TaruAmhran
@taruamhran.bsky.social
Non-binary, sapphic, disabled and chronically ill , legally blind ME/CFS, AUDHD DID, Artist/musician, colourful Goth, witch, kinky (top leaning switch)
Tumblr http://www.tumblr.com/TaruAmhran/
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When you're already tired but want to make a track on your hardware and then in the middle of it you press a wrong button and suddenly all you did is gone and you have to do everything again and then it's five am
Well that must be the perks of a hardware synth player #synthsky #electronicmusic
Well that must be the perks of a hardware synth player #synthsky #electronicmusic
December 22, 2025 at 4:27 AM
When you're already tired but want to make a track on your hardware and then in the middle of it you press a wrong button and suddenly all you did is gone and you have to do everything again and then it's five am
Well that must be the perks of a hardware synth player #synthsky #electronicmusic
Well that must be the perks of a hardware synth player #synthsky #electronicmusic
Finished another track on the Synthstrom Deluge
It's about my chronic pain
#synthsky #gothic #synthesizer #darkwave #musician #chronicillness
soundcloud.com/taruamethyst...
It's about my chronic pain
#synthsky #gothic #synthesizer #darkwave #musician #chronicillness
soundcloud.com/taruamethyst...
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December 18, 2025 at 10:24 AM
Finished another track on the Synthstrom Deluge
It's about my chronic pain
#synthsky #gothic #synthesizer #darkwave #musician #chronicillness
soundcloud.com/taruamethyst...
It's about my chronic pain
#synthsky #gothic #synthesizer #darkwave #musician #chronicillness
soundcloud.com/taruamethyst...
I just watched a lesbian dating show and after that I'm asking myself will I ever have someone who wants me who is also attracted to me
I've had 3 relationships in my life and nobody ever said to me they're attracted to me or that I'm hot
And now I'm single for about 3 years now
I've had 3 relationships in my life and nobody ever said to me they're attracted to me or that I'm hot
And now I'm single for about 3 years now
December 17, 2025 at 10:46 PM
I just watched a lesbian dating show and after that I'm asking myself will I ever have someone who wants me who is also attracted to me
I've had 3 relationships in my life and nobody ever said to me they're attracted to me or that I'm hot
And now I'm single for about 3 years now
I've had 3 relationships in my life and nobody ever said to me they're attracted to me or that I'm hot
And now I'm single for about 3 years now
I don't make music so that others like it but often I post my music I get like 2 or 3 likes and when I show the song to someone in person they say it's great so either people are lying to my face and my music is dreadful or I'm doing something wrong
#synthsky #musician #synthesizer
#synthsky #musician #synthesizer
December 16, 2025 at 8:59 PM
I don't make music so that others like it but often I post my music I get like 2 or 3 likes and when I show the song to someone in person they say it's great so either people are lying to my face and my music is dreadful or I'm doing something wrong
#synthsky #musician #synthesizer
#synthsky #musician #synthesizer
OMG I didn't know this show still exists
I used to listen to this for hours back in the 2000s especially while making art
Unfortunately I forgot the exact name and thus couldn't find it again
Now I'm very happy it still exists
I used to listen to this for hours back in the 2000s especially while making art
Unfortunately I forgot the exact name and thus couldn't find it again
Now I'm very happy it still exists
This week on HEARTS of SPACE: ‘LIGHT TIME’—electronic ambient for the season of light. Music by DAVID HELPLING + singer MIRIAM STOCKLEY, JOHAN AGEBJÖRN + LISA BARRA, ERIK WØLLO, TOM EATON, ROBERT RICH + LUCA FORMENTINI, JON HOPKINS + ÓLAFUR ARNALDS, more. bit.ly/HoS-1386R
December 15, 2025 at 12:12 PM
OMG I didn't know this show still exists
I used to listen to this for hours back in the 2000s especially while making art
Unfortunately I forgot the exact name and thus couldn't find it again
Now I'm very happy it still exists
I used to listen to this for hours back in the 2000s especially while making art
Unfortunately I forgot the exact name and thus couldn't find it again
Now I'm very happy it still exists
Today I finished my second track on the Deluge This time more on the Ambient side
#ambient #psybient #synthsky #newmusic #musician #synthstrom #musiciansky
soundcloud.com/amethystswit...
#ambient #psybient #synthsky #newmusic #musician #synthstrom #musiciansky
soundcloud.com/amethystswit...
