HealingMadnessArt
@healingmadnessart.bsky.social
TW‼️Exploring and healing schizoaffective disorder through art by illustrating my hallucinations traditionally, digitally and with AI. Sharing my story. #schizoaffective since 2012 🤍
#ADHD #dyspraxia #ticdisorder
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#ADHD #dyspraxia #ticdisorder
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Yesterday's mania turned into today's depression. So many regrets and self loathing. To be fair, I did forget to take my meds during the weekend and I've just quit smoking too. WITHDRAWALS
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #bipolar #mania #depression #mentalhealth
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #bipolar #mania #depression #mentalhealth
July 22, 2025 at 12:46 PM
Yesterday's mania turned into today's depression. So many regrets and self loathing. To be fair, I did forget to take my meds during the weekend and I've just quit smoking too. WITHDRAWALS
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #bipolar #mania #depression #mentalhealth
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #bipolar #mania #depression #mentalhealth
The feeling of being stared.
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #psychotic #psychoart #schizoart #digitalart #doodle
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #psychotic #psychoart #schizoart #digitalart #doodle
April 19, 2025 at 11:51 AM
The feeling of being stared.
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #psychotic #psychoart #schizoart #digitalart #doodle
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #psychotic #psychoart #schizoart #digitalart #doodle
The Angel.
I saw this hallucination last year. Water colour painting animated with AI.
More on my Instagram: HealingMadnessArt
#psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #bipolar #tarot #temperance #angel #art #drawing #painting
I saw this hallucination last year. Water colour painting animated with AI.
More on my Instagram: HealingMadnessArt
#psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #bipolar #tarot #temperance #angel #art #drawing #painting
February 21, 2025 at 2:09 PM
The Angel.
I saw this hallucination last year. Water colour painting animated with AI.
More on my Instagram: HealingMadnessArt
#psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #bipolar #tarot #temperance #angel #art #drawing #painting
I saw this hallucination last year. Water colour painting animated with AI.
More on my Instagram: HealingMadnessArt
#psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #bipolar #tarot #temperance #angel #art #drawing #painting
Psychosis and self-harm.
Read the whole story on my IG: HealingMadnessArt
#psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination #delusion #mentalhealth #selfharming
Read the whole story on my IG: HealingMadnessArt
#psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination #delusion #mentalhealth #selfharming
February 19, 2025 at 5:14 PM
Psychosis and self-harm.
Read the whole story on my IG: HealingMadnessArt
#psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination #delusion #mentalhealth #selfharming
Read the whole story on my IG: HealingMadnessArt
#psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination #delusion #mentalhealth #selfharming
The Android.
National Eating Disorder Awareness week is approaching.
2012-2013 I used to think I was an android and developed an eating disorder. Read more on my IG: HealingMadnessArt
#psychosis #eatingdisorder #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #delusion #digitalart #art
National Eating Disorder Awareness week is approaching.
2012-2013 I used to think I was an android and developed an eating disorder. Read more on my IG: HealingMadnessArt
#psychosis #eatingdisorder #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #delusion #digitalart #art
February 19, 2025 at 5:11 PM
The Android.
National Eating Disorder Awareness week is approaching.
2012-2013 I used to think I was an android and developed an eating disorder. Read more on my IG: HealingMadnessArt
#psychosis #eatingdisorder #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #delusion #digitalart #art
National Eating Disorder Awareness week is approaching.
2012-2013 I used to think I was an android and developed an eating disorder. Read more on my IG: HealingMadnessArt
#psychosis #eatingdisorder #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #delusion #digitalart #art
The Faces. Digital drawing.
More on my Instagram: HealingMadnessArt.
#schizophreania #psychosis #schizoaffective #schizoart #psychoart #art #digitalart #drawing
More on my Instagram: HealingMadnessArt.
#schizophreania #psychosis #schizoaffective #schizoart #psychoart #art #digitalart #drawing
February 18, 2025 at 10:06 PM
The Faces. Digital drawing.
More on my Instagram: HealingMadnessArt.
#schizophreania #psychosis #schizoaffective #schizoart #psychoart #art #digitalart #drawing
More on my Instagram: HealingMadnessArt.
#schizophreania #psychosis #schizoaffective #schizoart #psychoart #art #digitalart #drawing
Closed-eye hallucinations. Digital art piece by yours truly.
