queen dirt 🏳️⚧️
@queendirt.bsky.social
28. Writer/musician. Bipolar, autistic, terminally horny, and occasionally very funny. But ultimately I'm just a girl. PGH
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The fear of vulnerability, and the overwhelming desire to be witnessed will forever be going for 12 rounds inside me.
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Soothe my winter heart with promises of flowers. Delicate stems holding bright colours. The wind tamed and gently drifting. Treetop songs and lavender. Let me lose myself in a caress before the season claims me. Cold air pinking my nose, snow erasing my small world.
#vssdaily stem
#vss365 soothe
#vssdaily stem
#vss365 soothe
January 31, 2026 at 11:09 AM
I feel so overwhelmed. I can't find a job to save my life. I have a roof, and SNAP, which is something I guess. but I only have like $30 to my name. I haven't been able to get myself to do laundry or dishes in far too long. The house is a wreck. I need a shower, a balanced meal, and a hug.
January 30, 2026 at 7:18 PM
I feel so overwhelmed. I can't find a job to save my life. I have a roof, and SNAP, which is something I guess. but I only have like $30 to my name. I haven't been able to get myself to do laundry or dishes in far too long. The house is a wreck. I need a shower, a balanced meal, and a hug.
I still feel like a man in exactly one circumstance, and it's when I'm singing along to You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison by famed american rock n roll band My Chemical Romance. In the moment that song begins to play I become a villainous twink.
January 29, 2026 at 5:25 PM
I still feel like a man in exactly one circumstance, and it's when I'm singing along to You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison by famed american rock n roll band My Chemical Romance. In the moment that song begins to play I become a villainous twink.
Oh gd oh lord do I feel feral today. My mind is awash in filth. Whatever will I do?
January 29, 2026 at 4:47 PM
Oh gd oh lord do I feel feral today. My mind is awash in filth. Whatever will I do?
Just a little vignette. Idk
January 27, 2026 at 11:59 PM
Just a little vignette. Idk
Okay I was able to crop this one. I have seldom felt hotter than when I'm wearing the outfit in this photo
January 27, 2026 at 11:26 PM
Okay I was able to crop this one. I have seldom felt hotter than when I'm wearing the outfit in this photo
Was digging through my phone and had kinda forgot I had these really cool photos taken of me this time last year. And I actually like how I look??? Wish I could share some of the other shots, cause I look crazy hot, but they have someone else in them w me and I don't wanna post them.
January 27, 2026 at 6:53 PM
Was digging through my phone and had kinda forgot I had these really cool photos taken of me this time last year. And I actually like how I look??? Wish I could share some of the other shots, cause I look crazy hot, but they have someone else in them w me and I don't wanna post them.
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It’s making me into the Joker but “young people no longer enjoy Harry Potter because of a disdain for liberalism” might be the most New York Times editorial that has ever been published in the New York Times
January 26, 2026 at 9:57 PM
It’s making me into the Joker but “young people no longer enjoy Harry Potter because of a disdain for liberalism” might be the most New York Times editorial that has ever been published in the New York Times
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can't be the first person to say this but boy it's really on the nose that the gestapo are out there in the street arresting kneeling priests and executing people named Pretty and Good
January 25, 2026 at 2:02 AM
can't be the first person to say this but boy it's really on the nose that the gestapo are out there in the street arresting kneeling priests and executing people named Pretty and Good
the decision of practicing interpersonal effectiveness and saying something like "I feel undervalued in this dynamic and wonder if we can do something to fix that" over just being a bitch about it and saying lol "I am not a side-dish. Get hungry or get lost" is a tough one.
January 25, 2026 at 4:10 AM
the decision of practicing interpersonal effectiveness and saying something like "I feel undervalued in this dynamic and wonder if we can do something to fix that" over just being a bitch about it and saying lol "I am not a side-dish. Get hungry or get lost" is a tough one.
Feel very cute and dyke tonight. Hair dirty but sitting perfectly, my face a day unshaven. I couldnt take a good picture of myself to save my life, and I wouldn't go out like this, but I'm kinda feelin it tonight.
January 25, 2026 at 3:53 AM
Feel very cute and dyke tonight. Hair dirty but sitting perfectly, my face a day unshaven. I couldnt take a good picture of myself to save my life, and I wouldn't go out like this, but I'm kinda feelin it tonight.
Do you ever have to fight the feeling that your art just isn't for anyone but you? I have to fight that feeling a lot. I mean, maybe it is, just for me, and that certainly wouldn't be a bad thing-
January 24, 2026 at 9:03 PM
Do you ever have to fight the feeling that your art just isn't for anyone but you? I have to fight that feeling a lot. I mean, maybe it is, just for me, and that certainly wouldn't be a bad thing-
You know, I always wanna distant myself from the bloodthirsty, nihilistic, naively anarchic folk-punk I wrote as a teenager and in my early 20s, but the more I pay attention to the news this week the more I think that kid was kinda onto something.
January 24, 2026 at 7:58 PM
You know, I always wanna distant myself from the bloodthirsty, nihilistic, naively anarchic folk-punk I wrote as a teenager and in my early 20s, but the more I pay attention to the news this week the more I think that kid was kinda onto something.
A poem about #unrequited love, because I am a cliche. I do think it's a decent poem though
January 24, 2026 at 7:52 PM
A poem about #unrequited love, because I am a cliche. I do think it's a decent poem though
While I am bitter about it, I do have to admit my ex-wife stealing my mountain goats sweatshirt that says "I'm Doing This For Revenge" is objectively very funny.
January 24, 2026 at 7:38 PM
While I am bitter about it, I do have to admit my ex-wife stealing my mountain goats sweatshirt that says "I'm Doing This For Revenge" is objectively very funny.
*deep, longing sigh*
ya know what I mean?
ya know what I mean?
January 24, 2026 at 7:01 PM
*deep, longing sigh*
ya know what I mean?
ya know what I mean?
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A tremendous loneliness comes over you. Everybody in the world is doing something without you.
January 24, 2026 at 1:22 AM
A tremendous loneliness comes over you. Everybody in the world is doing something without you.
I'm so lonesome. I miss my friends. I miss my life. I wanna play DnD, I wanna stay up too late smoking weed and watching movies. I've been trying to learn to like it, but fuck, I absolutely hate living alone.
January 22, 2026 at 2:02 AM
I'm so lonesome. I miss my friends. I miss my life. I wanna play DnD, I wanna stay up too late smoking weed and watching movies. I've been trying to learn to like it, but fuck, I absolutely hate living alone.
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99.99% of the thoughts i post on here are for me and me alone. at least 80% of those are me thinking out loud to try and figure out my own feelings on things and likely aren't a reflection of the end state of how I'll feel about them and the other 20% are venting about things to get it off my chest
January 21, 2026 at 4:48 PM
99.99% of the thoughts i post on here are for me and me alone. at least 80% of those are me thinking out loud to try and figure out my own feelings on things and likely aren't a reflection of the end state of how I'll feel about them and the other 20% are venting about things to get it off my chest
I'm so incredibly blue today, I don't know what to do with myself.
January 22, 2026 at 1:38 AM
I'm so incredibly blue today, I don't know what to do with myself.
Do you ever feel like there's just something intrinsically wrong with you and other people can just tell
January 22, 2026 at 1:18 AM
Do you ever feel like there's just something intrinsically wrong with you and other people can just tell