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December 15, 2025 at 11:25 AM
Today I finished my second track on the Deluge This time more on the Ambient side
#ambient #psybient #synthsky #newmusic #musician #synthstrom #musiciansky
soundcloud.com/amethystswit...
#ambient #psybient #synthsky #newmusic #musician #synthstrom #musiciansky
soundcloud.com/amethystswit...
Here's a video of my first song on the Synthstrom deluge
#synthsky #darkwave #synthwave #gothic #musiciansky
youtu.be/DO4xI3GdNA4
#synthsky #darkwave #synthwave #gothic #musiciansky
youtu.be/DO4xI3GdNA4
Wild Child
YouTube video by Taru Amethyst
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December 14, 2025 at 12:28 PM
Here's a video of my first song on the Synthstrom deluge
#synthsky #darkwave #synthwave #gothic #musiciansky
youtu.be/DO4xI3GdNA4
#synthsky #darkwave #synthwave #gothic #musiciansky
youtu.be/DO4xI3GdNA4
It's the middle of the night but I'm finally finished with my first song on the Synthstrom deluge
Did the finishing touches on my iPad because I'm more used to the workflow
I really like how it turned out
#synthsky #syjthesizer #darksave #musician
soundcloud.com/taruamethyst...
Did the finishing touches on my iPad because I'm more used to the workflow
I really like how it turned out
#synthsky #syjthesizer #darksave #musician
soundcloud.com/taruamethyst...
Stream Wild Child by TaruAmethyst | Listen online for free on SoundCloud
Stream Wild Child by TaruAmethyst on desktop and mobile. Play over 320 million tracks for free on SoundCloud.
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December 14, 2025 at 3:33 AM
It's the middle of the night but I'm finally finished with my first song on the Synthstrom deluge
Did the finishing touches on my iPad because I'm more used to the workflow
I really like how it turned out
#synthsky #syjthesizer #darksave #musician
soundcloud.com/taruamethyst...
Did the finishing touches on my iPad because I'm more used to the workflow
I really like how it turned out
#synthsky #syjthesizer #darksave #musician
soundcloud.com/taruamethyst...
Bin wieder zurück war ziemlich anstrengend mal wieder eine Dosis fatshaming abgekriegt kombiniert mit grellem Licht und nicht liegen können
Aber es scheint einfach keine barrierefreie fettfreundliche Diabetologie in Berlin zu geben
Jetzt habe ich erstmal Luft bis morgen
Da hab ich Rheumatologie
Aber es scheint einfach keine barrierefreie fettfreundliche Diabetologie in Berlin zu geben
Jetzt habe ich erstmal Luft bis morgen
Da hab ich Rheumatologie
December 11, 2025 at 12:34 PM
Bin wieder zurück war ziemlich anstrengend mal wieder eine Dosis fatshaming abgekriegt kombiniert mit grellem Licht und nicht liegen können
Aber es scheint einfach keine barrierefreie fettfreundliche Diabetologie in Berlin zu geben
Jetzt habe ich erstmal Luft bis morgen
Da hab ich Rheumatologie
Aber es scheint einfach keine barrierefreie fettfreundliche Diabetologie in Berlin zu geben
Jetzt habe ich erstmal Luft bis morgen
Da hab ich Rheumatologie
Guten Morgen habe mich gestern wohl zu viel mit meinem neuen synth beschäftigt jetzt habe ich Kopfschmerzen und habe einen Arzttermin den ich nicht absagen kann
Hmmmpff ich hasse sowas
Hmmmpff ich hasse sowas
December 11, 2025 at 8:13 AM
Guten Morgen habe mich gestern wohl zu viel mit meinem neuen synth beschäftigt jetzt habe ich Kopfschmerzen und habe einen Arzttermin den ich nicht absagen kann
Hmmmpff ich hasse sowas
Hmmmpff ich hasse sowas
I have been looking at several synths/grooveboxes the past year and the deluge community is the only one which offers accommodation for visually impaired people so far and I'm thrilled although it should be mandatory for all music gear
#blind #visuallyimpaired #synthesizer
#blind #visuallyimpaired #synthesizer
December 10, 2025 at 11:04 PM
I have been looking at several synths/grooveboxes the past year and the deluge community is the only one which offers accommodation for visually impaired people so far and I'm thrilled although it should be mandatory for all music gear
#blind #visuallyimpaired #synthesizer
#blind #visuallyimpaired #synthesizer
My Synthstrom deluge has arrived today and I immediately fell in love with it
So here is a quick jam that I did after fiddling with it for only like an hour
#synthsky #synthesizer #newgear #musician
youtu.be/Mo2-TysblZ0
So here is a quick jam that I did after fiddling with it for only like an hour
#synthsky #synthesizer #newgear #musician
youtu.be/Mo2-TysblZ0
First jam on my Synthstrom deluge
youtu.be
December 10, 2025 at 10:03 PM
My Synthstrom deluge has arrived today and I immediately fell in love with it
So here is a quick jam that I did after fiddling with it for only like an hour
#synthsky #synthesizer #newgear #musician
youtu.be/Mo2-TysblZ0
So here is a quick jam that I did after fiddling with it for only like an hour
#synthsky #synthesizer #newgear #musician
youtu.be/Mo2-TysblZ0
Here is a poem I wrote in honour of the deities I work with
#witchsky #pagsnsky #pagsn #spiritwork #polytheism
www.tumblr.com/taruamhran/8...