#hallucinations #psychoart #schizoart #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #psychotic
#hallucinations #psychoart #schizoart #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #psychotic
February 14, 2025 at 10:51 PM
Closed-eye hallucinations. Digital art piece by yours truly.
#hallucinations #psychoart #schizoart #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #psychotic
#hallucinations #psychoart #schizoart #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #psychotic
See the whole post on my Instagram or TikTok @HealingMadnessArt
#schizoaffective #psychosis #psychoticdepression #adhd #dyspraxia #disorder #neurodivergent
#schizoaffective #psychosis #psychoticdepression #adhd #dyspraxia #disorder #neurodivergent
February 12, 2025 at 7:49 PM
See the whole post on my Instagram or TikTok @HealingMadnessArt
#schizoaffective #psychosis #psychoticdepression #adhd #dyspraxia #disorder #neurodivergent
#schizoaffective #psychosis #psychoticdepression #adhd #dyspraxia #disorder #neurodivergent
The Airport Lizard People. They realised I had the ability to see their true form and they started tracking me and sending me messages.
Edited from a free stock photo.
More on my insta! @HealingMadnessArt
#lizardpeople #psychoart #psychosis #hallucination #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #schizo
Edited from a free stock photo.
More on my insta! @HealingMadnessArt
#lizardpeople #psychoart #psychosis #hallucination #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #schizo
February 11, 2025 at 11:09 PM
The Airport Lizard People. They realised I had the ability to see their true form and they started tracking me and sending me messages.
Edited from a free stock photo.
More on my insta! @HealingMadnessArt
#lizardpeople #psychoart #psychosis #hallucination #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #schizo
Edited from a free stock photo.
More on my insta! @HealingMadnessArt
#lizardpeople #psychoart #psychosis #hallucination #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #schizo
Saw this in a Schizophrenia support group. Funny, eh. #schizophrenia #psychosis #schizoaffective #medication
February 10, 2025 at 1:44 PM
Saw this in a Schizophrenia support group. Funny, eh. #schizophrenia #psychosis #schizoaffective #medication
Last night I saw my partner's face turn in to mine, with evil grin and dead eyes. I believed he was taken over by and evil being that's here to torment me.
Yet, I am safe. Just #psychotic.
#schizophrenia #psychoart #hallucination #delusion #mentalhealth #awareness #psychosis #disorder #neurology
Yet, I am safe. Just #psychotic.
#schizophrenia #psychoart #hallucination #delusion #mentalhealth #awareness #psychosis #disorder #neurology
February 10, 2025 at 1:11 PM
Last night I saw my partner's face turn in to mine, with evil grin and dead eyes. I believed he was taken over by and evil being that's here to torment me.
Yet, I am safe. Just #psychotic.
#schizophrenia #psychoart #hallucination #delusion #mentalhealth #awareness #psychosis #disorder #neurology
Yet, I am safe. Just #psychotic.
#schizophrenia #psychoart #hallucination #delusion #mentalhealth #awareness #psychosis #disorder #neurology
Hand sculpted with air drying clay, hand painted glass eye, in a resin frame. Animated with AI.
I love the stop motion-like effect!
Many psychotic people may relate to the thoughts of being watched.
#schizophrenia #psychoart #schizoaffective #hallucination #art #sculptureart
I love the stop motion-like effect!
Many psychotic people may relate to the thoughts of being watched.
#schizophrenia #psychoart #schizoaffective #hallucination #art #sculptureart
December 3, 2024 at 4:51 PM
Hand sculpted with air drying clay, hand painted glass eye, in a resin frame. Animated with AI.
I love the stop motion-like effect!
Many psychotic people may relate to the thoughts of being watched.
#schizophrenia #psychoart #schizoaffective #hallucination #art #sculptureart
I love the stop motion-like effect!
Many psychotic people may relate to the thoughts of being watched.
#schizophrenia #psychoart #schizoaffective #hallucination #art #sculptureart
AI animated selfies I took the other day. It is me, but also it's not.
During my psychotic episodes, I often couldn't recognise my own face or features.
I still avoid looking at myself for too long in a mirror.
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #hallucination #delusion
During my psychotic episodes, I often couldn't recognise my own face or features.
I still avoid looking at myself for too long in a mirror.
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #hallucination #delusion
December 3, 2024 at 1:43 PM
AI animated selfies I took the other day. It is me, but also it's not.
During my psychotic episodes, I often couldn't recognise my own face or features.
I still avoid looking at myself for too long in a mirror.
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #hallucination #delusion
During my psychotic episodes, I often couldn't recognise my own face or features.
