100 rn so i could realistically just use my overdraft if we get like $50. thank you for your help 🫠
All the lefty (possibly fed) bots swarming my post about my cat....why....😭
December 7, 2025 at 12:19 AM
All the lefty (possibly fed) bots swarming my post about my cat....why....😭
Listening to syrup16g makes me feel like a character in an early 2000s shoegaze-y Japanese movie that's overall pretty mid but you stick through for the vibes
December 6, 2025 at 11:04 PM
Listening to syrup16g makes me feel like a character in an early 2000s shoegaze-y Japanese movie that's overall pretty mid but you stick through for the vibes
My sibling-in-law inviting us to go downtown for some Kampusnacht thing a mere 45 mins before they're gonna be going....lmao. We live really close tbf, and if I were more normal this probably wouldn't be an issue, but man I need some mental preparation time, gimme a day's notice at least 😅
December 6, 2025 at 9:52 PM
My sibling-in-law inviting us to go downtown for some Kampusnacht thing a mere 45 mins before they're gonna be going....lmao. We live really close tbf, and if I were more normal this probably wouldn't be an issue, but man I need some mental preparation time, gimme a day's notice at least 😅
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I spend a lot of time thinking about how Nishida must have reacted the first time the guy Majima spent years describing as the mass murdering boogeyman who was coming to to kill him looked at him with his big soft sad kitten eyes and warm smile 🖊️🦑
December 6, 2025 at 7:09 PM
I spend a lot of time thinking about how Nishida must have reacted the first time the guy Majima spent years describing as the mass murdering boogeyman who was coming to to kill him looked at him with his big soft sad kitten eyes and warm smile 🖊️🦑
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If anyone could please help me and my family get through the holidays, I will be thankful for the rest of my life. My mother is on the penultimate stages of liver and kidney disease and I am the only one in my family who can work. Please! ♡ thank you!
Please help me get my beloved best friend a break from grinding himself half to death and the opportunity to rest and heal from a horrible medical procedure 🤲🏽🤲🏽💕
gofund.me/c3a22949b
gofund.me/c3a22949b
Help my best friend recover from thyroidectomy surgery, organized by Nesrin Kahraman
In early summer of this year my best friend Caleb had to unde… Nesrin Kahraman braucht deine Unterstützung für Help my best friend recover from thyroidectomy surgery
gofund.me
December 1, 2025 at 6:19 PM
If anyone could please help me and my family get through the holidays, I will be thankful for the rest of my life. My mother is on the penultimate stages of liver and kidney disease and I am the only one in my family who can work. Please! ♡ thank you!
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i love romance with characters who are so focused on seeing themselves as voracious monsters that they rob their partners of agency and i love when that bites them in the ass and gets them yelled at.
December 5, 2025 at 12:40 AM
i love romance with characters who are so focused on seeing themselves as voracious monsters that they rob their partners of agency and i love when that bites them in the ass and gets them yelled at.
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Having to identify oneself as disabled to access accommodations is, on its own, a huge barrier to getting many disabled people the accommodations they need.
December 4, 2025 at 7:08 PM
Having to identify oneself as disabled to access accommodations is, on its own, a huge barrier to getting many disabled people the accommodations they need.
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I don't care if a non-disabled person accesses a disability accommodation for the same reason I don't care if a child whose parents are rich gets free lunch at school. We don't need to means test being a kind person. I have better things to do with my time than be a cop over social services.
December 4, 2025 at 2:32 AM
I don't care if a non-disabled person accesses a disability accommodation for the same reason I don't care if a child whose parents are rich gets free lunch at school. We don't need to means test being a kind person. I have better things to do with my time than be a cop over social services.
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Existing disability services are deeply underfunded, aggressively audited, means-tested constantly, and can be labyrinthine to even access or maintain without assistance. As someone who spent two decades as a cog in that system, concerns about fraud are overblown compared to the real existing need.
Balancing "no person with a disability should be denied accommodations" with "it's important to discourage non-disabled people from pretending to be disabled to take advantage of these accommodations" is really difficult and I don't have a great answer for what anyone should do about it.
December 3, 2025 at 3:06 PM
Existing disability services are deeply underfunded, aggressively audited, means-tested constantly, and can be labyrinthine to even access or maintain without assistance. As someone who spent two decades as a cog in that system, concerns about fraud are overblown compared to the real existing need.