She's polite, but privately struggles to get along with truly selfless people or idealists (like Alisaie) and at her worst she has it in her to be manipulative to "prove" her own worldview (see whatever the fuck she has going on with the Exarch).

She is still kind and friendly - saving others makes her feel strong and worthy of love, and when she has killed enough to fulfill her pact with Hydaelyn she gets to go home. She's lonely, but it's somewhat self-imposed by the fact that she views relationships as inherently transactional.

Also full offense if you're like "I just look up BiS and go based off vibes" (if you're doing your own calcs more power to you I could never) I pray you stay the fuck out of savage PF. That's fine in a static but selfish with randos esp in early weeks.

that said it did take me a fucking age to learn where to stand for cross on some ultimate weapon patterns cuz sometimes i had to BOOK IT and ended up weird

the sad thing is if I had taken time off for week one I probably would've been able to clear it bc I'd be with all the other sweaty gamers who know how to press their buttons but instead I gotta deal w shit like this www.fflogs.com/reports/ALMJ...