I still avoid looking at myself for too long in a mirror.
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #psychosis #hallucination #delusion
I'm now also posting on TikTok! @ HealingMadnessArt
December 3, 2024 at 12:29 AM
I'm now also posting on TikTok! @ HealingMadnessArt
I'm home, having awfully loud vocal tics. It all comes out when I'm in my safe space trying to relax. My tics are triggered by anxiety, intrusive thoughts and voices too.
Trying to convince my brain- I had a nice day and there's nothing to be worried about. #tourettes #schizophrenia #psychosis
Trying to convince my brain- I had a nice day and there's nothing to be worried about. #tourettes #schizophrenia #psychosis
December 2, 2024 at 6:23 PM
I'm home, having awfully loud vocal tics. It all comes out when I'm in my safe space trying to relax. My tics are triggered by anxiety, intrusive thoughts and voices too.
Trying to convince my brain- I had a nice day and there's nothing to be worried about. #tourettes #schizophrenia #psychosis
Trying to convince my brain- I had a nice day and there's nothing to be worried about. #tourettes #schizophrenia #psychosis
Another AI video of the tigers in my messy apartment. The AI makes them look so precisely matching to my #hallucination. Something is off about them. The uncanny valley effect. #uncannyvalley #psychosis #schizoaffective #schizophrenia #aivideo #whitetiger
December 1, 2024 at 5:27 PM
Another AI video of the tigers in my messy apartment. The AI makes them look so precisely matching to my #hallucination. Something is off about them. The uncanny valley effect. #uncannyvalley #psychosis #schizoaffective #schizophrenia #aivideo #whitetiger
Playing with AI again.
During my psychosis I often felt like I couldn't recognise people's faces as human. Their features were blurry or "melting". Imposters, I thought and immediately got anxious.
#aivideo #psychosis #hallucination #schizoaffective #schizophrenia #delusion #paranoia #anxiety
During my psychosis I often felt like I couldn't recognise people's faces as human. Their features were blurry or "melting". Imposters, I thought and immediately got anxious.
#aivideo #psychosis #hallucination #schizoaffective #schizophrenia #delusion #paranoia #anxiety
November 30, 2024 at 5:52 PM
Playing with AI again.
During my psychosis I often felt like I couldn't recognise people's faces as human. Their features were blurry or "melting". Imposters, I thought and immediately got anxious.
#aivideo #psychosis #hallucination #schizoaffective #schizophrenia #delusion #paranoia #anxiety
During my psychosis I often felt like I couldn't recognise people's faces as human. Their features were blurry or "melting". Imposters, I thought and immediately got anxious.
#aivideo #psychosis #hallucination #schizoaffective #schizophrenia #delusion #paranoia #anxiety
When I first had my #psychosis in 2012, I saw these faceless black cats everywhere in my apartment. They didn't make any noise, just did what ever cats do.
Marker on A5 paper.
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination #delusion #psychoart #blackcat #mentalhealth #stigma #endthestigma
Marker on A5 paper.
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination #delusion #psychoart #blackcat #mentalhealth #stigma #endthestigma
November 30, 2024 at 5:13 PM
When I first had my #psychosis in 2012, I saw these faceless black cats everywhere in my apartment. They didn't make any noise, just did what ever cats do.
Marker on A5 paper.
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination #delusion #psychoart #blackcat #mentalhealth #stigma #endthestigma
Marker on A5 paper.
#schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination #delusion #psychoart #blackcat #mentalhealth #stigma #endthestigma
Help smash stigma! If you’re up to it, post a photo of your beautiful self if you live with mental health conditions to let others know they’re not alone.
3rd generation Schizoaffective bipolar type. Anxiety. PTSD. Trauma triggered, but it runs in the family. Now making art of my experiences✨
3rd generation Schizoaffective bipolar type. Anxiety. PTSD. Trauma triggered, but it runs in the family. Now making art of my experiences✨
November 30, 2024 at 3:02 PM
Help smash stigma! If you’re up to it, post a photo of your beautiful self if you live with mental health conditions to let others know they’re not alone.
3rd generation Schizoaffective bipolar type. Anxiety. PTSD. Trauma triggered, but it runs in the family. Now making art of my experiences✨
3rd generation Schizoaffective bipolar type. Anxiety. PTSD. Trauma triggered, but it runs in the family. Now making art of my experiences✨
A lot of my #hallucination #delusion and #paranoia is somehow about being watched. I used to see these eyes and faces pop out of my walls that would follow me.
