bells
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30 yo autistic Brazilian
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Folks I emphasize as always, if you don't actually show up for the things you want, they stop getting made. Sometimes you gotta be okay with taking a chance on that 7/10 game knowing it's the only way those creators get to keep making the stuff you wanna see
Keita Takahashi said 'To a T' didn't sell well enough. He moved back to Japan with his family, unsure if he will stay in the industry.
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December 14, 2025 at 4:02 PM
Folks I emphasize as always, if you don't actually show up for the things you want, they stop getting made. Sometimes you gotta be okay with taking a chance on that 7/10 game knowing it's the only way those creators get to keep making the stuff you wanna see
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Don't write "women" or "men" characters. Write kreaturs. We are all kreaturs, skittering & wet, malformed abominations arisen from the primordial soup. Pure physics twisted not merely into unholy chemistry but abhorrent biology. Flesh and blood and desperate bone, calcium aching to return to stone
December 13, 2025 at 6:26 PM
Don't write "women" or "men" characters. Write kreaturs. We are all kreaturs, skittering & wet, malformed abominations arisen from the primordial soup. Pure physics twisted not merely into unholy chemistry but abhorrent biology. Flesh and blood and desperate bone, calcium aching to return to stone
In the past month, 2 people told me I smell really nice... And I can't smell it at all. It's probably my hair products but I lost all sensibility to it 😭 sniffing my own hair used to be a source of comfort.................
December 13, 2025 at 7:20 PM
In the past month, 2 people told me I smell really nice... And I can't smell it at all. It's probably my hair products but I lost all sensibility to it 😭 sniffing my own hair used to be a source of comfort.................
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i'm still so confused by what i feel. but instead of feeling broken it's more like i found an old unused object, thinking it would absolutely never function again, only to find it still has some life in it albeit weird and not all there.
December 13, 2025 at 12:05 AM
i'm still so confused by what i feel. but instead of feeling broken it's more like i found an old unused object, thinking it would absolutely never function again, only to find it still has some life in it albeit weird and not all there.
needing friends who will barge into my house with sophie hatter energy and force me to do the shit i gotta do
December 12, 2025 at 4:08 PM
needing friends who will barge into my house with sophie hatter energy and force me to do the shit i gotta do
God forbid I allow space for my thoughts for 1 minute
December 12, 2025 at 2:41 AM
God forbid I allow space for my thoughts for 1 minute
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And I thank god I’m alive 🎶
December 12, 2025 at 12:47 AM
And I thank god I’m alive 🎶
Crying for 5 days straight meant I cried for so much more
December 11, 2025 at 11:25 PM
Crying for 5 days straight meant I cried for so much more
I think it's seldom just one thing and just one person but an amalgamation of all the baggage you've carried all of your life manifesting in your feelings through trauma and love and anger and anxiety and sorrow and joy
December 11, 2025 at 11:24 PM
I think it's seldom just one thing and just one person but an amalgamation of all the baggage you've carried all of your life manifesting in your feelings through trauma and love and anger and anxiety and sorrow and joy
I've surpassed the "cry all day every day" stage to now be on the "do nothing and desire nothing all day everyday" stage
December 11, 2025 at 11:05 PM
I've surpassed the "cry all day every day" stage to now be on the "do nothing and desire nothing all day everyday" stage
When you're late for the nutritionist because you got diarrhea
December 11, 2025 at 11:08 AM
When you're late for the nutritionist because you got diarrhea
Something something ideas/words/poems are dangerous things, a whole world can (come to be?) upon them.... What is the quote
December 10, 2025 at 4:45 AM
Something something ideas/words/poems are dangerous things, a whole world can (come to be?) upon them.... What is the quote
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my berserk fancomic, WHEN I WAS A CHILD, I WATCHED A MAN DISMEMBER A DOVE, is now available digitally and indefinitely! physical versions are coming soon. but thank you if you read it, it's my favorite thing i've made this year. casualblindness.itch.io/when-i-was-a...
December 10, 2025 at 12:04 AM
my berserk fancomic, WHEN I WAS A CHILD, I WATCHED A MAN DISMEMBER A DOVE, is now available digitally and indefinitely! physical versions are coming soon. but thank you if you read it, it's my favorite thing i've made this year. casualblindness.itch.io/when-i-was-a...
I was supposed to go out with my friend today but I'm waiting for confirmation if we'll need a literal rain check and now it's late enough that I can't be there on time a
December 9, 2025 at 4:53 PM
I was supposed to go out with my friend today but I'm waiting for confirmation if we'll need a literal rain check and now it's late enough that I can't be there on time a
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every year around christmas time the ballet dancers who play the rats in the nutcracker come out with a series of unexplained banger tiktok videos and anyway this is my favorite part of the holiday season
December 14, 2024 at 5:06 PM
every year around christmas time the ballet dancers who play the rats in the nutcracker come out with a series of unexplained banger tiktok videos and anyway this is my favorite part of the holiday season
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THE SLIT-MOUTHED WOMAN (alt)
December 9, 2025 at 1:28 PM
THE SLIT-MOUTHED WOMAN (alt)
Come to think of it this would make for a very sexually tense BL. 10/10 would read
Let's engage in Andersen style entrancing letter Exchange of multiple years between you and your lifelong "friend" and unrequited love and son of your patron who forever holds power over you and refuses to speak to you informally even tho you should be "like" family
December 9, 2025 at 12:19 AM
Come to think of it this would make for a very sexually tense BL. 10/10 would read
Worst thing is sometimes you only get one (01) chance to be heard and then if you screw this up or if you're just human then you have to learn how to cope with everything else that was left unsaid and in my case that's usually a whole world of things
December 9, 2025 at 12:15 AM
Worst thing is sometimes you only get one (01) chance to be heard and then if you screw this up or if you're just human then you have to learn how to cope with everything else that was left unsaid and in my case that's usually a whole world of things
While I'm feeling a little better today I'm still not eating right
December 8, 2025 at 9:31 PM
While I'm feeling a little better today I'm still not eating right
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i rotated them so aggressively in my mind that i taught myself digital art. thank you youtube rendering tutorials, adorkastock, and gradient maps. #melinoe #hades2 #hades2fanart #melod #odysseus #babysfirstpiece
November 23, 2025 at 11:17 PM
i rotated them so aggressively in my mind that i taught myself digital art. thank you youtube rendering tutorials, adorkastock, and gradient maps. #melinoe #hades2 #hades2fanart #melod #odysseus #babysfirstpiece
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lizard art update - Adorkastock used for reference
November 19, 2025 at 10:47 AM
lizard art update - Adorkastock used for reference
doing great then one song randomly takes me to the bad place
December 8, 2025 at 4:09 PM
doing great then one song randomly takes me to the bad place
god bless sakamoto maaya too. she was the first to cheer me up today ❤️
December 8, 2025 at 3:52 PM
god bless sakamoto maaya too. she was the first to cheer me up today ❤️