#InternalFamilySystems #splitselves #parts #mentalillness #meditation #BesselVanDerKolk #TheBodyKeepsTheScore #angels #devas #ancestors #benefactors #fairies #nymphs #energies #entities #PTSD #SSDI #failedhealthcaresystem #pain #insanity #penury #pointlessness #boredom #SNAP #yoga #warisstupid

#mentalillness #splitselves #PTSD #trauma #failedgovernment #dysfunctionalfamily #nohealthcare #alone #pain #hipreplacements #homelesslife #misery #wastingtime #noincome #nohope

#homelesslife #mentalillness #splitselves #complexPTSD #transgendered #trauma #violentwhitestateterrorists #coptrauma #brokeandbroken #ptsdwithsomaticresponse
#MedicaidinthebloodyKaintucksucksgiantdonkeydicks #growling #pain surrounded by babbling mentally ill crazies who need help just like me.

therapist Tricia, that I'm not an alcoholic, I have #splitselves, undiagnosed #autism, & PTSD w Somatic Response, which was my diagnosis by Tricia, but the niggardly whites who run #SSDI won't pay me & we die prematurely from Long #COVID in my lungs 🫁 from the be-scarfed Birx.

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appointment. The health system at University of #Kentucky has been a vast disappointment since we got back here on 6/3 & went to the ER to try & access care. It’s much like #California. Lots of referrals & calls & 📧s & very little care.

#splitselves #mentalillness #InternalFamilySystems #healthcare

in hot 🔥 as fuck scruffy Thailand 🇹🇭 for 28 months & 25 days & becoming an undiagnosed autistic w #PTSD w Somatic Response & #splitselves out the wazoo & we hate everything we see all the time. Anger 😠 equals fear 😨 Anger 😠 equals fear 😨 Anger 😠 equals fear 😨 Anger 😠 equals fear 😨 is what they used

#splitselves #internalfamilysystems #thebodykeepsthescore #trauma #childabuse #neglect #ssdi #grovernorquist #war #ptsd #whiteniggardliness

10 before 1, y'all on another day of pain penury pointlessness & insanity waiting for the niggardly whites who run #SSDI to pay.

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You wouldn't believe the conversations going on inside my head between the various #splitselves & me.

I👂🙉 myself start rambling in my head about something in a certain way, & I stop & say, "wait a minute. who is this?"

And it was New York Steve, or one of them, 100 miles an hour,

wearing Ricky Business Wayfarers, & holding a very large kitchen knife 🔪...

#splitselves #internalfamilysystems #craycray I got it in ♠️ ♠️ ♠️,

& more I haven't met yet

Is there an Internal Family Systems therapist in the house who treats orphan women pro bono? #splitselves #parts #cptsd #coffee #parsley #sage #rosemary #thyme #cannabis #methods #maps #models "Make of yourself a zone of ✌️.", says Jack. "Embrace your weirdness.", says Jack.

This is all Jack's fault

#body-consciousness #pain #splitselves #cptsd #Clinky

Told Tricia I wanted a gold 🌟 for filling out my mood & weed & alcohol 🍸 tracker for a month, & my pistol packing dirt bike 🏍 riding eidetic memory having Lego stealing Aries ♈️ girl therapist Tricia made me a gold star 🌟!

We yalwp endlessly from our scapulae. #cptsd #trauma #splitselves #ssdi

my right ✋️ is itch-burn-aching & we're scratching it madly, as the #kundalini & #splitselves & entities & energies inside me, toss me about on the 🛌.

Upper left thorax neck trapezius clicks, & we groan, and face 🪴 on the pillow.

Have you ever seen the Scrovegni Chapel in Padova by #Giotto, from

*waves* at you w Freudian "stuck action" & 🐎 whinnys.

#splitselves #internalfamilysystems #mentalhealth #SSDI

~ 5:55 Tis all we do, is ⌚️ the ⏰️ go round & scream 😱 now.

#todaysweirdness It is never OK for me to be myself out in the 🌎 today.

2:22 #mudras #energy #progressivemusclerelaxation #trauma #pain #vesselvanderkolk #splitselves #ssdi #failedgovernment

kills its citizens dead now, especially the mentally ill because the system is run🏃‍♀️ by

📦 @ 🧱 long hard slow 🐌 & deep #todaysweirdness

with all these #splitselves, one minute I'm a lost child, the next minute I'm a grown woman. It's very hard to be inside my mind & body, & has been for a very long time,

Most of my comments get deleted on the #GoogleYouTube, so we'll post 📫 this here.

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#trauma #splitselves #psychonaut

I like to say, as my arms jut skyward holding the 📱, of their own accord 🤝, & my right jaw just clicked, & all is right w the 🌎, & we stand & breathe...

It still feels like the violent white state terrorists of the East German Stasi of Fremont County in white supremacist Colorado are gonna come crashing through the 🚪 any second 3 years later.

#trauma #ptsd #cptsd #splitselves