#witchsky #pagsnsky #pagsn #spiritwork #polytheism
www.tumblr.com/taruamhran/8...
I work with Celtic and Norse deities and ss the year is drawing to a close I thought I do s poem in honour of them
Also my year... – @taruamhran on Tumblr
💬 0 🔁 0 ❤️ 0 · I work with Celtic and Norse deities and ss the year is drawing to a close I thought I do s poem in honour of them
Also my year has been pretty rough and I'm thankful I made it th…
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December 10, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Here is a poem I wrote in honour of the deities I work with
#witchsky #pagsnsky #pagsn #spiritwork #polytheism
www.tumblr.com/taruamhran/8...
#witchsky #pagsnsky #pagsn #spiritwork #polytheism
www.tumblr.com/taruamhran/8...
Das ist so verdammt wahr ich wünschte jemand würde mich an jedem beschissenen daran erinnern
Zum Glück habe ich heute einen ganz guten Tag
Zum Glück habe ich heute einen ganz guten Tag
December 9, 2025 at 10:25 PM
Das ist so verdammt wahr ich wünschte jemand würde mich an jedem beschissenen daran erinnern
Zum Glück habe ich heute einen ganz guten Tag
Zum Glück habe ich heute einen ganz guten Tag
I'm so sad that I can't watch stranger things
I started watching the fourth season and when they showed the childhood of eleven my hospital trauma kicked in and I totally panicked and dissociated
#strangerthings #cptsd
I started watching the fourth season and when they showed the childhood of eleven my hospital trauma kicked in and I totally panicked and dissociated
#strangerthings #cptsd
December 9, 2025 at 9:11 PM
I'm so sad that I can't watch stranger things
I started watching the fourth season and when they showed the childhood of eleven my hospital trauma kicked in and I totally panicked and dissociated
#strangerthings #cptsd
I started watching the fourth season and when they showed the childhood of eleven my hospital trauma kicked in and I totally panicked and dissociated
#strangerthings #cptsd
Yay got the message from DHL that my Synth will probably be arriving tomorrow
#synthsky #synthesizer
#synthsky #synthesizer
December 9, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Yay got the message from DHL that my Synth will probably be arriving tomorrow
#synthsky #synthesizer
#synthsky #synthesizer
December 9, 2025 at 1:20 PM
Atm I feel like I'm cuddled up in a hobbit hole dreaming of a better world
Painted in procreate
#painting #digitalpainting #surrealart #art
Painted in procreate
#painting #digitalpainting #surrealart #art
December 8, 2025 at 5:01 PM
Atm I feel like I'm cuddled up in a hobbit hole dreaming of a better world
Painted in procreate
#painting #digitalpainting #surrealart #art
Painted in procreate
#painting #digitalpainting #surrealart #art
Omg thanks to the little money I got Via crowdfunding and from my mum I was finally able to get the synthstrom deluge and I just ordered it
I'm soo excited and very impatient because Thomann doesn't say when it will arrive
#synthsky #synthesizer #musician
I'm soo excited and very impatient because Thomann doesn't say when it will arrive
#synthsky #synthesizer #musician
December 8, 2025 at 4:45 PM
Omg thanks to the little money I got Via crowdfunding and from my mum I was finally able to get the synthstrom deluge and I just ordered it
I'm soo excited and very impatient because Thomann doesn't say when it will arrive
#synthsky #synthesizer #musician
I'm soo excited and very impatient because Thomann doesn't say when it will arrive
#synthsky #synthesizer #musician
I have decided to put my poetry on Tumblr and post the links here
So I don't have to use pictures which are inaccessible for visually impaired people because I can't put the poem in the alt text
Tumblr Link
www.tumblr.com/taruamhran/
#alttext #blind #visuallyimpaired #accessibility
So I don't have to use pictures which are inaccessible for visually impaired people because I can't put the poem in the alt text
Tumblr Link
www.tumblr.com/taruamhran/
#alttext #blind #visuallyimpaired #accessibility
@taruamhran on Tumblr
,43, non-binary, lesbian, disabled, chronically ill, DID, ,artist/poet, pagan , kinky
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December 8, 2025 at 6:55 AM
I have decided to put my poetry on Tumblr and post the links here
So I don't have to use pictures which are inaccessible for visually impaired people because I can't put the poem in the alt text
Tumblr Link
www.tumblr.com/taruamhran/
#alttext #blind #visuallyimpaired #accessibility
So I don't have to use pictures which are inaccessible for visually impaired people because I can't put the poem in the alt text
Tumblr Link
www.tumblr.com/taruamhran/
#alttext #blind #visuallyimpaired #accessibility
Here is a new Poem from me talking about being under the sea
#poetry #poem #mentalhealth
www.tumblr.com/taruamhran/8...
