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July 26, 2025 at 10:36 PM
That said, I've been baby stepping interaction with online spaces again, and I've been drawing again, after not really doing it for a few months. So, I'm on the right track, I would have started work on coms again already, but I'm so rusty I think I gotta get back into the swing of things first.
August 14, 2025 at 1:29 AM
That said, I've been baby stepping interaction with online spaces again, and I've been drawing again, after not really doing it for a few months. So, I'm on the right track, I would have started work on coms again already, but I'm so rusty I think I gotta get back into the swing of things first.
Meds don't do much for me, anything I tried has made things worse, and I've refused inpatient or actually having "schizophrenia" plopped on my record (again) cus being trans and having a major chronic condition is already sketchy. Anyway, I'm rawdogging all my issues with limited support.
August 14, 2025 at 12:36 AM
Meds don't do much for me, anything I tried has made things worse, and I've refused inpatient or actually having "schizophrenia" plopped on my record (again) cus being trans and having a major chronic condition is already sketchy. Anyway, I'm rawdogging all my issues with limited support.
hey just so everyone knows, i got hit with the schizo diagnosis and im trying to navigate that as a dirt broke trans person in an ultra-red state. im mostly staying offline to manage symptoms, paranoia. I'm feeling better lately, but I HAVE to prioritize myself and my health rn. times is...scary
August 14, 2025 at 12:31 AM
hey just so everyone knows, i got hit with the schizo diagnosis and im trying to navigate that as a dirt broke trans person in an ultra-red state. im mostly staying offline to manage symptoms, paranoia. I'm feeling better lately, but I HAVE to prioritize myself and my health rn. times is...scary
Let the evil critters breed
July 5, 2025 at 6:07 PM
Let the evil critters breed
Brains area of the goofy hospital
July 5, 2025 at 6:01 PM
Brains area of the goofy hospital
stormchaser story doodles
July 5, 2025 at 5:55 PM
stormchaser story doodles
biggest problem is communication. I cannot fucking talk to anyone right now because my paranoia is unbearable and it takes me like 3 hours to construct a single message to anyone and I gotta do that almost 30 times to communicate much about a delay or an issue I’m having. It’s all very frustrating
July 5, 2025 at 5:54 PM
biggest problem is communication. I cannot fucking talk to anyone right now because my paranoia is unbearable and it takes me like 3 hours to construct a single message to anyone and I gotta do that almost 30 times to communicate much about a delay or an issue I’m having. It’s all very frustrating
That’s the other fucking nuts part. I have like 10 kofi drawings and 16 commissions left to do and I have 19 of those 26 started, not just started like 80% done and now I’m just in lock up. That’s truly abnormal
July 5, 2025 at 5:51 PM
That’s the other fucking nuts part. I have like 10 kofi drawings and 16 commissions left to do and I have 19 of those 26 started, not just started like 80% done and now I’m just in lock up. That’s truly abnormal
Some ko-fi drawings. 3 Complete and 1 wip
July 5, 2025 at 5:47 PM
Some ko-fi drawings. 3 Complete and 1 wip
Also, the second you tell someone you’re schizo everything you say after is just irrelevant. Like all disabilities, admitting you have one is scary and embarrassing. Only because the world we’re in demands you internalize the notion of worthlessness as someone who can’t thrive in rigged game
July 5, 2025 at 5:42 PM
Also, the second you tell someone you’re schizo everything you say after is just irrelevant. Like all disabilities, admitting you have one is scary and embarrassing. Only because the world we’re in demands you internalize the notion of worthlessness as someone who can’t thrive in rigged game
Anyway, pls know I’m trying so hard but being dirt ass poor and schizo in a fucking red state with no support system while America becomes greater every fucking evil day is HARD. Idk how many of y’all have been literally one meal a day poor for a decade but it’s extremely fucking hard.
July 5, 2025 at 5:30 PM
Anyway, pls know I’m trying so hard but being dirt ass poor and schizo in a fucking red state with no support system while America becomes greater every fucking evil day is HARD. Idk how many of y’all have been literally one meal a day poor for a decade but it’s extremely fucking hard.
Anyway, if anyone else has had their mental health literally torch their ability to just get work, specifically commission work, done and found a solution pls feel free to share I’m so irate rn. I don’t wanna feel like a failure or lazy or helpless or look like a bitch. I’m so sick of it aaa
July 5, 2025 at 5:17 PM
Anyway, if anyone else has had their mental health literally torch their ability to just get work, specifically commission work, done and found a solution pls feel free to share I’m so irate rn. I don’t wanna feel like a failure or lazy or helpless or look like a bitch. I’m so sick of it aaa
I can’t describe the frustration of just wanting to get things done, having a plan, trying and just slipping into what feels like a blackout. I’m not even like doing other shit instead of work I’m just fully psychotic busted ruminating useless for endless hours it’s crazy. Literally. Stressful
July 5, 2025 at 5:14 PM
I can’t describe the frustration of just wanting to get things done, having a plan, trying and just slipping into what feels like a blackout. I’m not even like doing other shit instead of work I’m just fully psychotic busted ruminating useless for endless hours it’s crazy. Literally. Stressful
I’m just really unsure how to move forward. I can’t seem to get help medically, I can’t seem to get much done on my own, but none of it is lack of desire or motivation it’s like I’m a bug smashed flat so I can wish all I want but I’m stuck. Idk anyone else out there ever just been so fucked? lol
July 5, 2025 at 5:12 PM
I’m just really unsure how to move forward. I can’t seem to get help medically, I can’t seem to get much done on my own, but none of it is lack of desire or motivation it’s like I’m a bug smashed flat so I can wish all I want but I’m stuck. Idk anyone else out there ever just been so fucked? lol
So idk what to do. It was either get evicted or take on work I knew I’d struggle to complete but hope the effort I put in to solve the mental shit paid off. It has not so I’m stuck in limbo. Idk how do you navigate that effectively? How do I make the disability clear? How do I handle it?
July 5, 2025 at 5:06 PM
So idk what to do. It was either get evicted or take on work I knew I’d struggle to complete but hope the effort I put in to solve the mental shit paid off. It has not so I’m stuck in limbo. Idk how do you navigate that effectively? How do I make the disability clear? How do I handle it?
What I need to communicate is that I have had a schizophrenia diagnosis since I was 18, had 0 success with anti-psychotics and have been on my own living on like 10k a year for the last 15. I haven’t had the resources for much intervention and when I’ve had it the care has been truly abysmal.
July 5, 2025 at 4:56 PM
What I need to communicate is that I have had a schizophrenia diagnosis since I was 18, had 0 success with anti-psychotics and have been on my own living on like 10k a year for the last 15. I haven’t had the resources for much intervention and when I’ve had it the care has been truly abysmal.
So I’ve had to just stop using social media for a sec, I think I’m just at capacity for stress and idk how to navigate it. Im kinda swamped by commission work and the same psych issues that made a new day job impossible don’t just stop because I didn’t technically clock in.
July 5, 2025 at 4:42 PM
So I’ve had to just stop using social media for a sec, I think I’m just at capacity for stress and idk how to navigate it. Im kinda swamped by commission work and the same psych issues that made a new day job impossible don’t just stop because I didn’t technically clock in.
Been trying to focus on getting shit done but it’s hard…have some guys
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April 30, 2025 at 11:47 PM
Been trying to focus on getting shit done but it’s hard…have some guys
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F2e raffle on toyhouse, link in bio
#adoptables
#adoptables
December 4, 2024 at 11:10 PM
F2e raffle on toyhouse, link in bio
#adoptables
#adoptables
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December 29, 2024 at 12:55 AM