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Commission for @curran12.bsky.social of their ferret boy Riposte, taking a shower to think about the hardship of life🚿

Thank you very much~!💛
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November 12, 2025 at 9:47 AM
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Bröther DuForte of the Dark Angels Chapter

Commission for @curran12.bsky.social
#ArtsOfNighto💀
October 19, 2025 at 7:26 PM
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Commission for @curran12.bsky.social of adventuring girls downtime at the hot springs~( ¯꒳¯ )

Had to do some Manga-censoring there, too much fun timez💦

Thank you very much~!💛
#commission
October 9, 2025 at 8:38 AM
About time for another therapy journal, I think.
August 14, 2025 at 10:04 PM
New therapy journal to combine the last two weeks of work. And it is a doozy of work for me this time.

Something in these sessions is beginning to get through to me, and it is coming as a bit of a shock to me. My therapist regularly tells me know how shocked she is at how poorly I treat myself.
July 24, 2025 at 3:36 AM
Suppose it is time for another therapy journal.

This last session hit harder than I had expected. And I expected it to hit since I had a week off for the holiday so I am a bit discombobulated.

We hit on two big revelations that I am still struggling to fully process and live with.
July 12, 2025 at 3:44 PM
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Commission for @curran12.bsky.social of Elise doing the famous dead-noodle-ferret while her boyfriend is beyond stressed up (°ロ°);

Thank you very much~!💛
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July 10, 2025 at 12:01 PM
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Got the change to design a cute Mouse Girl for @curran12.bsky.social‬. Her name is Sierra and she has anxiety!! #ArtsOfNighto💀
July 9, 2025 at 6:26 PM
Been a bit, so I think it is time to do another therapy journal.

The past sessions have had two very big things to try to break down: how well I communicate my emotions and the serious level of self loathing I have, and how it has affected me, as well as starting to develop work to address both.
June 29, 2025 at 3:28 PM
Figure it is time for a new therapy journal.

It was a very tumultuous month for my mental health, and I've been doing my best to recover my stability. So the past few sessions have not really been about progress, but re balancing myself and getting a deeper sense of emotional security back.
June 12, 2025 at 7:24 PM
I am a God damn idiot
May 24, 2025 at 5:12 PM
Therapy journal.

The session this week continued into issues of self worth, and why I persist in situations that are harmful to my mental health, like toxic relationships.
May 23, 2025 at 7:17 PM
Missed last week, but this week's therapy journal is now:

Continued to explore my behaviors and attitudes towards my happiness. Really hitting into the fact that I massively struggle with two things.

The first is acknowledging when I need something. The second is a deep pit of poor self-worth.
May 16, 2025 at 10:01 PM
Therapy journal update.

My last session was an insightful conversation about, unusually, my mindset and habits towards resting. I do like my downtime and I always tried to encourage and incorporate rest into my routines, but I am beginning to realize that I was not really "resting" (cont).
May 1, 2025 at 6:47 PM
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April 28, 2025 at 2:31 PM
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April 28, 2025 at 2:33 PM
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April 28, 2025 at 2:34 PM
New therapy journal entry.

This week's session explored into how my upbringing brought me into a guilt complex when it comes to happiness.

Realizing that a lot of my bad thought processes and habits were not a result of directly being told I was wrong, but by learning what was "right" (cont)
April 24, 2025 at 8:44 PM
It's been a bit since I did a therapy update, and yesterday was a bit of an impact for me.

One of my biggest problems that I've been wrestling with is the idea of a guilty conscience. That due to my fortune, I should not be happy, especially in difficult times. Basically, that my happiness (cont)
April 10, 2025 at 7:24 PM
Unbelievably flattered by this, thank you again so much!
A gift done for @curran12.bsky.social as a thank you to him and the Knighthood team for including Cinn and Bunn in the comics recently.

Looks like Riposte may be in over his head when it comes to dealing with these two guardians!
February 17, 2025 at 8:55 PM
Hard work at therapy today. I was introduced to the concept of "toxic shame", which on reflection, feels like it has been a dominant part of my life for some time. Tackling it is going to be major trial, since it has been so long-lived and prevalent, but at least it has something I can name now.
February 5, 2025 at 10:19 PM
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I refuse to let the next 4 years ruin the time I have here.
I will have joy.
I will laugh.
I will rest.
I will dance.
I will sing.
I will spend time with folks I love.
I will find ways I can help my community.
I will find the beauty.
I will hold on to peace.
I will live.
I will have joy.
January 31, 2025 at 4:08 PM
I'm a massive Golden Girls fan, so I can think of no better leadership for my Adeptus Sororitas. I've been working through this concept for YEARS and I'm excited to finally have it accomplished.
Shout out to @bssterrain for the amazing head sculpts.
#warhammercommunity #warhammer40k #goldengirls
January 28, 2025 at 6:33 PM
Also this week's therapy update. Got the therapist to cry while asking me why I am not crying as I talked about myself. That's a weight and a half.
January 16, 2025 at 8:22 PM
This may be old of me to say, but why did nobody tell me about how nice epsom salt in a bath was?
January 16, 2025 at 8:22 PM