Ryu
@call-me-diablo.bsky.social
VENT ACC!! I‘m a weirdo obsessed with his weight
Undiagnosed arfid, diagnosed severe depression and ADHD
Hw: 75kg/ 165lbs
Cw: 60.6kg/ 133.6lbs
Gw: 55kg/ 120lbs
Ugw: 45kg/ 100lbs
Literally (beast) Akutagawa if it wasn’t obvious
19yo, bsd fan, basic dni
Undiagnosed arfid, diagnosed severe depression and ADHD
Hw: 75kg/ 165lbs
Cw: 60.6kg/ 133.6lbs
Gw: 55kg/ 120lbs
Ugw: 45kg/ 100lbs
Literally (beast) Akutagawa if it wasn’t obvious
19yo, bsd fan, basic dni
Yeah no sorry it’s just that my family is really left wing n modern and I’m really thankful for them all being so based, so that book confuses me just as much as it confuses you. 😭 Also it seems to just be widely available, yeah. 🥀
December 10, 2025 at 2:03 PM
Yeah no sorry it’s just that my family is really left wing n modern and I’m really thankful for them all being so based, so that book confuses me just as much as it confuses you. 😭 Also it seems to just be widely available, yeah. 🥀
Im cleaning my book shelves rn and found this book… 😭I believe my grandparents gifted it to me when I was like ten, and Ive never read it so I can’t say anything about the content, but cough cough- what kind of title is that?? 😟 (in English itd be: „the white [n-word] Wumbaba“) …Seriously wtf
December 10, 2025 at 1:22 PM
Im cleaning my book shelves rn and found this book… 😭I believe my grandparents gifted it to me when I was like ten, and Ive never read it so I can’t say anything about the content, but cough cough- what kind of title is that?? 😟 (in English itd be: „the white [n-word] Wumbaba“) …Seriously wtf
How does this, THIS MF have a higher bmi than me?? 🥹🔫 I just wanna genuinely jump off somewhere atp ik comparing myself to fictional characters is stupid but holy hell I’m never gonna look even close like him whats the point of living
December 7, 2025 at 8:09 PM
How does this, THIS MF have a higher bmi than me?? 🥹🔫 I just wanna genuinely jump off somewhere atp ik comparing myself to fictional characters is stupid but holy hell I’m never gonna look even close like him whats the point of living
Cooked btw, I thought 50GB a month were enough, seems like it absolutely isnt 💔
December 5, 2025 at 9:29 AM
Cooked btw, I thought 50GB a month were enough, seems like it absolutely isnt 💔
I need everyones honest and serious help. (If you have any knowledge abt the characters or are bored enough to get an impression of em just for this) Am I more Chuuya or Akutagawa??
December 4, 2025 at 7:21 PM
I need everyones honest and serious help. (If you have any knowledge abt the characters or are bored enough to get an impression of em just for this) Am I more Chuuya or Akutagawa??
Chuuya is starting to really rise and rise in how much I like him, he’s getting dangerously close to my boy akutagawa… this feels like I’m mentally cheating why am I low-key feeling so guilty abt this
December 4, 2025 at 6:03 PM
Chuuya is starting to really rise and rise in how much I like him, he’s getting dangerously close to my boy akutagawa… this feels like I’m mentally cheating why am I low-key feeling so guilty abt this
I genuinely don’t know what this is and this is the first time I ever did any kind of animation, it’s also not nearly finished, just the beginning scenes so don’t bully me T T
December 3, 2025 at 8:04 PM
I genuinely don’t know what this is and this is the first time I ever did any kind of animation, it’s also not nearly finished, just the beginning scenes so don’t bully me T T
Designing that mf rn. And uhm, we shall call him… totally not Dazai- 😭
December 1, 2025 at 7:11 PM
Designing that mf rn. And uhm, we shall call him… totally not Dazai- 😭
I GENUINELY NEED TO FUCKING LOOK LIKE HIM SOOOO BADLY FUCK YOU EATING DISORDER
November 30, 2025 at 9:07 PM
I GENUINELY NEED TO FUCKING LOOK LIKE HIM SOOOO BADLY FUCK YOU EATING DISORDER
I… I kinda did smth… he had a hat and is ginger so I chuuyafied him 💔 sigh
November 28, 2025 at 7:06 PM
I… I kinda did smth… he had a hat and is ginger so I chuuyafied him 💔 sigh
November 28, 2025 at 4:20 PM
My favorite animal doing my favorite activity!! Finally managed to do something that’s actually more of a doodle
November 28, 2025 at 11:53 AM
My favorite animal doing my favorite activity!! Finally managed to do something that’s actually more of a doodle
Bc I don’t know her I’m like,, really afraid I mischaracterized her or smth. 💔 it also takes me sooo long to draw humans it’s insane. I wanted to do quick fun little doodles, this has spiraled 😭 anyways she doesn’t really look similar but I hope it’s close enough
November 28, 2025 at 11:27 AM