Hand painted antique glass eye with air drying clay on a resin frame.
#psychoart #schizoaffective #schiziohrenia #mentalhealth #stigma
Hand painted antique glass eye with air drying clay on a resin frame.
#psychoart #schizoaffective #schiziohrenia #mentalhealth #stigma
November 30, 2024 at 9:47 AM
A lot of my #hallucination #delusion and #paranoia is somehow about being watched. I used to see these eyes and faces pop out of my walls that would follow me.
Hand painted antique glass eye with air drying clay on a resin frame.
#psychoart #schizoaffective #schiziohrenia #mentalhealth #stigma
Hand painted antique glass eye with air drying clay on a resin frame.
#psychoart #schizoaffective #schiziohrenia #mentalhealth #stigma
This was my first try with AI. I took a photo of my hand and described my #hallucination of the eye opening on my palm. I love it how unreal and somewhat sore it looks, very uncanny.
#psychoart #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #mentalhealth #bipolar #chronicillness #aiart
#psychoart #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #mentalhealth #bipolar #chronicillness #aiart
November 30, 2024 at 9:42 AM
This was my first try with AI. I took a photo of my hand and described my #hallucination of the eye opening on my palm. I love it how unreal and somewhat sore it looks, very uncanny.
#psychoart #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #mentalhealth #bipolar #chronicillness #aiart
#psychoart #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #mentalhealth #bipolar #chronicillness #aiart
Water colour and ink on A3 paper.
I saw this angel or beautiful young man with dragon wings in my kitchen. It's been my most recent vivid hallucination. It reminded me of the Tarot card Temperance, so I used some tarot cards as reference for this. #psychoart #hallucination #schizophrenia #psychosis
I saw this angel or beautiful young man with dragon wings in my kitchen. It's been my most recent vivid hallucination. It reminded me of the Tarot card Temperance, so I used some tarot cards as reference for this. #psychoart #hallucination #schizophrenia #psychosis
November 29, 2024 at 11:02 AM
Water colour and ink on A3 paper.
I saw this angel or beautiful young man with dragon wings in my kitchen. It's been my most recent vivid hallucination. It reminded me of the Tarot card Temperance, so I used some tarot cards as reference for this. #psychoart #hallucination #schizophrenia #psychosis
I saw this angel or beautiful young man with dragon wings in my kitchen. It's been my most recent vivid hallucination. It reminded me of the Tarot card Temperance, so I used some tarot cards as reference for this. #psychoart #hallucination #schizophrenia #psychosis
Animated this drawing with an AI and it gave me the giggles! It really suits the creature, how awkwardly it stumbles up the stairs. I was never scared of this hallucination, I almost enjoyed it's presence. Bringing it to life like this is so healing. #schizophrenia #psychosis #psychoart
November 28, 2024 at 10:37 PM
Animated this drawing with an AI and it gave me the giggles! It really suits the creature, how awkwardly it stumbles up the stairs. I was never scared of this hallucination, I almost enjoyed it's presence. Bringing it to life like this is so healing. #schizophrenia #psychosis #psychoart
Photography with digital art.
I used to see this massive spider creature staring at me at the bottom of my stairs all the time. I was never scared of it however, I knew it wouldn't come up stairs.
#psychoart #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination #paranoia #mentalhealth #illness
I used to see this massive spider creature staring at me at the bottom of my stairs all the time. I was never scared of it however, I knew it wouldn't come up stairs.
#psychoart #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination #paranoia #mentalhealth #illness
November 28, 2024 at 4:14 PM
Photography with digital art.
I used to see this massive spider creature staring at me at the bottom of my stairs all the time. I was never scared of it however, I knew it wouldn't come up stairs.
#psychoart #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination #paranoia #mentalhealth #illness
I used to see this massive spider creature staring at me at the bottom of my stairs all the time. I was never scared of it however, I knew it wouldn't come up stairs.
#psychoart #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination #paranoia #mentalhealth #illness
I used to see white animals, especially tigers at my flat. Laying in my sofa especially. This photo is made with AI. I tried my best in describing the worst state of my home and it got it quite spot on! #psychoart #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination
November 28, 2024 at 3:58 PM
I used to see white animals, especially tigers at my flat. Laying in my sofa especially. This photo is made with AI. I tried my best in describing the worst state of my home and it got it quite spot on! #psychoart #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoaffective #hallucination