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oakleaf.bsky.social
i amar prestar aen
@oakleaf.bsky.social
call me oakleaf or sui (随). audhd writer, artist, and friend to cats everywhere. multi-fandom. theLoyalRoyalGuard on ao3. not chinese, it’s a fandom nickname. she/they
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Sleep is not enough I need a vacation to Rivendell
Made a get well card for a family friend. The paper was rather unforgiving with the watercolor, but I think it turned out nice
November 26, 2025 at 2:45 AM
Man writing midrash on Tolkien is fun
November 26, 2025 at 1:00 AM
Hiding in my room from the workman because I don’t like having people in my house lol
November 25, 2025 at 8:18 PM
There’s a strange suspicious lump in my couch… oh, huh. How curious
November 25, 2025 at 7:03 PM
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November 25, 2025 at 2:57 PM
I don’t often cry at poetry, but I was reminded of this one today, and boy Tolkien cut me right to the heart this time

“above all shadows rides the Sun
and stars for ever dwell:
I will not say the Day is done,
nor bis the Stars farewell.”
November 25, 2025 at 3:58 PM
You’ve been kidnapped. The characters from the last TV show you watched are trying to rescue you. Who’s coming to save you?

I’m gonna be just fine (provided I’m not turned into a Goa’uld)
November 25, 2025 at 2:31 PM
Dear body, I really wouldn’t mind this waking up extra early, tbh it’s kinda nice, IF I COULD ALSO GO TO SLEEP EARLIER TOO. Pls
November 25, 2025 at 2:14 PM
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A very late happy Milo Monday to all! And especially @bideroo.bsky.social I did forget what day of the week it was, but Milo did not forget to be incredibly handsome
November 25, 2025 at 3:46 AM
Got to 25k in my wip so at least one thing in my life is going well. Tired woo
November 25, 2025 at 6:12 AM
Wine, marriage, penis

WOW I DON’T WANT ANY OF THOSE THANKS 🤣
the first 3 words you see will define your 2026 😭

Money
New car
Pussy
November 25, 2025 at 6:11 AM
A very late happy Milo Monday to all! And especially @bideroo.bsky.social I did forget what day of the week it was, but Milo did not forget to be incredibly handsome
November 25, 2025 at 3:46 AM
Every now and then, if I catch myself having a melancholy moment about my ex, I remember that at least her mother will never be my mother in law. And then I feel much better

Anyway I hope to live my life in such a way that does not leave people happier at the thought of my absence lol
November 25, 2025 at 12:23 AM
I think asexuality might be one of the most frustrating forms of queerness to try to write.
November 24, 2025 at 5:54 PM
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He got his ass kicked by a sorcerer so bad the dryads had to magically put him back together and that shit has consequences! He’s got a bad knee that gives out at inopportune moments! *gently holding fantasy writers everywhere by the lapels* injuries have consequencesssss
February 5, 2024 at 3:19 PM
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Casual nerd reminder that book! Geralt suffers from chronic pain and disability that does in fact impact his fighting prowess and create problems for him. ‘Cause being a badass and having pain are not mutually exclusive!
February 5, 2024 at 3:17 PM
I resent that I have to work and can’t just curl up and write
November 24, 2025 at 3:25 PM
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November 23, 2025 at 7:12 PM
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There is no way you can guess how the thread that ends in this instant classic begins.
The damned in hell are not more powerful for the fact that the fires do not consume them; it is part and parcel of their torment.
November 23, 2025 at 6:54 PM
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Bless this angry fancy dinosaur
VERY. GROUCHY. HERON.
🦉
November 24, 2025 at 2:35 AM
Sleeby Sunday Milo
November 23, 2025 at 7:56 PM
I am having a very “wish I was a femboy” evening
November 23, 2025 at 4:15 AM
Me: reading fic
The tv downstairs: *the most mournful fiddle tune possible*

That’s TOO MANY EMOTIONS 😂😂😂
November 23, 2025 at 3:30 AM
Look I know smoke detectors are extremely important but good grief the sound of them is agony like pls why must you hurt me we’re just makin food
November 23, 2025 at 12:14 AM
I worked various odd jobs out of school while trying to get into publishing. I did not get into publishing. I got my current job, then covid hit, and my health fell apart, and so I will continue doing my current job as long as possible because they’re very flexible with my needs lol
What’s the lore behind choosing your career path ?
November 22, 2025 at 11:12 PM