Yesterday, my older brother took me to the mall & surprised me w/ a cool skater furcoat i wanted. I almost cried bc I didn’t even tell him the issues I’ve been dealing with. He just somehow knew I was truly hurting inside(We are close but we fight a lot.So it truly was a delightful surprise from him

Didn’t think 9 days later my own post would be a slap in the face for me lol.

Who truly care/love me bc I truly have failed them. They are really sad to see the person I’ve become, and it’s true. I need to get better not just for me. But for the loved ones who want to stay around me❤️‍🩹 #mentalhealth #heartache #sobriety #addiction #depression #loveyourself

Love y’all bluesky💙💙🩵🩵stay safe everyone!!! 🦋

Waiting on her to hopefully change her mind. We have both made up our mind to move foward bc I just can’t lose my best friend at the same time I lost my love. Anyways sorry for the rant. Also I’m not 2 weeks sober anymore, I let my emotions get the best of me after the break up

But for now she is still here as my closet friend bc I just have so much love/care for her. I can’t just throw her out my life when she’s been the only one here for me. I’ll be there for as much as possible till the universe tells us we need to end our friendship for good. But of course im not here-

This a bitter sweet moment that I have to face reality with. It’s really tough & will be tough as the days go. But we all live and learn. I’ll always cherish our relationship, my 1st ever true love. All my past ex’s were toxic that I don’t count them as true love. It’s sad to see us grow apart now

it’s just so much tougher on me & my body to get sober. Like In the past 5 years, I’ve tried so many many times but would only last 2 weeks, then I was back to smoking my weed.
I’m 2 weeks right now, So I just hope I don’t fail again bc I feel like I’m on my last strand of hope to become sober.😔

Can I be added please❤️‍🩹🫶🏻

Goodnight blue sky. Stay safe everyone. We all got this, one day at a time.🫶🏻