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Oh... Yeah... It really do be like that... 😐
January 1, 2026 at 7:22 AM
Oh... Yeah... It really do be like that... 😐
New year's resolutions:
- No more cutting (it makes GF sad)
- Find a new therapist (prerequisite for getting SRS)
- Find something to be genuinely passionate about again (GF doesn't count)
- No more cutting (it makes GF sad)
- Find a new therapist (prerequisite for getting SRS)
- Find something to be genuinely passionate about again (GF doesn't count)
December 31, 2025 at 6:04 PM
New year's resolutions:
- No more cutting (it makes GF sad)
- Find a new therapist (prerequisite for getting SRS)
- Find something to be genuinely passionate about again (GF doesn't count)
- No more cutting (it makes GF sad)
- Find a new therapist (prerequisite for getting SRS)
- Find something to be genuinely passionate about again (GF doesn't count)
Five years of pain just to become a plain, boring loser girl, no hobbies, no friends, no social skills, obnoxious, extremely unfunny, not really interested in anything... Just a lot of mental illness, but specifically the really embarrassing kind where you constantly end up crying in public... 😐
December 31, 2025 at 2:31 PM
It's so fucked that if I actually commit most people are just gonna blame it on me being a tranny and they're gonna make up stories how it was all because I "regretted my transition" or whatever... 😞
bsky.app/profile/mela...
bsky.app/profile/mela...
I just have BPD...
I know I'm a tranny so absolutely everything that happens to me must necessarily always be about being a tranny or whatever... But no, seriously, I started to really suffer from BPD symptoms like 7 years before I took my first dose of estrogen...
I know I'm a tranny so absolutely everything that happens to me must necessarily always be about being a tranny or whatever... But no, seriously, I started to really suffer from BPD symptoms like 7 years before I took my first dose of estrogen...
December 29, 2025 at 2:12 PM
It's so fucked that if I actually commit most people are just gonna blame it on me being a tranny and they're gonna make up stories how it was all because I "regretted my transition" or whatever... 😞
bsky.app/profile/mela...
bsky.app/profile/mela...
When you wake up to find that she messaged you in the middle of the night to tell you about a strange dream she had... 🥰🥰
December 29, 2025 at 7:58 AM
When you wake up to find that she messaged you in the middle of the night to tell you about a strange dream she had... 🥰🥰
Ironically, my parents, especially my mom, are a prime example of what happens when you don't cut off toxic relatives, constantly get your hopes up, and endlessly chase the fantasy of a harmonious family, only to be disappointed time and time again... <___<
Thinking about going no-contact with my parents...
December 28, 2025 at 7:52 PM
Ironically, my parents, especially my mom, are a prime example of what happens when you don't cut off toxic relatives, constantly get your hopes up, and endlessly chase the fantasy of a harmonious family, only to be disappointed time and time again... <___<
Thinking about going no-contact with my parents...
December 27, 2025 at 8:07 PM
Thinking about going no-contact with my parents...
My girlfriend is one of the few trans people I met who really isn't on social media or connected to the local trans community in her city... And honestly, it's inspiring to see how blissful life can be when you're unaware of all the weird trans discourse and were never exposed to silly brainworms 🫣
December 27, 2025 at 7:55 PM
My girlfriend is one of the few trans people I met who really isn't on social media or connected to the local trans community in her city... And honestly, it's inspiring to see how blissful life can be when you're unaware of all the weird trans discourse and were never exposed to silly brainworms 🫣
So both my mom and my dad, independently, in two different conversations, told me my girlfriend is probably gonna leave me when I keep "crying like that..." 😖
December 26, 2025 at 7:47 PM
So both my mom and my dad, independently, in two different conversations, told me my girlfriend is probably gonna leave me when I keep "crying like that..." 😖
One time my mom actually said "we made you so pretty and you're disfiguring yourself like that" in reference to SH...
No mom, *I* made myself pretty by taking estrogen behind your back, *you* birthed an ugly moid who happened to be cursed with gender dysphoria.
No mom, *I* made myself pretty by taking estrogen behind your back, *you* birthed an ugly moid who happened to be cursed with gender dysphoria.
Godddd, I'm so fucking glad my girlfriend is here with me because my parents clearly hold back when she's around.
