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H P
@buggus96.bsky.social
Crocheter normalaire attempting to become a sewist. I have three dead babies and I talk about them a lot. AZ 🌵
Mentally? I’m here 🩷
June 15, 2024 at 4:54 AM
Look at my silly perfect little dog
June 8, 2024 at 10:28 PM
I won’t kill myself because I don’t want anyone to have to go through the trouble of planning a funeral

Silver linings you know
June 6, 2024 at 1:37 AM
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I’m a lot more patient than I used to be but people are also worse now so you can’t really tell
June 5, 2024 at 4:29 PM
Happy Pride, last December I was high at a Christmas party and Last Christmas was playing on the TV, and after spending the entire song staring at the screen I came to the conclusion that George Michael was the most beautiful man the world had ever seen, and now I’m obsessed with Wham!
June 4, 2024 at 2:14 PM
Crazy how Billie wrote a line about my husband and his terrible dad
May 31, 2024 at 10:50 PM
When will my regular cycle return from war

I just want to ovulate, dammit
May 14, 2024 at 3:30 PM
Trying to have a peaceful bit of sewing and I keep getting gripped by anxiety over this whole thing
fil is getting progressively more delusional and a lot of it is manifesting in the form of obsessing over a waitress to the extent of wanting to give her POA. I went to the restaurant today to ask the manager to bar him from the restaurant to protect the female servers there.
May 10, 2024 at 3:48 AM
fil is getting progressively more delusional and a lot of it is manifesting in the form of obsessing over a waitress to the extent of wanting to give her POA. I went to the restaurant today to ask the manager to bar him from the restaurant to protect the female servers there.
May 9, 2024 at 8:23 PM
I wonder if my ex husband has seen the eel pit TikToks because I bet he’d love them.
April 26, 2024 at 1:54 AM
I want to make a nice dress for FIL’s funeral and it’s so…. Weird. To be fabric shopping for something like this. For still wanting to engage in the craft that makes me happiest for such an awful occasion- ESPECIALLY when he’s still alive. Everything is wrong and weird.
April 22, 2024 at 3:18 AM
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Taco Bell managers at 4:15 today
April 20, 2024 at 12:49 PM
Oh my god AND we’re going to have to clean out his entire house oh my god 😭
April 17, 2024 at 2:28 PM
Oh my god I just realized we’re going to need to plan a viewing and my husband and his brother will probably dress him so we’ll need to plan for that. Also a casket???

I’m used to planning memorial services for babies, not adults. This is all new territory
April 16, 2024 at 4:41 PM
We’re having the big conversation with fil tonight. Since I’m babysitting I can’t physically be there, but I’ll be on a call so I can still support. I haven’t panicked like this since I had to see my ex in laws for the last time 😀 I’m going to throw up!!!!!
April 15, 2024 at 1:50 AM
Babysitting my cousins this weekend and the youngest who’s about five months older than Sofia would have been is at dance class right now. You know what hurts to watch? A bunch of perfect little toddlers dancing and twirling and wondering if my daughter would have been their friend, too.
April 13, 2024 at 4:11 PM
Husband and his brother tried to talk to fil last night and he spent most of the time insulting his sons’ intelligence and laughing at their concerns.
I have to keep reminding myself that his “good” qualities come from a place of deep selfishness and he’ll be a manipulator to the end.
April 13, 2024 at 2:38 PM
Re-listening to Jennette McCurdy’s I’m Glad My Mom Died right as we’re going through all of this horseshit with my father in law is eerily timely. 😬
April 13, 2024 at 2:37 AM
My father in law decided to quit all of his medications AND DIALYSIS cold turkey. He’s taking a powdered beet juice supplement based off of the word of a YouTube “doctor” who convinced him this’ll cure him.

So basically he has maybe a few weeks left & we’re just sitting ducks in the meantime.
April 11, 2024 at 4:01 AM
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Thinking about the time my first boyfriend’s mom saw one of these in his dorm room and told him, “I don’t care what you and Mara do in your own time, but put that away when I come over”
September 3, 2023 at 9:39 PM
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Oh, I hope not.
April 8, 2024 at 10:54 PM
Binge watching Sex And The City and I hate that I like Big. 🙈 granted I’m only on season 1 still and I know I’ll probably hate him a lot but right now he’s fun to watch. 💀
April 7, 2024 at 8:09 PM
Weekend mood board
April 6, 2024 at 4:58 AM
I have had like three dreams about my ex husband this week. SET ME FREE I BEG YOU
April 5, 2024 at 5:18 PM