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@evenfalling.bsky.social
i: furbuki.bsky.social
caelan, 22, he/him, toxic healer main.
ffxiv + hsr + drakengard.
I like weird fiction, yapping about my OCs, and complaining about my personal life.
Currently progging: m12s p1 enrage
Chikashi Hoshino 🌻 Siren
caelan, 22, he/him, toxic healer main.
ffxiv + hsr + drakengard.
I like weird fiction, yapping about my OCs, and complaining about my personal life.
Currently progging: m12s p1 enrage
Chikashi Hoshino 🌻 Siren
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I want to buy an Illya figure
January 28, 2026 at 11:19 PM
I want to buy an Illya figure
Everyone look at this fic that is absolutely haunting me I cannot stop thinking about it archiveofourown.org/works/24157102
archiveofourown.org
January 28, 2026 at 5:19 PM
Everyone look at this fic that is absolutely haunting me I cannot stop thinking about it archiveofourown.org/works/24157102
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Zzzzzz I wanna finish the raid tier so I can go play hollow ataraxia. Selfcest yaoi will save me
January 26, 2026 at 5:34 PM
Zzzzzz I wanna finish the raid tier so I can go play hollow ataraxia. Selfcest yaoi will save me
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SMILING GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET @furbuki.bsky.social DREW MISS MONKHTUYA AND SHE IS THE CUTEST EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and yet also with that distant melancholia..........
look at her. are you looking. look harder. gaze for an extended period of time. longer than that. look.
look at her. are you looking. look harder. gaze for an extended period of time. longer than that. look.
September 10, 2025 at 5:24 AM
SMILING GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET @furbuki.bsky.social DREW MISS MONKHTUYA AND SHE IS THE CUTEST EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and yet also with that distant melancholia..........
look at her. are you looking. look harder. gaze for an extended period of time. longer than that. look.
look at her. are you looking. look harder. gaze for an extended period of time. longer than that. look.
Thought about this for a second. Monkhtuya is actually chillingly pessimistic about human nature for a girl her age. Believes everyone only acts out of self-interest, and even acts of altruism are just a way to feel "worthy" or prove one's goodness to others. She herself is no exception.
what makes your wol weak/flawed/ugly. im not talking like "they're overly trusting" or "they're too kind" like what makes your wol kind of suck
January 25, 2026 at 11:20 PM
Thought about this for a second. Monkhtuya is actually chillingly pessimistic about human nature for a girl her age. Believes everyone only acts out of self-interest, and even acts of altruism are just a way to feel "worthy" or prove one's goodness to others. She herself is no exception.
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January 5, 2026 at 7:03 PM
SCH main. Yes, I go off The Balance for BiS and to ask other SCH about e.g. preferred Dissi timings in a fight + use xivanalysis a lot to make sure I'm getting the most out of my healing CDs from early prog 2 reclears.
I only play DPS casually but I look up correct rotations even for dailies lol.
I only play DPS casually but I look up correct rotations even for dailies lol.
January 22, 2026 at 2:37 PM
SCH main. Yes, I go off The Balance for BiS and to ask other SCH about e.g. preferred Dissi timings in a fight + use xivanalysis a lot to make sure I'm getting the most out of my healing CDs from early prog 2 reclears.
I only play DPS casually but I look up correct rotations even for dailies lol.
I only play DPS casually but I look up correct rotations even for dailies lol.
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Self-indulged doodle of One and only.
Consider this my late birthday art (I was out of time yesterday)
#digitalart #drakengard
Consider this my late birthday art (I was out of time yesterday)
#digitalart #drakengard
January 19, 2026 at 7:11 PM
Self-indulged doodle of One and only.
Consider this my late birthday art (I was out of time yesterday)
#digitalart #drakengard
Consider this my late birthday art (I was out of time yesterday)
#digitalart #drakengard
Something about Kokutou Mikiya is scratching my brain
January 20, 2026 at 10:26 PM
Something about Kokutou Mikiya is scratching my brain
it took me 362 pulls to clear m11s which is insane considering it is not a very difficult fight and its most "difficult" mechanic has a pretty good strat + takes five billion years for everything to go off
January 20, 2026 at 7:38 AM
it took me 362 pulls to clear m11s which is insane considering it is not a very difficult fight and its most "difficult" mechanic has a pretty good strat + takes five billion years for everything to go off
m11s enrage prog :despairge:
January 19, 2026 at 6:06 AM
m11s enrage prog :despairge:
after I finish this raid tier I wanna make another loli oc with even more rancid vibes someone remind me (currently crying bc m11s clear parties arent real)
January 18, 2026 at 4:04 AM
after I finish this raid tier I wanna make another loli oc with even more rancid vibes someone remind me (currently crying bc m11s clear parties arent real)
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November 20, 2024 at 8:55 PM
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January 12, 2026 at 5:20 PM
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January 1, 2026 at 1:56 PM
hmm maybe will not clear first 3 floors week one (feelsbadman)
January 13, 2026 at 5:40 AM
hmm maybe will not clear first 3 floors week one (feelsbadman)
Despite running multiple <5% enrage parties, it took me 12 hours and 120 pulls to clear m10s in PF which feels deeply embarrassing because I know *I* could have gotten it a lot sooner. It is genuinely such an EASY fight.
January 10, 2026 at 10:52 PM
Despite running multiple <5% enrage parties, it took me 12 hours and 120 pulls to clear m10s in PF which feels deeply embarrassing because I know *I* could have gotten it a lot sooner. It is genuinely such an EASY fight.
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more disgusting thancred towards ryne
January 10, 2026 at 1:37 AM
more disgusting thancred towards ryne