They haven't even acknowledged that I have visible fresh SH. Normally, they'd crack jokes and tell me that my scars are ugly and that I'm disfiguring myself and stuff <___<
They haven't even acknowledged that I have visible fresh SH. Normally, they'd crack jokes and tell me that my scars are ugly and that I'm disfiguring myself and stuff <___<
December 25, 2025 at 7:20 AM
One time my mom actually said "we made you so pretty and you're disfiguring yourself like that" in reference to SH...
No mom, *I* made myself pretty by taking estrogen behind your back, *you* birthed an ugly moid who happened to be cursed with gender dysphoria.
No mom, *I* made myself pretty by taking estrogen behind your back, *you* birthed an ugly moid who happened to be cursed with gender dysphoria.
Godddd, I'm so fucking glad my girlfriend is here with me because my parents clearly hold back when she's around.
They haven't even acknowledged that I have visible fresh SH. Normally, they'd crack jokes and tell me that my scars are ugly and that I'm disfiguring myself and stuff <___<
They haven't even acknowledged that I have visible fresh SH. Normally, they'd crack jokes and tell me that my scars are ugly and that I'm disfiguring myself and stuff <___<
December 25, 2025 at 7:11 AM
Godddd, I'm so fucking glad my girlfriend is here with me because my parents clearly hold back when she's around.
They haven't even acknowledged that I have visible fresh SH. Normally, they'd crack jokes and tell me that my scars are ugly and that I'm disfiguring myself and stuff <___<
They haven't even acknowledged that I have visible fresh SH. Normally, they'd crack jokes and tell me that my scars are ugly and that I'm disfiguring myself and stuff <___<
Why did you transition, wrong answers only
Transmaxxing to escape inceldom...
Transmaxxing to escape inceldom...
Why did you transition, wrong answers only
Misandry
Misandry
Why did you transition, wrong answers only
I really like women, but my cat allergy was absolutely devastating
I really like women, but my cat allergy was absolutely devastating
December 23, 2025 at 6:21 PM
Why did you transition, wrong answers only
Transmaxxing to escape inceldom...
Transmaxxing to escape inceldom...
Look, there just is no alternative to self-id...
Any system that gives someone else, especially a cissoid, the power to decide whether you're trans or not will be abused and inevitably lead to dysphoric transsexuals being harmed 🤷♀️
Any system that gives someone else, especially a cissoid, the power to decide whether you're trans or not will be abused and inevitably lead to dysphoric transsexuals being harmed 🤷♀️
December 23, 2025 at 10:37 AM
Look, there just is no alternative to self-id...
Any system that gives someone else, especially a cissoid, the power to decide whether you're trans or not will be abused and inevitably lead to dysphoric transsexuals being harmed 🤷♀️
Any system that gives someone else, especially a cissoid, the power to decide whether you're trans or not will be abused and inevitably lead to dysphoric transsexuals being harmed 🤷♀️
Do you really not care about passing, or are you just scared that seriously putting in effort is gonna make getting misgendered more painful?
December 22, 2025 at 11:54 AM
Do you really not care about passing, or are you just scared that seriously putting in effort is gonna make getting misgendered more painful?
I actually think it's pretty despicable to trick other trans women into self-sabotaging...
But, hey, what do I know? I'm just one of those evil assimilationists, right? 🤷♀️
But, hey, what do I know? I'm just one of those evil assimilationists, right? 🤷♀️
> Ugh, you're an assimilationist 🙄
My main goal is to live my best life, girl. Not constantly being discriminated against is a big part of that, yeah 🤷♀️
My main goal is to live my best life, girl. Not constantly being discriminated against is a big part of that, yeah 🤷♀️
December 22, 2025 at 7:23 AM
I actually think it's pretty despicable to trick other trans women into self-sabotaging...
