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evenfalling.bsky.social
@evenfalling.bsky.social
i: furbuki.bsky.social

caelan, 22, he/him, toxic healer main.
ffxiv + hsr + drakengard.
I like weird fiction, yapping about my OCs, and complaining about my personal life.

Currently progging: m12s p1 enrage

Chikashi Hoshino 🌻 Siren
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this is all u need to know abt me tbh
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メーティオン #FF14 #FF14art #kurupic
January 28, 2026 at 12:42 PM
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Sphene doodle

#ffxiv #ffxivart
January 28, 2026 at 6:40 AM
I want to buy an Illya figure
January 28, 2026 at 11:19 PM
Everyone look at this fic that is absolutely haunting me I cannot stop thinking about it archiveofourown.org/works/24157102
archiveofourown.org
January 28, 2026 at 5:19 PM
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October 17, 2024 at 10:34 AM
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#弓士
染上你(我)原本的颜色
April 12, 2025 at 1:49 AM
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( #弓士 / #yumishi )
sorry I forgot I had bluesky
December 20, 2025 at 3:49 PM
Zzzzzz I wanna finish the raid tier so I can go play hollow ataraxia. Selfcest yaoi will save me
January 26, 2026 at 5:34 PM
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SMILING GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET @furbuki.bsky.social DREW MISS MONKHTUYA AND SHE IS THE CUTEST EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and yet also with that distant melancholia..........

look at her. are you looking. look harder. gaze for an extended period of time. longer than that. look.
September 10, 2025 at 5:24 AM
Thought about this for a second. Monkhtuya is actually chillingly pessimistic about human nature for a girl her age. Believes everyone only acts out of self-interest, and even acts of altruism are just a way to feel "worthy" or prove one's goodness to others. She herself is no exception.
what makes your wol weak/flawed/ugly. im not talking like "they're overly trusting" or "they're too kind" like what makes your wol kind of suck
January 25, 2026 at 11:20 PM
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January 5, 2026 at 7:03 PM
SCH main. Yes, I go off The Balance for BiS and to ask other SCH about e.g. preferred Dissi timings in a fight + use xivanalysis a lot to make sure I'm getting the most out of my healing CDs from early prog 2 reclears.

I only play DPS casually but I look up correct rotations even for dailies lol.
XIV community, talk to me.

When you play your main class in high end content, do you go by methods like The Balance or do you find your own methods?

(Note: this is a question based upon your thoughts & experiences, if you get mad, that's on you.)

#xivqotd #wolqotd
January 22, 2026 at 2:37 PM
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Self-indulged doodle of One and only.
Consider this my late birthday art (I was out of time yesterday)

#digitalart #drakengard
January 19, 2026 at 7:11 PM
Something about Kokutou Mikiya is scratching my brain
January 20, 2026 at 10:26 PM
it took me 362 pulls to clear m11s which is insane considering it is not a very difficult fight and its most "difficult" mechanic has a pretty good strat + takes five billion years for everything to go off
January 20, 2026 at 7:38 AM
m11s enrage prog :despairge:
January 19, 2026 at 6:06 AM
after I finish this raid tier I wanna make another loli oc with even more rancid vibes someone remind me (currently crying bc m11s clear parties arent real)
January 18, 2026 at 4:04 AM
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青空へ響く希望の歌 #FF14 #FFXIVART
January 16, 2026 at 1:06 PM
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November 20, 2024 at 8:55 PM
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🏄‍♀️
January 12, 2026 at 1:22 PM
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The twelve but Eorzea Academy!
#ffxiv #ffxivart
January 12, 2026 at 5:20 PM
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accord / zero yuri

#drakengard #dod3 #dragondragoon
January 1, 2026 at 1:56 PM
hmm maybe will not clear first 3 floors week one (feelsbadman)
January 13, 2026 at 5:40 AM
Despite running multiple <5% enrage parties, it took me 12 hours and 120 pulls to clear m10s in PF which feels deeply embarrassing because I know *I* could have gotten it a lot sooner. It is genuinely such an EASY fight.
January 10, 2026 at 10:52 PM
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more disgusting thancred towards ryne
January 10, 2026 at 1:37 AM