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Ryu
@call-me-diablo.bsky.social
VENT ACC!! I‘m a weirdo obsessed with his weight
Undiagnosed arfid, diagnosed severe depression and ADHD

Hw: 75kg/ 165lbs
Cw: 60.6kg/ 133.6lbs
Gw: 55kg/ 120lbs
Ugw: 45kg/ 100lbs

Literally (beast) Akutagawa if it wasn’t obvious
19yo, bsd fan, basic dni
Thank youuuu thats so kind, I mean there’s still deadlines that stress me out a bit but generally today was so nice compared all the other days I’m quite happy even :)
December 11, 2025 at 3:42 PM
Ikr?? I am not trusting a purely probability-calculating garbage program made by some nepo-baby techbro with my problems. 😭 A rock would maybe not make me feel better, but not worse either. AI has already driven enough people into comitting suicide, I ain’t gonna risk getting even worse. 💔
December 11, 2025 at 8:52 AM
Oh what the actal fuck- yeah no you're right, thats not even close to being enough. Nobody deserves to have to go through a relationship like that, and he definitely never deserved you. I'm happy you were able to get away from that genuinely perverted freak, his kind makes me lose hope in humanity.
December 10, 2025 at 5:19 PM
I think there are some tutorials on YouTube f.e. on how to develop a personal and also neat looking signature, I mean there are signatures that look really cool, so if you’re already on it you could try and make it look nice too!! And then you just gotta practice writing it a bunch of times ig- :D
December 10, 2025 at 5:07 PM
Sorry, idk if that’s too much or not enough, I’m just genuinely so fucking triggered by what he did. I’m so sorry for you.
December 10, 2025 at 4:58 PM
What the fuck, thats such incredibly disgusting behavior, I don’t even know what to say- I genuinely hope he realizes what a disgusting pathetic piece of fucking garbage he is and spirals into the deepest self hate until he decides to just finally end his unworthy life. I hope it’s painful and slow.
December 10, 2025 at 4:57 PM
…yeah, pic three is the author 😭🥀
December 10, 2025 at 2:28 PM
Yeah no sorry it’s just that my family is really left wing n modern and I’m really thankful for them all being so based, so that book confuses me just as much as it confuses you. 😭 Also it seems to just be widely available, yeah. 🥀
December 10, 2025 at 2:03 PM
So im really confused rn. Like, they’re even accepting of LGBT+, which is super unusual for people their age and I don’t remember them ever making any racist comments, but just what the hell is that book title 💔 It feels like hearing a gay friend say a homophobic slur I’m so thrown off rn 🥀
December 10, 2025 at 1:40 PM
Nah my parents are actually even more left wing than I am, and like- my (other) grandpa was super happy when my dad told him I’m a Marxist back when I was 14, so I genuinely don’t know what the fuck this is supposed to be. 😭 and the grandparents that gave me this book are actually pretty based too-
December 10, 2025 at 1:40 PM
Don’t try to hide from a temporary situation with a permanent solution, there is always a better option. I and everyone else on here appreciate you so very much and you’re an awesome person that matters. Please be kind to yourself, your body and your mind. You’re stronger than that.
December 10, 2025 at 10:32 AM
I can’t really do much, but please try your best not to. I’m sure everything feels overwhelming and you see no reason to keep going right now, but that’s just a temporary feeling. Your mind is crowded, stressed and overwhelmed right now, and that’s hard to deal with, but that’s just a moment.
December 10, 2025 at 10:32 AM
Oh my god congrats!! Thats such an achievement I’m so jealous!! And it looks amazing too!
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December 9, 2025 at 6:30 PM
Yeah, literally 6 people in my main class are above 6’2, it’s a horrible place to be merely 5‘7 😭 I have the feeling if we’d take the average of my city itd be way above the national average too, for some reason everyone around me is just extra tall
December 9, 2025 at 3:51 PM