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@nectarblood.bsky.social
úna | 27/lesbian/any pronouns/ntv&white | 🖤 mellrhodes is my wife
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alt for posting abt more personal ocs, media/hobbies/etc, and occasional bitching | 🔞 for suggestive/nudity/horror
#lambkinart
throwing up and crying bc i can't handle people being nice to me or caring about me
December 15, 2025 at 8:38 PM
throwing up and crying bc i can't handle people being nice to me or caring about me
me looking at this apt app that requires 2 months paystubs when i only have a month and a half:
December 14, 2025 at 10:19 PM
me looking at this apt app that requires 2 months paystubs when i only have a month and a half:
we went to see an apt today and aaaaa . mixed feelings and i'm very overwhelmed
December 13, 2025 at 11:42 PM
we went to see an apt today and aaaaa . mixed feelings and i'm very overwhelmed
wehh i have to do something new at my job tmrw... it'll be fine i'm sure because it's not anything super different from what i normally do (and i only have to do it 4 hrs every other week) but it still makes me nervous bc it's a bunch of new things being thrown at me at once and i hate changeee
December 10, 2025 at 6:55 AM
wehh i have to do something new at my job tmrw... it'll be fine i'm sure because it's not anything super different from what i normally do (and i only have to do it 4 hrs every other week) but it still makes me nervous bc it's a bunch of new things being thrown at me at once and i hate changeee
posting anything abt my job makes me weirdly nervous that they will Find Me so i'm deleting those but you know what's not a work detail ? my mounting stomach problems that make everything way harder
December 3, 2025 at 11:35 PM
posting anything abt my job makes me weirdly nervous that they will Find Me so i'm deleting those but you know what's not a work detail ? my mounting stomach problems that make everything way harder
you'll never guess what happened again
melanie attributed it to anxiety/stress bc i was fretting abt misc life stuff earlier in the night but by bed time i felt very chill ? ig that doesn't mean my Body calmed down tho... idk. just hoping it doesn't happen again tn i am so so tired of sleeping poorly and feeling sick
December 2, 2025 at 2:28 PM
you'll never guess what happened again
had an insanely bad sleep last night and got really ill and i'm okay now but i'm still like ? where did that come from ?
December 1, 2025 at 10:18 PM
had an insanely bad sleep last night and got really ill and i'm okay now but i'm still like ? where did that come from ?
soothing myself by remembering that this time next year i'll be able to cook for melanie and myself and we'll have a nice big meal and be able to store leftovers and it won't be so sad
November 27, 2025 at 9:26 PM
soothing myself by remembering that this time next year i'll be able to cook for melanie and myself and we'll have a nice big meal and be able to store leftovers and it won't be so sad
cried rlly hard at work bc a very sweet old southern woman had the same name as my grandmother and said I had the same name as her niece and it just kind of. nailed it into my brain how much i miss my family
November 26, 2025 at 10:41 PM
cried rlly hard at work bc a very sweet old southern woman had the same name as my grandmother and said I had the same name as her niece and it just kind of. nailed it into my brain how much i miss my family
found out a thing we had been dreading wrt our financial situation is Fine, Actually and it's like . i mean obviously holy shit i'm relieved but i'm also so frustrated we didn't know that it would be fine because we've both been freaking out
November 24, 2025 at 3:56 PM
found out a thing we had been dreading wrt our financial situation is Fine, Actually and it's like . i mean obviously holy shit i'm relieved but i'm also so frustrated we didn't know that it would be fine because we've both been freaking out
i fear my job is actively making me stupider
November 21, 2025 at 3:45 PM
i fear my job is actively making me stupider
i get the 27th + 28th so i just gotta lock in and then i have . four day weekend. soon.