Bc I don’t know her I’m like,, really afraid I mischaracterized her or smth. 💔 it also takes me sooo long to draw humans it’s insane. I wanted to do quick fun little doodles, this has spiraled 😭 anyways she doesn’t really look similar but I hope it’s close enough
Give him all your money or suffer the consequences. (His greed sickens me)
November 28, 2025 at 9:37 AM
Give him all your money or suffer the consequences. (His greed sickens me)
🤍🤍Weight thread!!🤍🤍
(I’ll try to weigh myself every day at least once, here I’m logging date, time and weight in either kg, lbs or both)
(I’ll try to weigh myself every day at least once, here I’m logging date, time and weight in either kg, lbs or both)
November 28, 2025 at 7:59 AM
🤍🤍Weight thread!!🤍🤍
(I’ll try to weigh myself every day at least once, here I’m logging date, time and weight in either kg, lbs or both)
(I’ll try to weigh myself every day at least once, here I’m logging date, time and weight in either kg, lbs or both)
(Sorry ik this Story is so random but you just reminded me of it 😭) I just love the contrast of him coming into the room looking intimidating but he’s holding smth like this
November 28, 2025 at 7:51 AM
(Sorry ik this Story is so random but you just reminded me of it 😭) I just love the contrast of him coming into the room looking intimidating but he’s holding smth like this
Absolute fucking skinny king by the way, just look at him!- he's my only ever goal and thinspo I'll ever need
November 27, 2025 at 10:59 PM
Absolute fucking skinny king by the way, just look at him!- he's my only ever goal and thinspo I'll ever need
Hmm, mine and akutagawas stats are kinda similar, we're like almost exactly the same height, and if I wanted to weigh as much as he does canonically I'd have to lose a bit over 20 lbs, which would then put me at his BMI which is 18. (I love this stupid picture of him, his expression is so perfect)
November 27, 2025 at 10:42 PM
Hmm, mine and akutagawas stats are kinda similar, we're like almost exactly the same height, and if I wanted to weigh as much as he does canonically I'd have to lose a bit over 20 lbs, which would then put me at his BMI which is 18. (I love this stupid picture of him, his expression is so perfect)
Wait... I have to lose like another 30 lbs for me to reach BMI 16?...
November 27, 2025 at 10:38 PM
Wait... I have to lose like another 30 lbs for me to reach BMI 16?...
15 Meter Bridge drop into giant raging freezing river?? What does chat say abt this? Epic??
November 27, 2025 at 4:31 PM
15 Meter Bridge drop into giant raging freezing river?? What does chat say abt this? Epic??
I want to just cryyyyy fuck fuck fuuuuck why does my doctor actually have to care about me I had an appointment because I had a cold, why check my weight and inform my parents and get me a therapist and threaten me with a mental hospital I just wanted to get cough tablets or smth
November 25, 2025 at 1:58 PM
I want to just cryyyyy fuck fuck fuuuuck why does my doctor actually have to care about me I had an appointment because I had a cold, why check my weight and inform my parents and get me a therapist and threaten me with a mental hospital I just wanted to get cough tablets or smth
This and it’s not even 2pm yet. I hate my parents for this and now I actually do wanna move out. When I go to uni at latest. Too bad it’s pretty much impossible to find an apartment here. So now I’ll have to sit through this for maybe years and try my best to maintain at least. I hate everything.
November 25, 2025 at 12:27 PM
This and it’s not even 2pm yet. I hate my parents for this and now I actually do wanna move out. When I go to uni at latest. Too bad it’s pretty much impossible to find an apartment here. So now I’ll have to sit through this for maybe years and try my best to maintain at least. I hate everything.
I just found out one of my favorite online artists ever (schizocreep!!) made art of Akutagawa (aka me) and the way I screamed out loud as if I were a pathetic schoolgirl seeing Justin Biber live or smth- my family was genuinely worried something happened and came to see if I'm okay 😭
November 24, 2025 at 8:11 PM
I just found out one of my favorite online artists ever (schizocreep!!) made art of Akutagawa (aka me) and the way I screamed out loud as if I were a pathetic schoolgirl seeing Justin Biber live or smth- my family was genuinely worried something happened and came to see if I'm okay 😭
Body dysmorphia is telling me that this is how it'd look if I ever got a girlfriend (not that that'd ever happen anyways)
November 24, 2025 at 6:10 PM
Body dysmorphia is telling me that this is how it'd look if I ever got a girlfriend (not that that'd ever happen anyways)