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♿️ #GenX, #gay, #Pagan, #writer, #Autistic with #ADHD seasoning, #meme loving, married, #cat dad.

Eros #catsky account @eros-primal-feline.bsky.social

Transparency: I am a perverted Porch Troll into selective #kink who reposts fully explicit male nudity.
Crying prevents atrocities from being committed during rage by depowering your muscles. Definitely best let people in full rage cry! It improves survival for everyone!
December 3, 2025 at 1:05 AM
Just did. Happened 1st at 16. Fits description. It's usually just my hands with cold air specifically. Interesting how rare it is. No one else in family, so not inherited. It's gotten a little milder with age. That 1st time was unreal!
December 2, 2025 at 5:37 PM
I'm fortunate that it's rare enough that I completely forget about it for years at s time.
December 2, 2025 at 5:29 PM
I showed my biology teacher in high school when it happened the 1st time. Bright red, little white bumps scattered all over my hands, itchy. He explained it to me. I was shocked that temperature could trigger hives. It's fortunately rare for California to drop so low. It does limit where I can live.
December 2, 2025 at 3:33 PM
Sorry, Northern countries of the world, you have many months that would leave me miserable from head to foot needing constant antihistamines! I can only visit during your summers...

😢
December 2, 2025 at 3:27 PM
Funny... what I got from just the image was an example of just not being heard, despite being clear. I don't see the video expressed subtext at all. Even having other place of purchase options doesn't matter. This place does have what he wants. It's on the menu everywhere.

*deep sigh*
December 1, 2025 at 11:58 PM
My Tism gifted me with resting Angry Face™️. Internally placid and content. Apparently I'm pissed, always.

I relate strongly!
December 1, 2025 at 11:43 PM
I fully relate. I miss my Psyche almost daily, even 3 years later. I know she's giving Eros suggestions, pointers, and encouraging his management of my magical affairs.

I still weep some days, especially when I miss her unique Siamese voice. Thankfully, I have videos to keep that part of her fresh.
December 1, 2025 at 11:33 PM
I can relate about missing books. It made me positively itch when I didn't have every book in an herbal bibliography... I wanted to see what an author left out that I might find useful myself!
December 1, 2025 at 11:27 PM
That's what my husband ended up doing. Home set and work set. Highly recommend.
December 1, 2025 at 9:31 PM
My shelves are simpler. By herbal references, sexuality/men's magic, historical magic philosophy, modern magic. That's basically it.
December 1, 2025 at 9:22 PM
Despite some opinions my psychiatrist had about "how" I asked to take my meds (bedtime preference), he allowed me to try. It worked for me. We've been going on well together since then. He hears me out. I've had others refuse to listen in the past. He even gave me a year to decide on meds at all.
December 1, 2025 at 9:18 PM
I had to fast talk the psychiatrist to get this test at all! He was heavily leaning into the Autism overlap. He grudgingly admitted that it was both in my case.

My final proof, at least to me, was microdosing Adderall had instant improvement on the first dose. My brain fog evaporated within 30 min.
December 1, 2025 at 9:06 PM
This one. Literally hitting a space bar when an X comes onto the screen. 2 second, 4 second, 6 second speed intervals. The faster the speed, the more accurate I was. Slower, more errors.

🤷‍♂️
December 1, 2025 at 9:01 PM
I had to do an incredibly torturous computer test for my ADHD diagnosis. 15 minute test. At 7 minutes the urge to get up and away from it was immense internally. I had to force myself to stay in the seat. Turns out, I have the impulsive type.
December 1, 2025 at 8:45 PM
I don't really recommend this particular usage for everyone. There's a bit of irony. Despite 38 years of smoking, 0 evidence of harm through multiple testing methods. That's my particular body, genetics, & dumb luck. I wouldn't rely on having similar results elsewhere. I just know it works for me.
November 30, 2025 at 9:23 PM
Honestly, I do use tobacco smoke for anger management. It's also part of my physical pain management for neurpathic pain. It blocks part of those pain receptors. Tobacco absorbs the anger energy & is expelled through breathing it out. There's a conscious part to that aspect. I move it to the smoke.
November 30, 2025 at 9:19 PM
Thank you for that answer. So much magic, & ritual is connected directly to agriculture itself for millenia! That's land that's altered, yet directly still sacred. Perhaps it's a matter of according respect to the land even as it changes, either naturally or through human intervention. Sacred always
November 30, 2025 at 9:10 PM
Could have sworn I've been a proper cesspool of spicy vernacular... 🤷‍♂️

Guess I need to up my swear game!
November 30, 2025 at 6:59 PM