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Laz .//

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W̷r̷i̷t̷e̷r̷. Film school dropout. Perpetually tired. Values air conditioning more than most people. Neon in my veins. Plays too many video games. .// vivalalazlow.com .// linktr.ee/vivalalazlow .// sinkbelow.com

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Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 6h

Totally. People say I care or feel too much. And I do. But that’s me tbh. And I don’t wanna change. Just manage.

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Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 8h

I very much appreciate it. ❤️ I know some things about myself I can’t change. But I can get better at managing.

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Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 14h

Trying to think of something I’m less interested in than Stranger Things after season 1.

Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 14h

It’s good news overall, of course. But I can still very much feel my idiotic heart’s desire to keep dragging the lake.

Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 14h

That said, there still lingers a heavy sense of duty and responsibility to carry those thoughts and regrets with me. As if no one hauling them along means they’ll become cheapened or even lost. But that feeling is much more manageable.

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Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 14h

My mental health has been significantly better lately. I believe the new treatment and life changes have altered how I process my thoughts. I find myself truly not caring about things that used to devastate me. Things I cannot change/control.

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Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 19h

I don't play CS for over a month, and then pull this out of my ass in the first round I play lol.

Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 2d

Def check out 2 tho. I slept on it and wish I hadn’t. It’s not perfect, but it expands on the first in a lot of ways. Found it pretty fun. Platted both and didn’t feel like a grind or anything. Wish they did a third one rather than the game they did tbh.

Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 2d

That save room song tho

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Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 3d

Completely forgot I had bought this. Arrived today out of no where. Glad I snagged though.

Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 3d

Oh, Yharnam. It’s been too long.

Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 5d

New pickups.

Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 5d

Crazy about Itagaki. I have some very fond memories of DOA 4 and the Xbox 360 launch. And say what you want, Xtreme Beach Volleyball is a whole fucking vibe.

Thanks for everything.

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Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 6d

Dreary, depressing winter vibes in games are my jam. #CronosNewDawn

Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 7d

What the fuck is this? I just wanted a goddamn hamburger.

Laz .// @vivalalazlow.com · 7d

Hey game creator peoples, do this sort of subtle horror more please? It's rare to see, and can be quite unsettling imo. Personally, I find this stuff way more spooky than being chased by a loud thing over and over. I mean, Pac-Man isn't a horror game ...is it? #SilentHillf