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Zin Zinna Zinnabelle
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Some kind of demon vampire creature 30s she/her 🏳️‍⚧️ lesbian | 🔞 | writes sapphic erotica | working on a ttrpg zine | posts lewds | not dtf irl sry feminizing torture basement fic status: Act VI uploaded magic.swordsz.in
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Act VI of A Hungry Light is now available!

Ten chapters, 25k words, and by far the most characters appearing in an act so far! IT'S CULT TIME BABYYYYYY

zinnabelle.itch.io/a-hungry-light
ok but it's *nuts* to me that even this electro place im looking at that specializes in surgery prep lists numbing cream as the third pain management strategy, after moisturizing and bringing a fidget toy.
the joy of realizing that one of the best FFS surgeons in the country was in network for me that then slowly crystalized over months into the certainty that seeing him is actually impossible for me.
i dont think ill ever quite get over having my insurance provider switched under me right before scheduling with my preferred ffs surgeon
hospital websites will boast that they provide "gender affirming care" and only once you're three pages deep will it be revealed that all they do is hormones and voice training.
like in an ideal world I could go on my insurance site and get it to show me a list of all bottom surgery providers in network. but instead I can only search for "gender surgery" which means that every provider that does breast reductions is also included in the list
honestly one of the things that makes trying to navigate and research trans care online so incredibly frustrating is that all these websites are made by cis people
just having a hard time feeling hopeful
im probably just not the kind of person who gets to have ffs/srs
the laser place that ive gone to before wasn't especially interested in making any kind of judgements about whether or not a client's hair was actually dark enough. i think they'd probably shrug and say maybe...
laser took care of a lot of my facial hair, but definitely not all of it
im worried that my hair is too light for that to work...
looking back, i did something like 20 sessions. sometimes i couldn't handle the full hour sometimes i could. but it hardly seems like i made any progress at all
i just don't really know what to do about bottom surgery... the hair removal seems like an impossibility. what are you supposed to do if you don't have local access to electrolysis?
there really is nothing quite like putting on breast forms and then getting so high that you forget you're wearing breast forms
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i beat these fuckin losers at pool
oh my god it's been so long i did foundation and forgot concealer
these fake tits make my tits look fantastic
it's been a while since I've worn a full face of makeup and oh right it makes a big difference
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its incredible what a little makeup and the right outfit (and two years of hormones) (and ten sessions of laser) (and fourteen hours of electro) (and eight months of voice training) can do~
ill get some really tall boots
i have terrible news about my height
it's obvious that i have breasts? 🥺