#poetry #poem #mentalhealth
www.tumblr.com/taruamhran/8...
Under the Sea – @taruamhran on Tumblr
💬 0 🔁 0 ❤️ 0 · Under the Sea · I wish I could be under the sea
And leave everything behind
All My feelings, all my sorrows
To find only Peace of mind
I would like to live with mermaids
Jus…
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December 8, 2025 at 6:42 AM
Here is a new Poem from me talking about being under the sea
#poetry #poem #mentalhealth
www.tumblr.com/taruamhran/8...
#poetry #poem #mentalhealth
www.tumblr.com/taruamhran/8...
Wer sagt Schrottwichteln ist doof oder langweilig hat keine Ahnung
Hab gerade eine rosa Hwrz Sonnenbrille ergattert und freue mich voll
Ich selber habe ein Säckchen mit kleinen Edelstein Murmeln verschenkt die ich nicht brauche
Hab gerade eine rosa Hwrz Sonnenbrille ergattert und freue mich voll
Ich selber habe ein Säckchen mit kleinen Edelstein Murmeln verschenkt die ich nicht brauche
December 7, 2025 at 6:16 PM
Wer sagt Schrottwichteln ist doof oder langweilig hat keine Ahnung
Hab gerade eine rosa Hwrz Sonnenbrille ergattert und freue mich voll
Ich selber habe ein Säckchen mit kleinen Edelstein Murmeln verschenkt die ich nicht brauche
Hab gerade eine rosa Hwrz Sonnenbrille ergattert und freue mich voll
Ich selber habe ein Säckchen mit kleinen Edelstein Murmeln verschenkt die ich nicht brauche
Sometimes I would like to be under the sea in a land of merpeople leaving Al my feelings and troubles behind
Created with procreate
#painting #digitalpainting #abstractart
Created with procreate
#painting #digitalpainting #abstractart
December 7, 2025 at 10:13 AM
Sometimes I would like to be under the sea in a land of merpeople leaving Al my feelings and troubles behind
Created with procreate
#painting #digitalpainting #abstractart
Created with procreate
#painting #digitalpainting #abstractart
Zur Zeit fühle ich mich sehr einsam und habe mich daher auf eine Person eingelassen die mich total gelovebombed hat aber auch creepy war jetzt fühle ich mich schlecht weil mir das passiert ist und ich nicht früher Grenzen gesetzt habe
December 6, 2025 at 11:44 AM
Zur Zeit fühle ich mich sehr einsam und habe mich daher auf eine Person eingelassen die mich total gelovebombed hat aber auch creepy war jetzt fühle ich mich schlecht weil mir das passiert ist und ich nicht früher Grenzen gesetzt habe
Just started reading Sigrid and Elyn by Edale Lane
And I really love it especially I love stories set in the viking age
#books #queerbooks #booksky #currentlyreading
And I really love it especially I love stories set in the viking age
#books #queerbooks #booksky #currentlyreading
December 5, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Just started reading Sigrid and Elyn by Edale Lane
And I really love it especially I love stories set in the viking age
#books #queerbooks #booksky #currentlyreading
And I really love it especially I love stories set in the viking age
#books #queerbooks #booksky #currentlyreading