But, hey, what do I know? I'm just one of those evil assimilationists, right? 🤷♀️
But, hey, what do I know? I'm just one of those evil assimilationists, right? 🤷♀️
> Ugh, you're an assimilationist 🙄
My main goal is to live my best life, girl. Not constantly being discriminated against is a big part of that, yeah 🤷♀️
My main goal is to live my best life, girl. Not constantly being discriminated against is a big part of that, yeah 🤷♀️
December 22, 2025 at 6:18 AM
> Ugh, you're an assimilationist 🙄
My main goal is to live my best life, girl. Not constantly being discriminated against is a big part of that, yeah 🤷♀️
My main goal is to live my best life, girl. Not constantly being discriminated against is a big part of that, yeah 🤷♀️
> Uhmmm, you don't need to pass to be a real woman 🤓👆
Mhmm... don't tell me that, tell that to the fucking cissoids... <___<
Mhmm... don't tell me that, tell that to the fucking cissoids... <___<
December 22, 2025 at 4:54 AM
> Uhmmm, you don't need to pass to be a real woman 🤓👆
Mhmm... don't tell me that, tell that to the fucking cissoids... <___<
Mhmm... don't tell me that, tell that to the fucking cissoids... <___<
Gotta love mood swings... Just an hour after posting this, I found myself sitting on my bathroom floor, crying, while my girlfriend bandaged my arm because I had a dysphoria spiral that ended with me using the only effective coping mechanism I have. Fun! <___<
Why do I constantly feel the urge to bite her when we're cuddling?? 😳🫣
December 21, 2025 at 9:01 PM
Gotta love mood swings... Just an hour after posting this, I found myself sitting on my bathroom floor, crying, while my girlfriend bandaged my arm because I had a dysphoria spiral that ended with me using the only effective coping mechanism I have. Fun! <___<
Why do I constantly feel the urge to bite her when we're cuddling?? 😳🫣
December 21, 2025 at 4:45 PM
Why do I constantly feel the urge to bite her when we're cuddling?? 😳🫣
Not gonna lie... Haste: Broken Worlds is a tranny game (affectionate) :3
December 21, 2025 at 10:00 AM
Not gonna lie... Haste: Broken Worlds is a tranny game (affectionate) :3
The worst part is that somehow I feel genuinely ashamed of being gay right now...
This has never been an actual problem before 🫣😖
This has never been an actual problem before 🫣😖
Got drunk (a beer and 2 cups of mulled wine but I have no tolerance), and of course immediately came out as gay to some random coworker girl...
Mentioned my relationship, she of course assumed a "he", I couldn't stop myself from correcting her...
...Why am I like this?? 😭
Mentioned my relationship, she of course assumed a "he", I couldn't stop myself from correcting her...
...Why am I like this?? 😭
December 19, 2025 at 6:43 PM
The worst part is that somehow I feel genuinely ashamed of being gay right now...
This has never been an actual problem before 🫣😖
This has never been an actual problem before 🫣😖
Got drunk (a beer and 2 cups of mulled wine but I have no tolerance), and of course immediately came out as gay to some random coworker girl...
Mentioned my relationship, she of course assumed a "he", I couldn't stop myself from correcting her...
...Why am I like this?? 😭
Mentioned my relationship, she of course assumed a "he", I couldn't stop myself from correcting her...
...Why am I like this?? 😭
December 19, 2025 at 6:35 PM
Got drunk (a beer and 2 cups of mulled wine but I have no tolerance), and of course immediately came out as gay to some random coworker girl...
Mentioned my relationship, she of course assumed a "he", I couldn't stop myself from correcting her...
...Why am I like this?? 😭
Mentioned my relationship, she of course assumed a "he", I couldn't stop myself from correcting her...
...Why am I like this?? 😭
People probably think I'm a spiro-pissmoder, but I'm actually on CPA...
...I just drink 3-5 coffee and 4 liters of tea every day 🤷♀️
...I just drink 3-5 coffee and 4 liters of tea every day 🤷♀️
December 17, 2025 at 1:39 PM
People probably think I'm a spiro-pissmoder, but I'm actually on CPA...
...I just drink 3-5 coffee and 4 liters of tea every day 🤷♀️
...I just drink 3-5 coffee and 4 liters of tea every day 🤷♀️
Guess I'm going to become the kind of girl who answers, "What are your hobbies?" with, "Reading 🙂"
...And everyone in the room will just know not to ask what kind of literature because the answer is obviously gonna be, "smut."
>___<
...And everyone in the room will just know not to ask what kind of literature because the answer is obviously gonna be, "smut."
>___<
Five years of pain just to become a plain, boring loser girl, no hobbies, no friends, no social skills, obnoxious, extremely unfunny, not really interested in anything... Just a lot of mental illness, but specifically the really embarrassing kind where you constantly end up crying in public... 😐
December 15, 2025 at 12:49 PM
Guess I'm going to become the kind of girl who answers, "What are your hobbies?" with, "Reading 🙂"
...And everyone in the room will just know not to ask what kind of literature because the answer is obviously gonna be, "smut."
>___<
...And everyone in the room will just know not to ask what kind of literature because the answer is obviously gonna be, "smut."
>___<