November 16, 2025 at 2:48 AM
i get the 27th + 28th so i just gotta lock in and then i have . four day weekend. soon.
taking the day and i already feel better i fear i was just cursed as fuck yesterday
November 12, 2025 at 3:12 PM
taking the day and i already feel better i fear i was just cursed as fuck yesterday
crazy what having 2 parents who both think you're ontologically manipulative and incapable of experiencing true emotion will do to you longterm. wym it's been 10 years with my wife and i still can't cry in front of her without internally going "who do you think you're fooling"
November 12, 2025 at 6:19 AM
crazy what having 2 parents who both think you're ontologically manipulative and incapable of experiencing true emotion will do to you longterm. wym it's been 10 years with my wife and i still can't cry in front of her without internally going "who do you think you're fooling"
i wish i could get like. more roommates maybe to ease the weight. but my only experience having roommates was incredibly fucking awful and i also feel so protective of me and melanie's privacy / ability to do whatever the fuck
November 12, 2025 at 5:00 AM
i wish i could get like. more roommates maybe to ease the weight. but my only experience having roommates was incredibly fucking awful and i also feel so protective of me and melanie's privacy / ability to do whatever the fuck
i'm so tired of being so persistently miserable and it's really hard to not feel like everyone around me is sick of it as well and ergo sick of me
November 12, 2025 at 4:46 AM
i'm so tired of being so persistently miserable and it's really hard to not feel like everyone around me is sick of it as well and ergo sick of me
(una who has been sick and dying and exploding for the past 4 days) hey everybody whats up
November 7, 2025 at 12:32 AM
(una who has been sick and dying and exploding for the past 4 days) hey everybody whats up
how do i not be goddamn petrified of my job . that i start tomorrow
November 3, 2025 at 9:00 AM
how do i not be goddamn petrified of my job . that i start tomorrow
mixed feelings (really appreciating my wife for talking me thru some anxiety i was withholding that kind of dam burst on her due to stress of recent events, feeling loved and secure and ready to face anything vs ow my leg hurts and its hurt crazy bad all day what the f is wrong with me)
October 23, 2025 at 7:27 AM
mixed feelings (really appreciating my wife for talking me thru some anxiety i was withholding that kind of dam burst on her due to stress of recent events, feeling loved and secure and ready to face anything vs ow my leg hurts and its hurt crazy bad all day what the f is wrong with me)
it was totally fine 👍i feel a little stupid for freaking out so much And adding injury to insult bc my knee is trying rlly hard to give out but it's over with and i'm freeee
melanie said it's like. it's just bc this is the only thing that Could go wrong so my brain is clinging to it as this guaranteed blockade to my job but it'll be fine. i am chill and normal and cool
October 21, 2025 at 7:52 PM
it was totally fine 👍i feel a little stupid for freaking out so much And adding injury to insult bc my knee is trying rlly hard to give out but it's over with and i'm freeee
have to do the drug test for my job tmrw and i'm not worried abt passing it so much as the logistics . we gotta drive to an area we haven't been to in years bc it's the only place near-ish they can do it and i couldn't print the thing they asked me to and i'm not sure if tylenol will false flag. wah
October 21, 2025 at 5:45 AM
have to do the drug test for my job tmrw and i'm not worried abt passing it so much as the logistics . we gotta drive to an area we haven't been to in years bc it's the only place near-ish they can do it and i couldn't print the thing they asked me to and i'm not sure if tylenol will false flag. wah
extremely embarrassed that i cried rlly hard after getting hired but who care... the important thing is : hired
October 15, 2025 at 7:07 AM
extremely embarrassed that i cried rlly hard after getting hired but who care... the important thing is : hired
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this steam next fest to keep things exciting consider taking a drink every time a game asks you to pick one temporary upgrade from a selection of three temporary upgrades
October 13, 2025 at 6:24 PM
this steam next fest to keep things exciting consider taking a drink every time a game asks you to pick one temporary upgrade from a selection of three temporary upgrades
i keep trying foods and suffering for it . must i die
October 13, 2025 at 4:57 AM
i keep trying foods and suffering for it . must i die